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A Disturbance in the Force
I've done quite a bit of research on the subject of Autism, I was diagnosed at 15 and have wondered about the possible origins of the condition - it's been said many times that the most likely component of how it sprang about in such high density during the period of my birth, 1986, was tampering with the vaccinations formula of the time. My question to the C's, if they'd be so willing to align me with a starting point of further investigation, is if this is true, and if so, what was the agenda at work here? Does being Autistic, with the common thread of concepts at play with condition, play more in to favor with STS entities and that agenda? Neurotypical people often think of us as generally being cold, fact-based and highly materialistic, but my feeling has always been that my obsessions and fascinations have always been a way to manage myself in a way so I can focus, and therefore transcend the limits of the material world, and that other, less functioning people on this spectrum just aren't able to overcome this because of the severity of the condition or lack of options available to them. I am quite lucky on those fronts!
Was this part of the genetic engineering efforts of STS 4th density entities, and if it was, why was it that I chose to incarnate in this form during this period of human history? I have suspicions, but I suppose I'm looking for further data or confirmation.
Thank you for any responses!
I'm still learning how to phrase questions in a clear way, so forgive my lack of ability. Also, to the members of the forum, I did as much searching on the forum as I could to see if the questions been asked already, but with no luck. Sorry beforehand if it has. I've been lurking for some time, and wish to become a part of the community at large.
Was this part of the genetic engineering efforts of STS 4th density entities, and if it was, why was it that I chose to incarnate in this form during this period of human history? I have suspicions, but I suppose I'm looking for further data or confirmation.
Thank you for any responses!
I'm still learning how to phrase questions in a clear way, so forgive my lack of ability. Also, to the members of the forum, I did as much searching on the forum as I could to see if the questions been asked already, but with no luck. Sorry beforehand if it has. I've been lurking for some time, and wish to become a part of the community at large.