Oh my dear Libya

[loreta]

After visioning this video that you put in your article:

http://www.sott.net/articles/show/243440-Sarkozy-Co-How-Many-Children-Did-You-Kill-This-Night

I feel my heart plain of sadness. How come this is possible? I know, I know! But also, how come we can continue to live, to read, to eat, to take care of us WITH this reality, this present full of distress, horror, kids that are not anymore here, beautiful women that are dead, Qaddafi that is not here anymore. How come! I know that I have to learn, and learn, and meditate but it is difficult! Because my heart is full of sadness, and I am angry, very very angry.

I always refere to Andrei Rublev, that in the movie of Tarkovsky was witness of the same horrors and that one day decided to be silent, for the rest of his life. And he was right, in a sense because how to express all this. The only way is silence and concentration. I really don't know!

Thanks for the video.

[voyageur]

I am angry, very very angry...

Yes, and that anger can be a fire held deeply so that as was commented in the article, we do the opposite from what is the general western modus of:

How soon we forget.

Even if we don't forget, as in "silence and concentration" and if the next does this and the next, what has this done? This it seems is what is banked on, "silence" and when the next atrocity happens it is the same, all the while thinking that surly someone will say something, do something and it never comes. It is, osit, the DOing of something, each and all, that these pathological powers fear the most, not giving them what the want. It the anger is not channeled to ignite some form of change then it seems it just burns itself or us out.

The video highlights someone DOing something, speaking out, giving knowledge and in a way it is a torch being passed along. So how best to keep it burning is a question that each needs to consider.

[loreta]

The video highlights someone DOing something, speaking out, giving knowledge and in a way it is a torch being passed along. So how best to keep it burning is a question that each needs to consider.

You are so right,my friend.  I like the image of this torch.

[SeekinTruth]

I share your sorrow and anger. And I agree with voyageur (and you) that we should channel this anger -- use it as fuel -- to make more efforts to DO more to inform more people. Each, in our own way, we can find ways to make our stand and make our voices heard, so that more people will have the chance to do the same.

[beherenow]

Hi all,   I couldn't get thru it... had to stop it and weep.  the emotions seem to be extra fragile today.

 Upon pulling it together and refocusing on what I had to do today...one of which was write a check for my taxes, got me SO ANGRY! ...to think that even one cent of my money and labor would go to people who do this...puts me in an awful and constant funk....and no its not just this...every time I have even a passing thought about this imperialist empire I was born in just makes me SICK....and yet I'm still too gutless to not "pay Cesar" and end up in jail.
 
Its SO conflicting...it seems my only choices are either throwing ones self in front of a robotic bulldozer, knowing you won't stop it...or contribute to the fuel fund that runs the dozer over everyone else....which in reality only buys one some time, before it turns around and runs you over later.   Deep down I know there is a reason were all here...but this s*** just makes me wanna "step out" and quit this rotten horrifying "school".

ARRGGHHHH!!!!!

[beherenow]

Hi,  I apologize for that last post...it was rather self centered...all about ME..MY sadness, MY guilt, MY anger, etc. I should probably refrain from posting when so emotionally charged.

 After reviewing the tax bill with my preparer I realized that once again I had not made enough income to have to pay any fed. tax.  Just SS, state and local.  The thing is this didn't really do a darn thing to alleviate the heaviness of my heart.  It took away a little of the anger and guilt about being forced to contribute to such atrocities...but no real relief for the dejected broken heart.

When retiring last night, and reviewing the day, those images in that video just haunted me...and again i wept... just kept thinking..WHY?
How can they not SEE?  How can anyone do this?

I suppose that even though i intellectually understand the horror and psychopathy of this world....i don't really fully get it.

 Is this horrible sadness that constantly keeps one on the threshold of a breakdown what one must live with 24/7 to "be aware"?
..I honestly don't know if i can take it...i guess G was right...one man can DO nothing.  Its so damn depressing..such a helpless and worthless feeling...I gotta go breathe or something..  Thanks for listening, D

[Graalsword]

I share your sorrow and anger. And I agree with voyageur (and you) that we should channel this anger -- use it as fuel -- to make more efforts to DO more to inform more people. Each, in our own way, we can find ways to make our stand and make our voices heard, so that more people will have the chance to do the same.

I agree, and I also share your anger and sadness at what is happening, and it is much more if you add what happens in each own country, your country, my country etc., not only what happens in the main stages of the world. The way psychopaths destroy people's lives, and how slept is currently most people about it, is really depressing and annoying. I would like to do something direct to stop suddenly that and defeat the psychopaths forever, but doing such would put me before their bullets, so the only solution is to continue to do inner work, learn, and spreading the truth together with the group and in every situation the universe ask us to do it, using the energy of the anger to do it, directed by comprehension of why we are where we are and where could we head for.

For every attack of the PTB on humanity, the best response is to shoot them missiles of truth.

[loreta]

I share your sorrow and anger. And I agree with voyageur (and you) that we should channel this anger -- use it as fuel -- to make more efforts to DO more to inform more people. Each, in our own way, we can find ways to make our stand and make our voices heard, so that more people will have the chance to do the same.

I agree, and I also share your anger and sadness at what is happening, and it is much more if you add what happens in each own country, your country, my country etc., not only what happens in the main stages of the world. The way psychopaths destroy people's lives, and how slept is currently most people about it, is really depressing and annoying. I would like to do something direct to stop suddenly that and defeat the psychopaths forever, but doing such would put me before their bullets, so the only solution is to continue to do inner work, learn, and spreading the truth together with the group and in every situation the universe ask us to do it, using the energy of the anger to do it, directed by comprehension of why we are where we are and where could we head for.

For every attack of the PTB on humanity, the best response is to shoot them missiles of truth.

Every day I have the impression of receiving a punch in my nose, reading about this world. But some things help me: be part of this Network, knowing that I am not alone to cry about this world, reading about psychopathy and totalitarianism (yesterday I start the book of Annah Arendt). Reading about nutrition. Knowing that what is happening now in this world, was happening also when Andrei Rublev was there so that makes this situation in  perspective and my life also. Strangely enough since I cut my carbs, yes, strangely, I feel less depress and I can concentrate more in the study of this world. How strange, yes indeed! And feeling infuriated also is a consolation for me. My anger is sometimes what makes me strong enough to continue to learn. I have the impression that all this is like going to a kind of university. We are learning everyday something about the world, thanks to all this network, and about ourselves thanks to the help we receive here.