It would be very easy to just write off the series of attacks I have been describing as just the way things are. My daughters were just kids who made mistakes, and nearly died because of them. Our lives are just like anybody else’s lives in the sense that about half the time good things happen and half the time bad things happen. It’s just the nature of life, it’s the way things are. The same things happen to everybody. This last is most certainly true. And that is the point of the Cs communication: to explain to us the nature of good and evil, the nature of this reality in which we live, where bad things happen to good people, and very often, because of the fact that they are good, and are trying to do good things.
The interwoven themes of the Cassiopaean messages reflect the very things with which I was concerned for many years prior to meeting Frank and undertaking the “channeling” experiment. These two themes: the explanation for the existence of evil in a world created by a purported loving god, and the possibility of metamorphosis into a different world where there is no sting of sin or death, were expounded in the first manuscript version of The Noah Syndrome, written in 1985 and 1986. So, in a very real sense, it is altogether possible that the Cs are me at some level of consciousness, that I have made it all up to explain the things that concern me in a crucially deep way. One thing is certain: these issues never concerned Frank and his entire consciousness was focused on rejecting and reviling human existence rather than attempting to understand and explain it, and learning to live in the world as it is, successfully and effectively.
It took me years to realize that Frank’s contractile nature was not merely the result of being psychologically wounded, but was the fundamental expression of his being: self-ishness. I never realized that his almost serpentine lethargy was the way he was, because it was the way he was. With my rose-colored glasses, I thought this stillness, this lack of activity was quiet strength. I accepted all his criticisms that I was always getting attacked because I was doing and sharing things. I tried to temper my nature, my natural tendency to share everything I discovered with anyone who asked with sober reflection and caution. Indeed, I am sure that caution would have kept me out of the soup on more than one occasion. But caution should not make a person inactive. One should not be so paralyzed by the fear of attack that they do nothing! I didn’t realize that it is the one who accepts the risks of commitment that is the stronger person.
Frank was not just afraid of commitment and creativity, he was repelled by it from the depths of his nature. Commitment and creativity are acts of giving, of sacrifice. It is the Sulphur of Alchemy, the Soul Fire. The Soul Light. It is joy and delight in giving away spiritual energy. And there was no joy or delight in Frank’s soul; there was only fear, jealousy, and contempt. These are the emotions of stasis, inaction, or reckless destruction.
A correspondent who is very attached to the government-conspiracy-to-create-the-UFO-phenomenon-as-a-means-of-social-engineering theory, who yet is convinced of the existence of ethereal beings, recently wrote to me, “You are very close. There are UFO’s and there are ‘aliens.’ But the aliens are us and vice versa.”
He then went on to propose that our level of reality and the next higher level, have a “symmetry balance” which posits that we are in control of the Matrix. The Matrix reflects us and we it. What we become – it becomes. Indeed, this possibility is one that the Cs have proposed in the following exchange:
July 23, 1995
Q: (L) Does it ever happen that individuals who perceive or think they perceive themselves to have experienced an abduction, to actually be interacting with some part of themselves?
A: That would be a very good possibility. Now, before you ask another question, stop and contemplate for a moment: what possibilities does this open up? Is there any limit? And if there is, what is that? Is it not an area worth exploring? For example, just one example for you to digest: What if the abduction scenario could take place where your soul projection, in what you perceive as the future, can come back and abduct your soul projection in what you perceive as the present? Is it one possible future, but not all possible futures? And is the pathway of free will not connected to all of this?
In short, any and all of the manifestations of aliens and so forth are “us” in probable futures. We can choose which future manifests: us as the creepy reptoids and grays who abduct and violate, torture and torment, or us as beings who completely honor free will.
When we first consider this idea, the solution seems to be rather simple: we just choose to do what is good and right and everything will be fine and dandy. If we are being good, then the future will be good, and “as below, so above,” the higher “future” reality will reflect our choices of goodness and free will, right?
But here is where we arrive at the sticking point. As I have written numerous times, there is something about this that we don’t understand because such a simple solution has never worked, and I wanted to know why. Think about it. Throughout history we find one group praying to their god to protect them from the depredations of another group. The other group is praying just as fervently that their depredations will be successful. When one group succeeds in killing another, is that proof that its god is supreme? What then happens if the members of the successful group are then reincarnated into the group that was defeated? This is not a rhetorical question since a rather influential book was written about the great numbers of Jews who died in the Holocaust now being reincarnated as Christians. There has also been some suggestion that many Nazis are now being reincarnated as Jews. What then, does such an idea do to the concept of “my god is the only right one?”
I can assure the reader from my own experience as a hypnotherapist, that every single case I have worked with in terms of past-life therapy, has demonstrated a string of lives in such variety of nationality and religious orientation, that it literally makes a joke of anyone stating with absolute certainty, that their beliefs or orientation now, are the only right ones. It is evident that those who declaim against another group most vehemently will most certainly find themselves a member of that very group in the next round of incarnation. And frankly, it doesn’t matter if the reader believes this or not; there is sufficient clinical evidence that it is so, that if presented in a court of law as circumstantial evidence, it would be so overwhelming that the judge and the jury would be persuaded of the truth of it even without a smoking gun.
And that brings us back again to the factor that, for some reason, we are denied access to our greater self. And thus, people continue to kill one another for the conscious beliefs they hold, never realizing the price they may pay for these actions. This begs the question of why people cannot remember the previous lessons in past lives; why the wisdom of the soul is not available to the person. If humans have souls or spirits, why is the knowledge of past karmic cycles not part of a person’s wisdom?
What can answer the question as to why human beings engage in activities that will only trap them here for a myriad of lifetimes? Is this planet nothing more than a huge recycling bin; no-matter what people do, there will always be new and improved ways for killing other humans?
