The Unexplained > Ultra-terrestrial activity
Just had a terrifying experience
RedFox:
Hi Pai
Hope you are doing ok! I've had a whole bunch of experiences like this throughout my life since early childhood.....with no context or guidance it can be beyond terrifying.
I'd forgotton about it but I had a very similar experience about 2 weeks ago now (most of these seem to occur at my girlfriends at the moment, which is worrying....perhaps she/her family is vectoring?)...
Well it was about 3/4am and I woke up feeling uneasy, with waves of prickly heat/cold (that gave me goose bumps) washing over me, and the feeling that there was something trying to 'get in' (just outside the bedroom door and window). That it was sat there just waiting for my guard to be lowered or me to fall asleep.
I did some pipe breathing and the POTS and the feeling just got so much worse.....I had the same thought as you:
--- Quote from: pai ---After pipe breathing for a while I felt a little better and I then started talking to this 'thing' (Iknow, I hope you don't think I'm insane), saying that it was a violation of my free will, I wanted it out/away and I was conciously requesting that it leave as it had no right to interact with me in this manner. This provoked exactly the same reaction, namely sending my body in spasms and just feeling this incredibly powerful negative energy around me. so I just carried on with the pipe breath until I was able to come and post here.
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...not only me but there was my girlfriend, and her two sons spread out sleeping in the house too. Boy did this make me angry, the thought of this thing violating (because that's what it felt like) the others who where all sound asleep. I'd been through that and wouldn't wish it on anyone (at least this is what I thought at the time...but maybe that's determining the needs of others??)
So I did pipe breathing and POTS at the same time and just sort of used my will as a wall between me and it (kept it out of the room with me and my girlfriend in), then when that felt solid I put myself (mentally) between it and her eldest son, and then again when that felt solid I put myself (mentally) between it and her youngest, whilst continuing to pipe breath and recite the POTS.
I stayed awake and did this until the pressure/presence left....which was about 2 hours later.
I don't know if I did right (I do just wonder if the whole things wishful thinking/delusion sometimes).....funny, I'd completely forgotten about this until I read your thread pai. Thanks for posting.
I realise I may have over extended myself.....that block was still in place.....may explain my health problems this last few weeks. hmm
Pai:
Hi all
Thanks for your responses and support!
--- Quote from: Shijing on May 17, 2010, 07:44:05 AM ---Hi Pai --
I can't think of what I would have done differently.
Take care!
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--- Quote from: abbyjo on May 17, 2010, 07:46:02 AM ---Pai,
I think you did good!
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--- Quote from: Brewer on May 17, 2010, 10:21:40 AM ---
I had a few of these happen to me in the mid the late 70s. As far as I can tell you did pretty good! Well done!
Keep it up and don't let em get you down!
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Well yes, I did all I could at the time. It was a shame that I couldn't continue with the POTS as I felt that the 'something' was on the verge of exiting had I continued but the negative energy was simply too powerful to keep it up. It was as if two forces were being pulled in opposite directions to their most extreme points and if I carried on then something was going to snap which I felt could be myself/my life. I can say without question that this 'thing' did not like and certainly felt 'threatened' by prayer of the Soul and was using everything it had to get get me to stop.
--- Quote from: Laura on May 17, 2010, 12:14:09 PM ---Boy, I sure remember going through all this sort of thing! It was definitely gruelling! I guess it is like the "haunted forest" of grail quests - a test. You might like to read Joseph Campbell's "The Hero With a Thousand Faces" for additional insight.
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Hi Laura, yes, gruelling is the word, my gosh. And terrifying. What's interesting is that I've had the first part of the experience, waking with an extreme palpable negative energy in the room about 3-4 times in the last year.
It's usually followed by some horrific dream and very sudden waking. What was different this time was that the recital of POTS seemed to 'locate' this energy as emanating from myself and specifically around the heart chakra. Again, if I could have withstood the force of the energy, I swear something would have just popped out of my chest.
I'll have a look at campbell's book, I read some of it years ago, about Jungian archetypes yes? I think my brother has a copy. I think I may also get hold of something on spirit releasement just to see what i may be dealing with here.
--- Quote from: RedFox on May 17, 2010, 01:20:28 PM ---
Well it was about 3/4am and I woke up feeling uneasy, with waves of prickly heat/cold (that gave me goose bumps) washing over me, and the feeling that there was something trying to 'get in' (just outside the bedroom door and window). That it was sat there just waiting for my guard to be lowered or me to fall asleep.
I did some pipe breathing and the POTS and the feeling just got so much worse
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Hi Redfox
Thanks for sharing your experience. As you say, with no context or guidance these events would be even more devastating. What you've written above sounds very similar to my own last night, especially the 'prickly heat/cold washing over me' which just feels like horrible intense 'negative' energy. Yes, the feeling gets so much worse upon practicing POTS which to me means that to some extent it's working as it evidently provokes the necessity for a more intense attack.
