Q: (L) I’ve been thinking that it might soon be time for us to cease all of our extreme activities, and just run the forum in a careful way. It doesn’t seem that anything is going to change anything very much. Is that useful thought to follow?
A: Not yet, but yes eventually. It will be time to devote yourselves to helping those who have made the choice to be ready for the changes.
I'm probably understanding this my (limited) way, but I've been a bit discouraged lately when I see people with whom I can sometimes speak about some 'SOTT subjects'. I thought that they seemed interested, that they would go and check for themselves, read the books, apply some diet principles, mainly because they're asking lots of questions and seem to have 'aha' moments. And now I see that they are either rejecting and ignoring the data, finding excuses not to apply the diet, etc. It's discouraging and disheartening. I know it's never lost, but in these particular cases, I wonder if I have not been 'had' and that it was just a way to make me lose a lot of time and energy...
It's nothing new for people on this forum, but it does take a lot of energy to try and keep ourselves awake, following the diet, doing the EE and generally helping in different ways while leading a 'normal' life. And trying to awaken some people who are actually having a good time sleeping could just be the straw that broke the camel's back. Am I understanding this in a too limited way?
I'm a super board lurker. I did learn a lot and seems to me, I gave nothing valueable to others. I tried to influence people around, find somebody that shares my thoughts/belief system/fears.
I recently and abruptly said: stop, no more thinking, no more contact with people that suck my energy and do not help to achieve my goals.
I did individual actions, diet, breathing, and my body now is a perfect demonstration that I've changed. No one can look at me and not noticing my external changes.
But now is time, I believe, to continue acting, to do things, but as a group, not 'just as an individual'.
I've discovered people around me that are to some level 'awake'. They want to do something, anything at all, most of them simply don't know. Don't know english, don't know about SOTT, etc.
Now I understand that it is my wish to do things with these people, to act, as a group, they are willing to. Share a house in a village, add a diesel heating machine, share food, money, resources. It is amazing how 'great' is to find people like them. I never imagined sharing this initiatives with people such as a: taxi driver, computer visionary, an inventor/engineer, a nurse, a farmer, a marketing specialist.
It is difficult to summarise all my thoughts.
But let's say that I'm thinking on building a safe house (or safe village) on Huesca at Spain.
If one day Internet do not let me to access the 'cyber group'.
Then I will get a car and move to Castelsarrassin, with a big poster on the car announcing: "I'm a children of Cassiopaea. I want to talk to anyone about it". And the goal is to meet just once in my life, to know about you, how you're doing, if there is something we can share, food, anything. Just to keep us in contact. This is a 'sample' of what comes to my mind if something goes fatal, due to broken communications. ¿I am crazy? (No mad-max scenario will happen). I don't know but I can assure you that I'm not the only one that thinks about it. And WE are working on it.