What would be the payoff for our reality to exist as such a structure that causes the soul to constantly recycle? What would be the reason for such darkness that perpetuates this vast and abyssal ignorance? What is the payoff for all this misery and suffering; the tormented souls and the deaths of innocents? What is this mysterious gap between intent, desire, and physical manifestation? What darkness exists in our subconscious minds that has created a world so hostile and uncaring? What power separates us from knowledge of the true nature of our reality and leaves us exposed to suffering and pain?
No matter how one defines reality – as a self-created manifestation, or as an accomplished fact thrust upon us – the reality of suffering must be seen as a consequence of this separation. And, if the world of matter is created and maintained by us, what brought this blindness into being?
If the world is created by God, is our suffering a consequence of willful disobedience? If so, then man’s being is a blight on the cosmos. If that is so, then what shall we do with goodness, nobility and selfless brotherly love and reverent worship? From where has this duality originated?
If we accept that, for whatever reason, some aspect of creation has manifested the limited three dimensions in which our consciousness finds itself, how would we describe this condition and its potential for change? What does it mean that the universe may leave all its options open until the very last instant? If that is the case, then what are we doing when we pray for a specific outcome, or when we believe in the End of the World? The questions about how our beliefs may shape our reality are among the most significant in all of consciousness research.
This leads to another point: it seems that we must accept the objective fact that attempts to change the world spiritually, or to regulate large-scale events, simply do not work. Yes, there does seem to be evidence that individuals or small groups of individuals can make small changes or produce effects with a limited range of influence. But for some reason the world, as it is, seems to operate based on rules or laws that we do not understand. The fundamental nature of the physical world seems to be antithetical to this spiritualization. While we all might like to think we can transform our world by praying and/or thinking positively, we must remember that there is a great deal of evidence that real transformations of the planet have repeatedly been cataclysmic. A philosophy which ignores this fact is courting disaster.
It may be that the focus upon creating a new world or a New Age quite literally contributes energy to the dissolution of the present age in a manner which follows scientific principles. This brings us back to Einstein’s remarks in his 1938 paper:
We have, therefore, to take the fifth dimension seriously although we are not encouraged to do so by plain experience. The most essential point of our theory is the replacing of rigorous cylindricity by the assumption that space is closed (or periodic). Kaluza’s five dimensional theory of the physical space provides a unitary representation of gravitation and electromagnetism. It is much more satisfactory to introduce the fifth dimension not only formally, but to assign to it some physical meaning.
In other words: time is cyclical. We live in a time loop. And here is where the Cs material is so important. Over and over again, developing the themes of my lifelong search, they have expressed concepts and ideas that are on the cutting edge of physics research.
January 21, 1995
Q: (L) What is the “ultimate secret” being protected by the Consortium?
A: You are not in control of yourselves, you are an experiment.
Q: (T) When you say this is the ultimate secret that we’re being “protected” from by the government, are we talking about the ultimate secret of humans only here?
Q: (T) The ultimate secret of the human race is that we are an experiment that other humans are conducting on the rest of us?
Q: (T) OK, does the other part have to do with the Lizards?
Q: (L) Other aliens also?
Q: (T) OK, so, are the humans who are running the experiment, do they know that they are part of the experiment also?
Q: (T) And they’re doing this willingly?
A: They have no choice.
Q: (L) Why do they have no choice?
A: Already in progress.
Q: (T) What is the experiment about?
A: Too complicated for you to understand.
Q: (J) I hate it when that happens! (T) OK, is this part of, is this about the experiment the Lizzies are doing of dominating us and sucking us dry?
A: Yes, but there’s much more than that, you will understand at level 4.
Q: (L) OK, in this Krill document there was a statement made that the Grays and other aliens use glandular substances extracted during physical exams of human beings, what they would call the gynecological and the sperm-extraction exams, that they used these glandular substances to get high or to feed on, that they are addicted to these. Is this a correct assessment?
Q: (L) Do they use glandular substances at all?
Q: (L) What do they use glandular substances for?
Q: (L) And what or who do they use this medicine on?
Q: (L) And what does this medicine do for them?
A: Helps them cope with 3rd density.
Q: (T) Is this something that they use to help them stay in the third density?
Q: (L) Does it help them to manifest in a more solid physical manner?
Q: (L) So, in other words, they draw glandular substances; do they also use sexual energy given off by individuals to maintain their status in 3 dimensions?
A: No. That feeds them in 4d, as we told you before.
Q: (L) Yes. OK. How “long”, and I put long in quotes, because we know, as you say, there is no time, but how long, as we measure it, have the Grays been interacting with our race? The Grays, not the Lizards, the Grays, the cybergenetic probes?
A: Time travelers, therefore, “Time is ongoing.” Do you understand the gravity of [this] response?
Q: (L) They are time travelers, they can move forward and backward in time, they can play games with our heads … (T) They can set up the past to create a future they want. (D) They can organize things so that they can create the energy that they need … (L) They can also make things look good, make them feel good, make them seem good, they can make you have an idea one minute, and then the next minute, create some sort of situation that confirms that idea …
A: When you asked how long, of course it is totally unlimited, is it not?
Q: (L) That’s not good. If they were to move back through space-time and alter an event in our past, would that alteration in the past instantaneously alter our present as well?
A: Has over and over and over. You just are not yet aware, and have no idea of the ramifications!!!
Q: (L) We’re getting a little glimmer! Yeah, I do, a little! (T) The ramifications of being able to move in and out of time and manipulate it the way you want (L) So, in other words, our only real prayer in this whole damn situation is to get out of this density level. That’s what they’re saying, that’s what it sounds like to me.
