No worries for your questions, that is why I posted, they are most welcome!
I wanted to spare the details too, not that is was too bad, it was just than one individual ego was trying to capitalize the experience and spoiled what could have been actually a nice reiki treatment if he had just shut up!
but he was trying to have me relax by his amateurish version of hypnotic direct suggestions to make me smile and to let go...kind of like "smile smile smile, yes let go thats it, more, smile smile smile, relax relax relax..dont worry about the sounds at the back they are disgusting, yes" .............(you get the idea) the sounds at the back were supposed abreactions of another practitioner(cough and nausea), and obviously they bothered him more than me, he was projecting and all of his suggestions not only made me laugh (not smile), but provoked exactly the opposite, as I have a critical and analyzing mind and tend to be also a polarity responder in such instances...his suggestions actually found target in the guy at my head who ,until his trance, was doing a pretty good job..I was trying to relax!!! In one moment I actually opened my eyes and try to tell him to shut up but my subtle request wasn't succesful and on it went...
I asked a few 'innocent' questions after the session and I got the impression that he didnt have a clue, and that he was just one of the senior on duty persons there but by no means was he advanced or accomplished
Thus I reached my conclusions...I suspect that there is a gap between the master teachings and that practice group.
The system and master stress meditation too, and the only think that bugs me is the opening of the heart that goes along with this system, that is why I wanted to ask here too.
Why would I like to learn reiki?,
what triggered my desire was to learn (in the wave) that it is an objective system, that does not require beliefs or such for it to work,
and my motives are for personal healing, as you say I want it to become a part of my life, in the form of a tool for myself and, if the occasion is fit, for others around me.
I am interested in this particular reiki because among those available to me locally it seems to be my top choice at this point, other peoples lineage cannot be traced, one of them used a book by Diane Stein (looking further his name I learned that DS is a Wiccan and her website is full of pentagrams and her books about rituals so it was a no no)
I hope someone can shed a bit of light on it, I am not in a hurry also, but would like to learn it (reiki)
Thanks again!
R