Delizco
The Force is Strong With This One
Hello Beautiful People!
A few things I'd like to share today :]
First, I finally received my membership package from FOTCM in the mail yesterday. For me, they are the most amazing, priceless pieces of paper I have ever held in my hands, and I can only try to put a dent in the reasons why.
I would say one reason is because, its a new beginning. An initiation of the chapter in my life where I finally have a place where I can express myself, talk about and ask questions on subjects that have been burning inside of me my whole life and not be judged...A pretty great thing to feel...
However, it wasn't the beginning. Maybe in a sense yes, but it all started with a stumbled upon copy of Secret History of the World, by the woman I owe so many thanks to and wouldn't be here writing this if it were not for her work: Ms. Laura Knight Jadczyk...
[I go into more detail about what finding SHOTW led me to in my first post in the Newbies section, if interested]
Then I think of all the people that she was inspired by and worked with, to whom I owe just as many thanks.
So on that note, from the bottom of my heart, thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone who has made this journey possible; from Laura, to all the members of the forum who have been so welcoming, supportive, caring, enlightening, etc., and everyone in between.
Next, just something I've been wanting to get off my chest... I'm so stressed over the fact that, at this point in time, I'm not able to actually sit down with and talk to people face to face about everything Im learning and wondering. I've tried with the people that are in my life now, friends and family, and learned that it wasn't such a good idea....for many reasons... but "All there is is lessons!" So I like to see the positive in that not so good idea.
I stumbled upon this post a few minutes ago and thought I should include it because one of the responses given fits perfectly in this situation.
That being said, I know it will pass, and the time will come in the very near future, through my participation in the Fellowship, where I will meet the people I can converse with. Don't get me wrong, I'm very grateful for the forum, and not minimizing it's role in any way shape or form, but it goes without saying that nothing beats face to face contact..
I think that's all for right now. I appreciate all input!! Thanks for listening.
Danielle
A few things I'd like to share today :]
First, I finally received my membership package from FOTCM in the mail yesterday. For me, they are the most amazing, priceless pieces of paper I have ever held in my hands, and I can only try to put a dent in the reasons why.
I would say one reason is because, its a new beginning. An initiation of the chapter in my life where I finally have a place where I can express myself, talk about and ask questions on subjects that have been burning inside of me my whole life and not be judged...A pretty great thing to feel...
However, it wasn't the beginning. Maybe in a sense yes, but it all started with a stumbled upon copy of Secret History of the World, by the woman I owe so many thanks to and wouldn't be here writing this if it were not for her work: Ms. Laura Knight Jadczyk...
[I go into more detail about what finding SHOTW led me to in my first post in the Newbies section, if interested]
Then I think of all the people that she was inspired by and worked with, to whom I owe just as many thanks.
So on that note, from the bottom of my heart, thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone who has made this journey possible; from Laura, to all the members of the forum who have been so welcoming, supportive, caring, enlightening, etc., and everyone in between.
Next, just something I've been wanting to get off my chest... I'm so stressed over the fact that, at this point in time, I'm not able to actually sit down with and talk to people face to face about everything Im learning and wondering. I've tried with the people that are in my life now, friends and family, and learned that it wasn't such a good idea....for many reasons... but "All there is is lessons!" So I like to see the positive in that not so good idea.
I stumbled upon this post a few minutes ago and thought I should include it because one of the responses given fits perfectly in this situation.
[sic]Dakini said:Hello. I have read almost all cassiopean transcripts. My question is: Why do people not want to listen to what they were telling cassiopeae, always make me a fool and how to act towards them?
Jerry said:Try to give only when asked. With patience awareness can develop for the subtle ways in which the asking happens.
In the meantime keep newly gained knowledge to yourself for your own protection.
There's a right time and place for these things, it's not always in a person's best interest to share what's inside you.
That being said, I know it will pass, and the time will come in the very near future, through my participation in the Fellowship, where I will meet the people I can converse with. Don't get me wrong, I'm very grateful for the forum, and not minimizing it's role in any way shape or form, but it goes without saying that nothing beats face to face contact..
I think that's all for right now. I appreciate all input!! Thanks for listening.
Danielle