Q: (L) Because, otherwise, we’re just literally, as in that book, stuck in the replay over and over and over, and the Holocaust could happen over and over, and we could just, you know … Ghengis Khan, Atilla the Hun … over and over and over again. (T) We’re stuck in a time loop; they’re putting us in a time loop. (J) Are we in a time loop?
Q: (D) I have a question about … Mankind has found it necessary for some reason or other to appoint time. The only reason I can see is to have a means of telling, like in verbal or written communications …
A: Control mechanism.
Q: (T) Is there a way for us to break the control mechanism? Besides moving to fourth density?
Q: (D) When fourth-density beings communicate it’s telepathic, right?
Q: (D) OK, since time doesn’t exist, how do you communicate about happenings?
A: Rephrase, please; clarify.
Q: (L) What she means to ask is, if time doesn’t exist, how do you communicate about events as one happens now, as opposed to later and the next thing happens, and the next thing happens … I mean, we talk about 1907 something happened …
A: Translate. That is how it is done. You translate the experience from 4 to 3. And vice versa.
Q: (L) So, in other words, if you’re a fourth-density being, everything is more or less happening, excuse the term happening, everything is simultaneous, and if you wish to discuss or communicate or have any focus upon any particular aspect of this unified dimension, then what you do is you kind of extract it out, project it into 3d …
Q: (L) … like a movie.
A: But you will not understand fully until you get there.
Q: (L) Is the only way of getting out of this time loop, so to speak, to move into another density, or is there a loop in the other density as well?
Q: (L) No loop in the other density?
A: Yogis can do it. How they control their own physicality.
And so we have a few more clues. We have some idea that our reality is something of a stage upon which the dramas of fourth density are projected. In short, it seems evident that the energies of Creation emanate “downward,” and our individuality as human beings is merely an expression of these theological dramas. To attempt to exert our will or to make our voice travel “upward,” against Creation, results only in the strengthening of the forces that violate free will, because it is, in essence, an attempt to violate the free will of Creation. This is why praying, rituals designed to change reality, positive thinking with the intent to change something “up there,” in order to receive the benefits “down here,” is always doomed to produce more strife, misery and suffering.
What we can do is to prepare ourselves for the emanations that are traveling “downward” to be better received. So, indeed, my correspondent is correct: “There is a ‘symmetry balance’ which posits that we are in control of the Matrix. The Matrix reflects us and we it. What we become – it becomes.” This is the essential point of Castaneda when he wrote:
He explained that one of the greatest accomplishments of the seers of the Conquest was a construct he called the three-phase progression. By understanding the nature of man, they were able to reach the incontestable conclusion that if seers can hold their own in facing petty tyrants, they can certainly face the unknown with impunity, and then they can even stand the presence of the unknowable.
“The average man’s reaction is to think that the order of that statement should be reversed,” he went on. “A seer who can hold his own in the face of the unknown can certainly face petty tyrants. But that’s not so. What destroyed the superb seers of ancient times was that assumption. We know better now. We know that nothing can temper the spirit of a warrior as much as the challenge of dealing with impossible people in positions of power. Only under those conditions can warriors acquire the sobriety and serenity to stand the pressure of the unknowable.”
All around us we see the results of this error: the idea that we can exert our will and voice upward to change what is “above” us in order to change our reality. This idea is at the root of rites and rituals, demanding, pleading, visualizations, “workings,” and so forth. When people think that “meditating on compassion,” or “feeling the feelings of all beings,” is going to result in the “sonic entrainment of the heart’s rhythm [being] braided into more complex and coherent patterns,” which will then enable the person to “create a diamond imperishable body for use as a teaching vehicle down here on earth,” they have missed the point entirely. To compare such ideas to the true work of the Yogi is simply ignorant.
Yogis don’t just sit down one day and meditate on compassion or the feeling of oneness and “boom!” experience an “implosive soul force.” Before the Yogi has ever achieved the point of being able to think even momentarily about “the oneness of all beings,” or the “feelings of all beings,” he has spent many, many years in the struggle between “yes” and “no” – the struggle to master his emotions, his desires, his physicality. It is the work of making the physical vehicle “down here,” receptive to whatever may be “up there,” as opposed to trying to forcibly create something “up there,” in order to have it “down here.”
But not everybody can just drop out of life and become a Yogi.
And it seems that those nasty versions of ourselves in the future really wish to continue to exist, to become even more powerful, and as a consequence, they exert a great deal of energy attempting to ensure not only their continued survival, but their ultimate dominance over all Creation! After all, it is a time loop, and the last time it looped around, they were the outcome, the choice, the probable future that became the Now. And they want to keep it that way.
And the choice as to which reality we will cycle into for the next round, or whether or not we can step out of the loop at the nexus point, has to be made rather soon. Which is why there is so much effort to conceal, disinform, obfuscate, and disrupt the dissemination of the ideas of free will and true service to others. These future selves of the Reptilian, Gray, and other STS varieties are using time travel to go back and repeatedly change the past, to plant misleading clues, to get folks to make the choices that will strengthen their hold on this density, and consequently, fourth density. The alternate futures: us in the future as the “bad guys,” or us in the future as light beings is being decided now. The battle is now. It is through us.
It seems that one of the chief forms of disinformation that keeps humanity locked into the STS mode of existence, and which is hoped to ensure the ultimate victory of the STS forces at higher levels, is exactly what we have described above: the reversal of the natural order of achieving self-mastery. A very popular form of this disinformation is found in the so-called “Flower of Life” and related “Sacred Geometry” teachings that are very popular in the present time. The stated purpose of the system is:
Through our teachings of sacred geometry, we introduce the student to ancient esoteric teachings given around the world for thousands of years. These teachings, based on sacred geometry, illustrate for the left brain how there is truly only one consciousness, one spirit, one God, and that we are all part of that oneness. After the mind understands this concept, we then teach the student a 17-breath merkaba meditation that will allow he or she to feel and experience this unity of all life. The left and right brains suddenly awaken to this universal truth and the heart begins to put this truth into action.
