Jakesully
Jedi
Back in June I became involved in an activist forum called "What Is The Plan" as a moderator. I should never have gotten involved. This forum is associated with the network of communities known as "Anonymous". Having the moderator position, I was riding an arrogant ego trip, which led to a crash. (Note: I'm aware of the principle of the little I's and the machine, the mind of the predator, etc., but for the sake of simplicity, I'm writing in plain language.).
Just recently, some of my personal information was released maliciously, including my now-closed Facebook profile, and connecting my activities on that forum to my forum account here on the Cassiopaea forum.
My quotes from this thread were especially singled out:
http://cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php/topic,20584.0.html
There was also a "Project Mayhem 2012" thread that I had posted on the Cass forum, which at this point is either moved to the FOTCM Members forum or may have been removed.
I had joined the other forum with the arrogant, stupid purpose of spreading the word about SOTT.net and LKJ's material. On that forum, when my personal info was released, I was accused of "recruiting for a cult", because I had posted links there to the Cassiopaea network of websites.
I failed to fully notify anyone here of my interest in getting involved on that forum, or ask permission to post links and talk about the Cass network. And now it has led to negative attention on the Cassiopaea network, both from some parts of these "Anonymous" communities, as well as from the authorities.
And then, rather than just quit like I should have, I put myself up for a "moderator review" on that forum, bringing additional negative attention on the Cass network.
What I (it) did wasn't just naive and egotistical, it was profoundly stupid, and was extremely lacking in external consideration. I allowed my energies to be vectored. This is also resulting in the vectoring of the energies of the Cassiopaea forum network, and upsetting of the learning environment.
My profound, egotistical error was in getting involved with that forum in the first place. I apologize for everything I've done, but I know a simple apology isn't going to fix the damage I've caused, nor fix my predator's mind, which I am still stuck with.
This thread has been posted on Laura's request.
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Just recently, some of my personal information was released maliciously, including my now-closed Facebook profile, and connecting my activities on that forum to my forum account here on the Cassiopaea forum.
My quotes from this thread were especially singled out:
http://cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php/topic,20584.0.html
There was also a "Project Mayhem 2012" thread that I had posted on the Cass forum, which at this point is either moved to the FOTCM Members forum or may have been removed.
I had joined the other forum with the arrogant, stupid purpose of spreading the word about SOTT.net and LKJ's material. On that forum, when my personal info was released, I was accused of "recruiting for a cult", because I had posted links there to the Cassiopaea network of websites.
I failed to fully notify anyone here of my interest in getting involved on that forum, or ask permission to post links and talk about the Cass network. And now it has led to negative attention on the Cassiopaea network, both from some parts of these "Anonymous" communities, as well as from the authorities.
And then, rather than just quit like I should have, I put myself up for a "moderator review" on that forum, bringing additional negative attention on the Cass network.
What I (it) did wasn't just naive and egotistical, it was profoundly stupid, and was extremely lacking in external consideration. I allowed my energies to be vectored. This is also resulting in the vectoring of the energies of the Cassiopaea forum network, and upsetting of the learning environment.
My profound, egotistical error was in getting involved with that forum in the first place. I apologize for everything I've done, but I know a simple apology isn't going to fix the damage I've caused, nor fix my predator's mind, which I am still stuck with.
This thread has been posted on Laura's request.
EGVG said:Laura said:Jakesully said:I think if Sasa and Ljubica could realize what a rare and precious resource this network of people is, they would burn their makeshift spirit board, delete/trash all of their transcripts, go outside, enjoy the fresh air, and realize how bad their "experiment" could get. Sadly it may take a life-shattering lesson for them to realize this. That was my own recent experience.
Indeed. And we are still dealing with the fallout from your egotistical actions. At this point, the police are involved, the Ministry of the Interior, and who knows where it will go?
Perhaps you will start a thread and explain exactly what you did and what it has led to? Objective and ruthless with yourself, please.
I agree with Laura and if you really think that way about the network, then you'd know is going to be (IMO) a fruitful action to post about it.
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