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Troubled soul:
I am new here. I have read much of transcripts plus many other channels such as Bashar, Bringers of the Dawn. My life has been not so good yet not as horrible as I guess it could be but it seems no matter how hard I try to change it, I can't! It is like this impenetrable wall! It is like I am not allowed to be happy.

The C's say knowledge protects but all I get from knowledge is more pain and unhappiness. The truth sucks! It is like an abused animal. What can they do but sit there and try to fight back against a power that is bigger then them. It seems like I was an -bad person- in my last life or I am learning to much and THEY don't like it so I am kept in check and no allowed to move.

I have a wife and two kids and barely surviving even though I have had opportunities to make money that seem to be crushed right before me! For example I got this awesome job selling mobile apps and can make good money but a storm of hell has arising since. My phone got shut off just before I got the job. I have no money for gas to go to places. I won't list everything but there is a list of things standing in my way as soon as I try to be successful in anything. It is like I am not allowed to be successful even when opportunity is there.

I am milometer away from saying -flick- it and going on to the next life but because of what I know, I know if I do that I will just have to come back and do it again. So there is no escape. I would just like to know what I need to do to change things or have even some measure of peace. I am so broke and prevented and ever person that is out there to help you charges money and there is no guarantee the they can even help.



Tomek:
Welcome to the forum, Troubled soul

To answer to your question, no, we're not. It seems like you could use some help, so you should read ASAP the threads about dietary changes and the EE breathing program. It helps a lot to deal with overwhelming emotions, to gain a better awareness of your surrounding, your life, which lead to start making the right decisions concerning the issues of the day. One step at a time !

Don't forget to write a little presentation on the newbie forum.

Al Today:
Hello and Welcome Troubled soul
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--- Quote from: Troubled soul on June 01, 2012, 03:53:18 PM ---[...]
So there is no escape.
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Sure there is. Acceptance of What IS and learn the lessons to be learned.

Carlise:

--- Quote from: Troubled soul on June 01, 2012, 03:53:18 PM ---I am new here. I have read much of transcripts plus many other channels such as Bashar, Bringers of the Dawn. My life has been not so good yet not as horrible as I guess it could be but it seems no matter how hard I try to change it, I can't! It is like this impenetrable wall! It is like I am not allowed to be happy.

The C's say knowledge protects but all I get from knowledge is more pain and unhappiness. The truth sucks! It is like an abused animal. What can they do but sit there and try to fight back against a power that is bigger then them. It seems like I was an -bad person- in my last life or I am learning to much and THEY don't like it so I am kept in check and no allowed to move.

I have a wife and two kids and barely surviving even though I have had opportunities to make money that seem to be crushed right before me! For example I got this awesome job selling mobile apps and can make good money but a storm of hell has arising since. My phone got shut off just before I got the job. I have no money for gas to go to places. I won't list everything but there is a list of things standing in my way as soon as I try to be successful in anything. It is like I am not allowed to be successful even when opportunity is there.

I am milometer away from saying -flick- it and going on to the next life but because of what I know, I know if I do that I will just have to come back and do it again. So there is no escape. I would just like to know what I need to do to change things or have even some measure of peace. I am so broke and prevented and ever person that is out there to help you charges money and there is no guarantee the they can even help.

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I think I can safely say that most people on this forum have gone through this. You are not alone, and realising this is what kept me from sliding into depression when I finally started seeing the world for what it was. Yes, our world is controlled by power hungry psychopaths, yes we live in a heavily ponerised society devoid of love and understanding because of this, and worse still nobody realises it!

It is a heavy burden to see through the illusions while everyone around you continues to be asleep. But we are not screwed. We have avenues to grow and learn, and the difficulty of this task makes it all the more worthwhile. If these manipulators were so powerful, they would have just killed Laura and everyone else like her before she started to find the answers. So there are clearly rules they must play by.

Concerning your financial situation, things may be dire and it may be hard to see a solution from where you are. However this is more likely a product of your mental state, and the suggestions of the EE program and diet changes WILL positively impact your outlook on life (and therefore what you can do with your life) in a big way, if you take the time to practice and learn.

Also, something that helps me when I worry about the state of my life: Think of the people in Iraq, think of the working class people in all the countries that have been overthrown and demolished by the CIA and western economic interests in the past century. How do you think they felt when basic food items became a luxury? Most of our daily problems are nothing compared to what millions have faced in the past.

If you choose to stick with this forum and learn and apply knowledge, you may just find the doom and gloom lift away from your life completely, with a renewed sense of purpose. Of course, this takes work. And lots of it. You took a good step in the right direction by networking about this.

BrightLight11:
Welcome Troubled soul  :)

     Many on this forum have been in your position, including myself. Having always sensed 'something' wasn't right in the world I searched for years. I searched until I was ready to die for truth and escape. I found this forum 3 years ago and began reading. I finally found the courage to participate after lurking for so long. YOU have taken the first step by jumping in. Congratulations! The world we live in is not as we would 'like' it to be, but there IS much that can be done to overcome feelings of depression, helplessness, and fear.
    The best words I can give to you are to read the diet and health threads, check out the EE Breathing program, and listen to the older members on this forum. Remember, as was mentioned, there are places where we could be that are in much worse shape than we are presently. It's hard to see through the flames in the forest but THERE IS a WAY OUT! Good Luck on your JOURNEY here...

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