Seeing and feeling this unity of life clearly within every aspect of our lives is very important. Both sides of the brain begin to move into harmony and balance, and this kind of balance aids the heart in opening. Experiencing this universal unity also integrates the heart and mind, which weaves peace and balance into all corners of our being. Harmony and balance opens windows in our mind, our heart, and our spirit. Without divine unity inside of us, these windows of inspiration are rarely available. Internal unity opens a doorway within us and allows prana or “divine balanced life force energy” to enter the innermost channels of our physical being. It begins a process of inner healing and rejuvenation that affects our physical, emotional, and spiritual bodies.
There are many variations on this theme, including “Projecting the Tree of Life on the Celestial Globe,” or utilizing the “Meta-Programming Protocol.” All of them, as the reader can easily see from the above description, constitute the idea that we can exert our will and voice upward to change what is “above” us in order to change our reality, ourselves, moving our brains into harmony, or aiding the “heart in opening,” obtaining “harmony and balance” which is then going to “open windows in our mind, our heart, and our spirit,” etc. It is then stated (quite truthfully, I should add, since good disinformation is always wrapped in a warm and fuzzy truth), that, “without Divine Unity inside of us, these windows of inspiration are rarely available.” What is left out is the cold, hard fact that this is entirely the bass-ackward way to go about achieving any of the above claimed benefits.
Sure, such activities will temporarily produce chemical changes that will feel very good, the same way a good meal satisfies hunger temporarily. It really feels good! But just as the steak and salad are digested and most of the matter excreted in a few hours, and another steak and salad is needed to fill the stomach again, so do such practices fail to so anything more than perpetuate the food chain. And, staying with the analogy, very little of the substance of such practices actually stays with the individual.
A self-proclaimed Enochian Magician of our acquaintance has described such pathways in the following terms: “The magickal training was great too. I was learning and experiencing faster than I had dreamed possible, and for a sensation junkie like me, this was heaven.”
And that is the key: sensation junkies. As I wrote in Secret History, the problem with the whole human potential/consciousness expansion movement is this: in the midst of all these mind-blowing peak experiences of drug-induced spiritual voyages, turning on and tuning in, ecstasy and encountering, many people encountered things that, perhaps, ought not have been awakened. Boundaries were breached into unseeable and terrifying realms of consciousness. Never mind that all of these products of the psychedelic mysticism of the 1960s and 70s bypassed the vital processes of reason and conscious decision making. By its very nature, the whole techno-spiritual machine operated completely without critical thinking; it tapped the bottomless pit of feeling – emotion – primal being. Never mind that much of this emotion was negative, confusing, anxious, and fearful! Let’s just get it all out here in the open and have a party with it!
So preserve yourselves, my brothers, from the calamities of this place, for distinguishing it is extremely difficult! Souls find it sweet, and then within it they are duped, since they become completely enamored of it. (Al-‘Arabi, Futuhat, III 38.23, translated by William Chittick)
Nowadays most people interested in the spirituality of the East desire the “experience,” though they may call what they are after intimate communion with God. Those familiar with the standards and norms of spiritual experience set down by disciplined paths like Sufism are usually appalled at the way Westerners seize upon any apparition from the domain outside of normal consciousness as a manifestation of the “spiritual.” In fact, there are innumerable realms in the unseen world, some of them far more dangerous than the worst jungles of the visible world. (Chittick, 1989)
Thus, by the end of the decade of the ’60s, the human potential movement had become a veritable potpourri of religion, science, mysticism, magick and the occult. The drug use got out of hand, the techniques began to show serious flaws in the many tragedies that occurred in any given practice, and the whole idea of human beings becoming “psychic supermen” hit the skids. The promise of the ’60s decayed into an aimless lethargy – old hippies living in communes, braiding their gray locks and lusting after the sweet young teeny boppers while they fired up another bong and reminisced about the good old days at Esalen.
But wait! Something else happened here! Remember, this is America! The home of the Free – Market, that is. Big business saw a gold mine in the consciousness raising movement of the ’60s and we saw the development of slick, newly packaged psychoanalysis and psychodrama! There was mass-distribution and Madison-Avenue marketing of things like Mind Dynamics, Arica, Silva Mind Control, Transcendental Meditation, and on and on.
And the cults proliferated. Yes, many of the mind-wounded ran straight back into the arms of their childhood faith; but many more became victims of the many up-and-coming cults that were happy to take them in and patch the holes in their psyches, or fix them up for a few weekends of Merkaba Meditations, Equinox Workings, Mystery School Mish-mash, or Pagan Pow-wows. Many of the cults, and even the old time religions, took advantage of the new marketing strategies and polished up their images, sent their people to advertising classes and then out into the world in massive fundraising and recruitment drives. Many of them even have their own ad-men!
So, the race was on again! Only now, it was like buying Coca-Cola! The “pause that refreshes” right here in this very tape set, consciousness-raising course, or cult practice! It had become a form of spiritual masturbation where everyone was “meeting their own needs” in private. You could put on your strobe glasses, listen to your astral travel tape, channel your very own guides, confer with the Ophanic Intelligences, merge with the “Nine Neters,” and get high without ever leaving the farm! You could change your beliefs, create your own reality, indulge your inner child/ego, and become One with all Creation, by mail, by golly!
