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Oh my dear Libya
beherenow:
Hi, I apologize for that last post...it was rather self centered...all about ME..MY sadness, MY guilt, MY anger, etc. I should probably refrain from posting when so emotionally charged.
After reviewing the tax bill with my preparer I realized that once again I had not made enough income to have to pay any fed. tax. Just SS, state and local. The thing is this didn't really do a darn thing to alleviate the heaviness of my heart. It took away a little of the anger and guilt about being forced to contribute to such atrocities...but no real relief for the dejected broken heart.
When retiring last night, and reviewing the day, those images in that video just haunted me...and again i wept... just kept thinking..WHY?
How can they not SEE? How can anyone do this?
I suppose that even though i intellectually understand the horror and psychopathy of this world....i don't really fully get it.
Is this horrible sadness that constantly keeps one on the threshold of a breakdown what one must live with 24/7 to "be aware"?
..I honestly don't know if i can take it...i guess G was right...one man can DO nothing. Its so damn depressing..such a helpless and worthless feeling...I gotta go breathe or something.. Thanks for listening, D
Graalsword:
--- Quote from: SeekinTruth on March 27, 2012, 06:26:09 AM ---I share your sorrow and anger. And I agree with voyageur (and you) that we should channel this anger -- use it as fuel -- to make more efforts to DO more to inform more people. Each, in our own way, we can find ways to make our stand and make our voices heard, so that more people will have the chance to do the same.
--- End quote ---
I agree, and I also share your anger and sadness at what is happening, and it is much more if you add what happens in each own country, your country, my country etc., not only what happens in the main stages of the world. The way psychopaths destroy people's lives, and how slept is currently most people about it, is really depressing and annoying. I would like to do something direct to stop suddenly that and defeat the psychopaths forever, but doing such would put me before their bullets, so the only solution is to continue to do inner work, learn, and spreading the truth together with the group and in every situation the universe ask us to do it, using the energy of the anger to do it, directed by comprehension of why we are where we are and where could we head for.
For every attack of the PTB on humanity, the best response is to shoot them missiles of truth.
loreta:
--- Quote from: Graalsword on March 29, 2012, 08:41:10 PM ---
--- Quote from: SeekinTruth on March 27, 2012, 06:26:09 AM ---I share your sorrow and anger. And I agree with voyageur (and you) that we should channel this anger -- use it as fuel -- to make more efforts to DO more to inform more people. Each, in our own way, we can find ways to make our stand and make our voices heard, so that more people will have the chance to do the same.
--- End quote ---
I agree, and I also share your anger and sadness at what is happening, and it is much more if you add what happens in each own country, your country, my country etc., not only what happens in the main stages of the world. The way psychopaths destroy people's lives, and how slept is currently most people about it, is really depressing and annoying. I would like to do something direct to stop suddenly that and defeat the psychopaths forever, but doing such would put me before their bullets, so the only solution is to continue to do inner work, learn, and spreading the truth together with the group and in every situation the universe ask us to do it, using the energy of the anger to do it, directed by comprehension of why we are where we are and where could we head for.
For every attack of the PTB on humanity, the best response is to shoot them missiles of truth.
--- End quote ---
Every day I have the impression of receiving a punch in my nose, reading about this world. But some things help me: be part of this Network, knowing that I am not alone to cry about this world, reading about psychopathy and totalitarianism (yesterday I start the book of Annah Arendt). Reading about nutrition. Knowing that what is happening now in this world, was happening also when Andrei Rublev was there so that makes this situation in perspective and my life also. Strangely enough since I cut my carbs, yes, strangely, I feel less depress and I can concentrate more in the study of this world. How strange, yes indeed! And feeling infuriated also is a consolation for me. My anger is sometimes what makes me strong enough to continue to learn. I have the impression that all this is like going to a kind of university. We are learning everyday something about the world, thanks to all this network, and about ourselves thanks to the help we receive here.
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