--- Quote from: RedFox on May 17, 2010, 01:20:28 PM ---
I don't know if I did right (I do just wonder if the whole things wishful thinking/delusion sometimes)
I realise I may have over extended myself.....that block was still in place.....may explain my health problems this last few weeks. hmm
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I think you probably did everything right and the Predator would like you to believe that you're just wishfully thinking. I feel that Pipe breathing/POTS along with mental focusing to repel such intrusions are the best tools we have. They at once help us to connect with our higher selves but also send a clear message to the predator that we are not victims and will not simply lie down and accept being attacked in this manner.
Regarding health problems, this is an interesting connection. As I mentioned in responding to Laura, similar events have happened to me a few times over the last year and every time they have occurred when I've been run down and my 'vibration' has been low. Twice last year, these events happened when I'd been drinking alcohol for a few days in a row.
This time around I haven't actually done EE for ages as I've had a chronic chest infection for about the last 3 weeks which I just can't seem to shake. So it seems that such events seem to manifest when I'm at my weakest physically.
Then again, I'm also pondering a chicken and egg type situation. I'm currently undergoing a whole load of investigations for a range of persistent health problems I have. I've been referred to an ME specialist for fatigue and also have an MRI scan for a fairly constant headache which I've had for years. I'm now considering the possibility that something slightly 'other worldly' may be playing a part in all this although of course I need to keep an open mind about this and avoid getting involved in any wishful/unwishful thinking!
Psyche:
--- Quote from: Pai on May 17, 2010, 04:09:49 PM ---This time around I haven't actually done EE for ages as I've had a chronic chest infection for about the last 3 weeks which I just can't seem to shake. So it seems that such events seem to manifest when I'm at my weakest physically.
Then again, I'm also pondering a chicken and egg type situation. I'm currently undergoing a whole load of investigations for a range of persistent health problems I have. I've been referred to an ME specialist for fatigue and also have an MRI scan for a fairly constant headache which I've had for years. I'm now considering the possibility that something slightly 'other worldly' may be playing a part in all this although of course I need to keep an open mind about this and avoid getting involved in any wishful/unwishful thinking!
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Terrifying experience indeed! But strengthening and cleansing. It might well have a connection to your health.
For the chest problem, you can increase your dose of vitamin C and take also some N-acetylcysteine (NAC) which you can get in the pharmacy, at least depending on your location. NAC helps to "clean" the chest and it has the plus of being a super anti-oxidant which helps to detoxify as well. You can take it 4 times a day (or depending on symptoms) for some days to see how it goes, I think it can make a difference.
Sending you more strength and courage :flowers:
Pai:
--- Quote from: Psyche on May 17, 2010, 04:30:14 PM ---
--- Quote from: Pai on May 17, 2010, 04:09:49 PM ---This time around I haven't actually done EE for ages as I've had a chronic chest infection for about the last 3 weeks which I just can't seem to shake. So it seems that such events seem to manifest when I'm at my weakest physically.
Then again, I'm also pondering a chicken and egg type situation. I'm currently undergoing a whole load of investigations for a range of persistent health problems I have. I've been referred to an ME specialist for fatigue and also have an MRI scan for a fairly constant headache which I've had for years. I'm now considering the possibility that something slightly 'other worldly' may be playing a part in all this although of course I need to keep an open mind about this and avoid getting involved in any wishful/unwishful thinking!
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Terrifying experience indeed! But strengthening and cleansing. It might well have a connection to your health.
For the chest problem, you can increase your dose of vitamin C and take also some N-acetylcysteine (NAC) which you can get in the pharmacy, at least depending on your location. NAC helps to "clean" the chest and it has the plus of being a super anti-oxidant which helps to detoxify as well. You can take it 4 times a day (or depending on symptoms) for some days to see how it goes, I think it can make a difference.
Sending you more strength and courage :flowers:
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Thanks for your support Pysche
I've been really out of the game over the last few weeks with this infection so I'll see if I can get hold of some NAC tomorrow.
Cheers :)
Mac:
Hi, Pai:
Hope you're ok. I think you did well in telling the entity to get lost. When I was a kid I had many of these kind of experiences as did other members of our household. I slept with the light on for years and was often afraid when I was in the house alone.
One day when I was about 15 I was alone in the house. There came the familiar feeling of a powerful presence in the room. The hair on the back of my neck stood up. I was really scared. At this point I had really had enough. I said aloud. "I don't know who you are or what you want but I am getting tired of this. I want you to go away and not bother me again." It worked. The experiences, at least for me stopped and did not return. (Well, some years later in a different context, but that's another story.)
Take care, keep Breathing and POTS. Powerful protection indeed. No entity is all powerful. It will probably move on to easier prey.
Mac
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