What nobody seems to be talking about, however, are the concomitant changes in our world that very well may be the direct result of this so-called shift in consciousness. Nobody wants to talk about the hard reality of what is really going on out there. One correspondent described it so well that I will reproduce his comments:
I think I am noticing a vast world of things going on that, just a few short years ago, would never have happened. Almost everywhere I look, when I see circumstances and reactions and goings-on, the thought explodes into my head – “What in the world is going on here?”
-The modern-day Roman circus spectaculars of Elians, O.J.s and Monicas
-The appeal of today’s non-music, music that appeals to the most base of human emotion and response
-The opiate of the mindless drone and flicker of constant television
-The dangled carrot of a manipulated and contrived economy
-The apathy toward the government and their meaningless platitudes
-The increase in violence and attacks from close and least expected sources, which appear to be designed by outside forces to both provide an energy feeding frenzy, as well as, divert those seeking awareness and understanding from a path of discovery
-The dark side of Tesla genius
-The easy access of Internet porn and the proliferation of cyber-sex as an option to replace “real life”
And to the above I would like to add:
-One out of every 100 Americans is living in a prison, a figure unprecedented in our history.
-The numbers of people on prescription, mind-altering drugs is even higher than the number of people in physical prisons.
-We are now diagnosing and drugging even our children for behavior that was once considered to be “normal” for a child!
-Gang proliferation throughout all levels of society, where once such things existed only among the very poor and disadvantaged.
-Violence among children who are becoming violent at younger ages than ever before.
-Mass killings have become so common they aren’t even reported on the front page anymore!
And, while I have your ear: what’s up with the way kids dress nowadays? Well, it’s not even just kids – it’s ubiquitous! It seems that human beings, under the influence of Madison Avenue and the motivation masters of greed and degradation, get up real early in the morning in order to figure out how to dress themselves, arrange their hair, and decorate their bodies in as repulsive a way as possible!
I am continuously revolted by clerks in stores with multiply pierced body parts, tattoos that look more like dirt smudges or bruises than art, hair that looks like it was arranged by Atilla the Hun or Torquemada, the Grand Inquisitor; make-up that looks like it was applied by Vlad the Impaler. Young people wear clothing that makes them look like rejects from the Oklahoma dust bowl days. Chains and chunks of metal clank from every part of their person as they saunter about displaying their “cool” to their peers, looking more like a combination of an ancient Mongol warrior and survivor of a death camp than anything else.
And it’s not what they claim – personal expression – because it is more of a uniform than anything else! The demand to have the same look, the same brand of clothing, the same body parts pierced, or to think of new and more bizarre ways to do it, is overwhelming every parent I know. I have had to draw the line in my own house, telling my kids that they won’t eat at my table if the way they look makes my stomach churn!
Who or what is inspiring these manifestations of purely barbaric behavior? Who is turning humanity into beings who accept what used to be the trappings of slavery as if it were the latest style? And what’s more, to convince them that it is “expressive” or “attractive?” What, in the name of God, is going on when physical self-mutilation and self-defacement, mind-numbing and body-jarring sounds, and things that are just plain ugly are considered normal?! And, not just normal, but attractive, for God’s sake!
Those who have bought into the New Age bonanza seem to have shut off their minds and the effect on their offspring is frightening. They have become part of a reality that is ripe for being taken over by the first “strong man” who comes along with “signs and wonders.”
However, based on the information from the Cs, we now have some idea that the fourth density (equivalent to the fifth dimension in mathematical terms), is a para-physical realm of archetypes, and that these archetypal groupings may be the arbiters of human, societal, and national interactions as conceived, and created by mass thought or vice versa! We may merely be the actors in an archetypal play that is written, cast, directed and produced from some other layer of reality. It may be that there are set pieces we each play, and perhaps these cumulative events of humans in this world are the energies that express the balance or imbalance of forces or beings at higher levels.
And this brings us to the problem of frequency-resonance vibration. Why did the Cs make a remark about a Pied Piper-type of person as being “programmed decoy, due to FRV??” How does this relate to the Matrix? As it happens, the subject of FRV was brought up on a number of occasions by the Cs, in several contexts that need to be carefully examined.
August 5, 1995
Q: (L) There was a discussion the other day and it made me curious. It seems that some people simply do not have the capacity to understand certain concepts. Is this a function of vibrational frequency?
A: That is not quite hitting at the subject matter in the way in which you desire to answer the question. In other words, it is a parallel understanding pattern. It is not vibrational frequency that determines ability to conceive of any particular notion. Vibrational frequency involves the groove, or pattern, that one has chosen in general terms.
But, to give you an example, there are those who are of very LOW, as you would measure, vibrational frequency, who are able to conceive of extremely complicated issues and have also discovered extremely precise, complicated, and intricate answers to very complex notions and problems from your standpoint in the illusion.
But, the frequency vibrational level has more to do with the emotional path that leads either to Service to Self at its greatest possible expression, or Service to Others at its greatest possible expression, not with intellectual capacity. So it is possible for a completely STS individual at any density level to be completely cognizant of all existence, just as it is possible for a completely STO individual to be completely cognizant of all existence. It has nothing to do with vibrational frequency because that is the emotional pathway.
Think, if you will, in your lifetime have you ever met either a) an individual that you did not perceive to be particularly intellectually developed, who was, nevertheless, of a very kind and loving and giving nature; or b) an individual whom you perceive to have great intellectual capacity who was, nevertheless, extremely selfish and non-giving and not generous and not concerned about anyone’s well being but their own?
Naturally, [lesser intellectual capacity] itself, can lead to all sorts of emotional entanglements and frictions. The greater the intellectual capacity, the greater the chance that each and every facet of intellect will be available for use, growth and stimulation. The lesser the intellectual capacity, the greater the chance that some will not be available. [However], it does not require a differential in vibrational frequency level to produce the types of symptoms that you describe. It is merely intellectual capacity that is inferior rather than the vibrational frequency level. Again, this vibrational frequency level involves nature of being and emotion, not intelligence.
