Goemon_
The Living Force
I have been in a negativity state for several months. My main problem since quiet some time now is my back pain. Probably due to a bad mattress and the lack of exercises.
The back pain and my lack of attention had lead lots of my little "I's" to go into action.
I had not a lot of willpower and I would not get a lot of things done, always indulging myself.
The back pain went too far when I had to carry some heavy stuff with another person.
So I decided to first, buy a gel mattress pad and when I received it ten days later (ten days mostly past watching dvds...) I did take an appointment with my etiopath doctor and had my back put back in place.
At the same moment I started to read "Gurdjieff a beginner's guide" by Gil Friedman. That reminded me of some Work's principles and made me realise the place I had been in for a while.
Now I am more attentive and see those little "I's" coming in. So I ignore them and end up being more positive and doing more stuff.
"Unfortunately" the mattress pad I received is not a gel one but a foam one and the back pain is already back. But I still have some willpower to pursue the Work.
The back pain and my lack of attention had lead lots of my little "I's" to go into action.
I had not a lot of willpower and I would not get a lot of things done, always indulging myself.
The back pain went too far when I had to carry some heavy stuff with another person.
So I decided to first, buy a gel mattress pad and when I received it ten days later (ten days mostly past watching dvds...) I did take an appointment with my etiopath doctor and had my back put back in place.
At the same moment I started to read "Gurdjieff a beginner's guide" by Gil Friedman. That reminded me of some Work's principles and made me realise the place I had been in for a while.
Now I am more attentive and see those little "I's" coming in. So I ignore them and end up being more positive and doing more stuff.
"Unfortunately" the mattress pad I received is not a gel one but a foam one and the back pain is already back. But I still have some willpower to pursue the Work.