The remark the Cs made about FRV, which suggests that a person is amenable to being programmed because of their FRV, or, as we understand it now, the “emotional path that leads either to service-to-self at its greatest possible expression, or service-to-others at its greatest possible expression,” seems to be related to abductions. The reader will remember the discussion we have already had about frequency of abductions:
Q: (L) Why have they abducted Frank more than me?
A: You fight it.
This was later connected to Frequency-Resonance Vibration in an interesting way. In the following short excerpt, the discussion was about mind programming, in specific, what is referred to as Greenbaum programming, a sort of Nazi/Satanist/Secret government Manchurian Candidate-type of thing. Everyone was asking “what about me?” and reference was made to me:
October 5, 1996
A: Laura had more advanced work done on her.
Q: (V) That opens up a whole new can of worms. (L) And what do you mean by that?
A: Not now.
Q: (L) Who did this work, can I have that? Can I know that?
Q: (L) Is there any possibility, to some extent, that I have overcome this influence at the present time?
A: No. Was partial, then aborted, leaving fragments of trigger response programs that have been in remission.
Q: (L) Why was it aborted?
A: Because STO forces intervened.
Q: (L) And when was this?
A: Mid ’fifties.
Q: (L) So it was when I was three or four years old.
At a later time, when there were not so many people present, I came back to the subject, and it was here that the remark about frequency-resonance vibration was inserted which, when taken in conjunction with the remark about fewer abductions because “you fight it,” begins to give us some idea of how these things may be related:
October 12, 1996
Q: (L) Well, was I mind programmed? You said once that I was not Greenbaumed, but that something else was done. What was this?
A: The work that was attempted was more intense, but it was aborted because it turned out that your frequency resonance vibration was not proper for that particular type of “experimental” programming.
Q: Does this mean that there was something about my vibrations that caused what they were trying to do to result in positive things?
A: Possibly, in an offhand way.
My thought at the time I asked the last question above was that perhaps the fear and trauma I had experienced as a child was what motivated me so powerfully to seek for answers. That would be a positive result from a negative event. In the same way, I think that many of the difficulties we all face, some of us more than others, tend to make us stronger. Of course, the real test that we have learned from our difficulties seems to be not so much that they no longer happen, but that they no longer have any ability to control our responses – we have disconnected from the reaction machine.
Nevertheless, the fact that what was done to me as a child included a major attempt to gain physical control of me – that was obviously an act of desperation or so many risks of exposure would not have been taken – seems to suggest that my life was certainly in danger to the point that protective intervention was necessary.
August 1, 1998
Q: (L) I was also reading in some of the transcripts as I have been going through them getting them ready to print, that you once said that “supremely powerful” STS forces were responsible for kidnapping and programming me. My question is: if they had me, why did they bring me back?
A: Would you expect otherwise?
Q: (L) Well, you said that they tried to do some programming and that it didn’t work and that STO forces intervened. So, I am just a little confused. If I was such a threat to them, why did they bring me back. Under the circumstances, I could have just disappeared forever and that would be that!
Q: (L) What prevented that?
Q: (L) Occlusion of what?
A: Best to research through meditation and hypnosis.
Occlude: to block or stop up (a passage or opening); obstruct. 2. (tr.) to prevent the passage of. To be occluded is to be veiled, or to be hidden behind a blocking wall or frequency envelope. Apparently, there are parts of myself that do things that the rest of me knows nothing about!
We come back now to that most interesting series of comments about the monitoring of the sessions:
February 1, 1997
Q: (L) Let me ask; is there going to be any attempt to further attack or harm us in any way?
A: Well, let us put it this way: the future is fluid, as you know. Knowledge protects you. But, it would be wise to picture these letters appearing on a screen somewhere, at the same moment that they are uttered!
Q: (L) Is it the uttering that … (T) Uttering, or spelled on the board? (L) … “the moment they are uttered” … is it the uttering that is the key?
A: Does not matter, in all reality. The key is what the expectation is as to how they are intended to be put to use.
In short, as long as it was just me and a few friends talking about physics and the Matrix reality, there was really nothing terribly threatening to the Control System. But at this point in time, apparently something significant had changed, and that was the fact that Ark was on his way to join us.
Q: (L) Is there an internal configuration or frequency level that makes it so that the persons who are selected to do this monitoring, or to be involved in any of this kind of activity, such as you have described, as in the words appearing on the screen, etc., so that they are definitely selected because of their STS orientation?
A: This process takes place naturally. Now, a warning for you. Frequency resonance modulations of vibration rate can be altered or modified from outside if one is not cautious and/or aware enough, and thus takes necessary precautions.
I know that my question above is really worded in so confusing a way that it is hard to know what I am asking. I had the idea that what was being described was a sort of techno-implant that was used for such monitoring. I realized that the Cs were suggesting that someone in our group was a monitor, and I most definitely wanted to find some excuse for this. Surely it could not be because the person was fundamentally STS. I thought that maybe some people are involved in some of these activities are innocent of any ill intent. Or, maybe they are forced to do things against their will. I was looking for an out for that person.
And the Cs didn’t give it to me. They said: “This process takes place naturally.” In other words, if somebody is doing it, it is because that is what they are since “the frequency vibrational level has more to do with the emotional path that leads either to service-to-self at its greatest possible expression, or service-to-others at its greatest possible expression,” and this was followed by a warning that “Frequency resonance modulations of vibration rate can be altered or modified from outside if one is not cautious and/or aware enough, and thus takes necessary precautions.” This is the big humdinger of the thing we are concerned with here. Very STO-oriented individuals can be switched onto a different track if they are not constantly on the alert and if they do not take the necessary precautions! Sometimes, those precautions include divorcing oneself from association with individuals who are vectors if it is realized that continued association will expose one to things that can alter or modify frequency. This was the approach we took with Vincent Bridges. There is also another very important factor relating to FRV: Earth Changes.
February 22, 1997
Q: (J) What causes the change in the axis?
A: By slow-down of rotation, Earth alternately heats up and cools down in interior.
Q: (L) Why does it do that? What’s the cause of this?
A: Part of cycle related to energy exerted upon surface by the frequency resonance vibrational profile of humans and others.
July 4, 1998
Q: (A) I understand that the main disaster is going to come from this comet cluster …
A: Disasters involve cycles in the human experiential cycle which corresponds to the passage of comet cluster.
Keep the above in mind in relation to both the death of Princess Diana (discussed in the next chapter), as well as the September 11 disaster.
The idea of frequency-resonance vibration is intimately connected to what the Cs have referred to as an “EM vector,” or “focuser of direction.”
May 3, 1997
Q: Reading through the session of May 23, last year, when Tom was also here, and the issue of his being in O’Brien was addressed, you asked who had begged him to stay there, then there was a remark about an EM vector. The way I understood it is that a person can be an EM vector. Is that possible?
A: Vector means focuser of direction.
Q: Could that mean that EM waves can be vectored by a human being simply by their presence? I also noticed that several of us have been involved with persons and relationships that seem designed to confuse, defuse, and otherwise distort our learning, as well as drain our energy. Basically, keeping us so stressed that we cannot fulfill our potential. Is there some significance to this observation?
A: That is elementary, my dear Knight!
Q: One of the things I have learned is that these individuals seem to attach via some sort of psychic hook that enters through our reactions of pity. Can you comment on the nature of pity?
A: Pity those who pity.
Q: But, the ones who are being pitied, who generate sensations of pity, do not really pity anybody but themselves.
A: Yes … ?
Q: Then, is it true as my son said, when you give pity, when you send love and light to those in darkness, or those who complain and want to be “saved” without effort on their own part, when you are kind in the face of abuse and manipulation, that you essentially are giving power to their further disintegration, or contraction into self-ishness? That you are powering their descent into STS?
A: You know the answer!
Q: Yes. I have seen it over and over again.
What this seems to suggest is that the individuals with whom we associate can vector our direction in terms of thinking as well as emotional pathway. This relates back to the remark about the possibility that “frequency resonance modulations of vibration rate can be altered or modified from outside if one is not cautious and/or aware enough, and thus takes necessary precautions.” This is, in fact, something we have had to deal with on a number of occasions, as the reader will soon see.
What all of this seems to signify is that frequency-resonance vibration can be amplified or damped which can have a powerful impact on whether the individual is ready to graduate to the next level or not. The levels of density have been described by the Cs as “slots,” and consciousness energy as “marbles.”
May 31, 1997
Q: Now you have mentioned these “slots.” What are these slots, and how does one move from one slot to another?
A: Picture this: you have 7 sizes of marbles. You have 7 widths of slots. Where do the marbles “fit in.”
Q: Do the marbles represent units of consciousness?
A: Close. Or, divisions of consciousness level energy resonance profiles.
Q: Do these divisions of consciousness grow and change?
Q: And they grow and change through acquiring knowledge; is that correct?
Q: And acquiring knowledge is akin to acquiring energy? Or light? Light energy?
A: Not exactly. That would be like saying that “filling up” at the gas station is akin to acquiring speed.
Q: So, knowledge and light are like the gas for the car, but speed comes from utilization?
Q: And utilization means …
A: Knowledge application which generates energy, which, in turn, generates light.
Please notice that utilization of knowledge is what generates light. The Cs have already pointed out that “it is possible for a completely STS individual at any density level to be completely cognizant of all existence, just as it is possible for a completely STO individual to be completely cognizant of all existence.” It has nothing to do with vibrational frequency because that is the emotional pathway, and the difference seems to lie between individuals who are of a very kind and loving and giving nature, as opposed to individuals who are extremely selfish and non-giving, and not generous and not concerned about anyone’s well being but their own.
August 28, 1999
Q: (A) There are those who are happy in the STS mode; and there are those who are trying to get out of the STS mode …
A: STO candidate.
Q: (A) These STO candidates cannot just simply be, even theoretically, because then, STS would eat them.
Q: Why not?
A: STS does not eat according to protocol. STS “eats” whatever it wants to, if it is able.
Q: That’s what we said. If you are STO in an STS world, you are basically defenseless and they eat you.
Q: Why? What makes STO unavailable or “inedible?”
A: Frequency resonance not in sync.
This last remark takes us back to utilization of knowledge. In order for knowledge to protect, it must be utilized. By becoming aware of the theological reality that utilizes the psychological substrate, we are enabled to make choices based on this invisible reality, which greatly enhance our possibilities of avoiding being “eaten” by STS forces. Notice that the Cs said that STS “eats” whatever it wants to, if it is able. And what makes STO inedible is frequency resonance of true STO, and not STS masquerading as STO which is the majority of what passes for love and light. This leads us to another most enlightening series of remarks:
April 14, 2000
Q: (A) What is interesting is how do those who are trying to get these people, to abduct them, how do they spot them? How do they get the information? By following the bloodline, or by some kind of monitor you can detect from a long distance – and they can note that “here is somebody of interest” or “here is somebody dangerous” or “let’s abduct this one” or whatever. How do they select? Do they search the genealogies or is it some kind of remote sensing?
A: Now this is interesting Arkadiusz, as it involves the atomic “signature” of the cellular structure of the individual. In concert with this is the etheric body reading and the frequency resonance vibration. All these are interconnected, and can be read from a distance using remote viewing technology/methodology.
Q: (L) Can it be done in a pure mechanical way without using psychic means?
A: At another level of understanding, the two are blended into one.
Q: (T) Computerized psychic remote viewing, maybe. Like artificial intelligence. Maybe a mind connected to a computer?
A: That is close, yes.
This takes us back to a much earlier remark about the reason that the aliens have been doing their abducting and genetic meddling.
October 7, 1995
Q: (L) But isn’t the nature of a person determined by their soul and not the physical body?
A: Partially, remember, aural profile and karmic reference merges with physical structure.
Q: (L) So you are saying that particular genetic conditions are a physical reflection of a spiritual orientation? That the soul must match itself to the genetics, even if only in potential?
A: Yes, precisely.
Q: (L) So a person’s potential for spiritual advancement or unfoldment is, to a great extent, dependent upon their genes?
A: Natural process marries with systematic construct when present.
Q: (L) Well, if that is the case, and the aliens are abducting people and altering their genes, can they not alter the genes so that higher level souls simply cannot come in?
A: Not incarnative process, natural biological processes. Incarnative involves strictly ethereal at 5th density and lower, and thus is enveloped in triple cycle “veil” of transfer which is impregnable by any means. However, any and all 1st, 2nd, 3rd, and 4th processes can be manipulated at will and to any degree if technology is sufficient.
Which then leads us to the following:
July 22, 2000
A: We wish to review some things first. The concept of a “master race” put forward by the Nazis was merely a 4th density STS effort to create a physical vehicle with the correct frequency resonance vibration for 4th density STS souls to occupy in 3rd density. It was also a “trial run” for planned events in what you perceive to be your future.
Q: (L) You mean with a strong STS frequency so they can have a “vehicle” in third density, so to speak?
A: Correct. Frequency resonance vibration! Very important.
Q: (L) So, that is why they are programming and experimenting? And all these folks running around who some think are “programmed,” could be individuals who are raising their nastiness levels high enough to accommodate the truly negative STS fourth density – sort of like walk-ins or something, only not nice ones?
A: You do not have very many of those present yet, but that was, and still is, the plan of some of the 4th density STS types.
August 5, 2000
Q: OK, last session you brought up the subject of frequency-resonance vibration. You suggested that there are certain STS forces who are developing or creating or managing physical bodies that they are trying to increase the frequency in so that they will have bodies that are wired so that they can manifest directly into third density, since that seems to be the real barrier that prevents an all-out invasion, the fact that we are in third density and they are in fourth. Now, I assumed that the same function could be true for STO individuals. It seems that many individuals who have come into this time period from the future, coming back into the past via the incarnational cycle so as not to violate free will, have carefully selected bodies with particular DNA, which they are, little by little, activating so that their fourth-density selves, or higher, can manifest in this reality. Is it possible for those energies to manifest into such bodies which have been awakened or tuned in third density?
A: STO tends to do the process within the natural flow of things. STS seeks to alter creation processes to fit their ends.
Q: This Top Secret document and the Anna Hayes material to some extent, both talk about many abductions being “ourselves from the future” who have come back to the past, or what is for us, the present, to abduct their own bodies to make genetic adjustments so that they can advance and not make the mistakes they made in another timeline. Is that, in fact, part of the scenario?
A: Very close to the truth!
Q: Can you abduct yourself in an STO manner and help yourself in this way? Can that be STO?
A: It is not, because that is not STO.
Q: So, when that is happening, and if it is happening, it is occurring in the STS parameter?
Q: How do the STO manage?
A: They do not concern themselves with such things.
Q: Well, if the STS guys are genetically tweaking themselves to have some kind of different outcome for some reason that we do not perceive, don’t you think there should be a balancing action on the STO side of some sort?
A: You are thinking in STS terms. But that is natural, since human 3rd density is STS.
Q: You say they don’t concern themselves with that. What do STO individuals coming back from the future into the past concern themselves with?
A: Answering calls for assistance with knowledge.
Q: What do these STS individuals coming back into the past hope to do by genetically tweaking their ancestors? What happened that they want to have happen differently?
A: Infinite number of possible answers to that question.
Q: So, they are coming from all different timelines with all different kinds of agendas – all designed to serve themselves.
The important thing to think about in all of the above review is the fact that we are talking about emotional pathways when we talk about frequency-resonance vibration. Indeed, as the Cs noted, intellect can serve us well in avoiding emotional traps and entanglements but intellect, in and of itself, is not FRV.
“Emotion that limits is an impediment to progress. Emotion is also necessary to make progress in third density. It is natural. When you begin to separate limiting emotions based on assumptions from emotions that open one to unlimited possibilities, that means you are preparing for the next density.”
We come closer to understanding what the Cs meant when they mentioned “programmed decoy, due to FRV,” and we have a much better idea of how others can be activated as programmed decoys because of their STS FRV. Apparently we were posing a significant threat to the Matrix’s agenda, because once Ark and I joined forces, the attack became almost unrelenting.
With all of the above clues, the reader is going to be able to spot them coming in the remainder of this account. But keep in mind, we were learning as we went. As I said at the beginning of this chapter: it would be very easy to just write off the series of attacks I have been describing as just the way things are. My daughters were just kids who made mistakes, and nearly died because of them. Our lives are just like anybody else’s lives in the sense that about half the time good things happen and half the time bad things happen. It’s just the nature of life, it’s the way things are. The same things happen to everybody. And this last is most certainly true. That is the point of the Cs communication: to explain to us the nature of good and evil, the nature of this reality in which we live, where bad things happen to good people, and very often, because of the fact that they are good, and are trying to do good things.
And things were about to get very weird, and even very scary.