Adventures with Cassiopaea Supplement - Ark and Laura's Correspondence 1997



Laura to Ark
Date sent:                  Fri, 18 Jul 97 07:14:01

I probably ought to also tell you that I had an episode of insulin shock this evening.  Just in case you felt something during the night.

I knew what was happening and was able to prevent losing consciousness, but the kids were very upset over it, and Mother was bringing me things to try to stabilize it.  It only lasted about 20 minutes, and I am fine now, and I know what caused it... I ate some jelly on bread this afternoon.  But, I have been so good for so long that I can usually get away with a little cheating once in awhile.  For some reason, I must be being VERY physically sensitive just now. 

So, it's proteins for a few days and nothing else.  Eggs, cheese, yogurt, and maybe some ground meat patty.  Can't have anything else until I am completely stable.  And, don't want to take any risks.  It came on very fast and hard.

Okay.  I told you.  Don't scold me.  I won't do it again. 

Ark to Laura
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 1997 15:35:51

666-72 is the key for masons? Where does 72 comes from? It comes from pentagram 360/5=72. So perhaps the TDARMs are located every 72 degrees? What is the longitude/lattitude of Oak Island? Of Tenerife? Of other "suspected points"? Can you make a list for me?

Perhaps something will come to my mind....

Laura to Ark
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 97 17:28:25

Honey,

> There are bad news from Wroclaw as there are > rains and the second wave is approaching perhaps > even higher than the first one. Lizzies are at work.

I think that is pretty clear by now.

> But I have to go. Will take all the care. It is not clear > if I will be able to get easily home - there can be water > on the way. And there is no electricity either. Total > disaster. But I need to go because of mother and also > because of Lizzies. All will be okay and alright.

Honey, Please ask yourself: what do you really think you can do? Don't you think that Iza and her husband have seen to mother?

And, yes, it is a total disaster. I know about such things quite well.

And the idea of you going into such a situation - knowing that it creates a breeding ground for uncontrollable variables of GREAT danger, simply makes me nearly crazy! I will be unable to sleep or eat or do anything. And, if anything happens... well, I don't like to think that far.

Yes, Mother is in the middle of it. Is this a trap being set for you and she is the bait to draw you into uncontrollable and VERY dangerous variables?

And I try to put myself in her position. Surely she is alright because someone is helping her or she is not, in which case WHAT exactly can you do? It is an environment where the dangers are unknown to an exponential level.

Here, when there is such a disaster, the authorities generally close off the area and martial law goes into effect, and unknown persons or people trying to get in are arrested or sent away because they would only be additional burdens on the management of the situation. There have even been cases when someone was trying to get back into their neighborhood, to check the damage on their home, find their dog or something, and were suspected of being a thief prowling for valuables, and they were shot without any questions asked.

Would you take me into such a situation? (Let's forget that I would probably demand to go also, because we know that I often jump into situations that are very dangerous and only escape by the skin of my teeth.)

Well, I don't expect to be able to convince you of anything... I know myself too well... but I also know that some things about myself have needed some modification. One of them is: discretion is the better part of valor in some cases. What is important is to win the war, and not focus all one's energies on a particular battle where the enemy has the upper hand.

> Not only that. All will be, in fact, better than before. > It is the rule, the Lion's Rule. > Yes. I know this. But ...

Keep your eyes open for signs and guidance. Don't be reading while walking!!!

Ark responds to Laura
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 1997 17:43:18

> Keep your eyes open for signs and guidance. Don't be reading while > walking!!!

Yes, I will. It IS a trap. But is is a higher order trap. Not to go would be to fall into the trap. And you know it. Yes I will take all care and more. Because I know I am responsible for YOUR well being. I KNOW IT.
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Laura responds to Ark
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 97 17:49:26

 > > Yes, I will. It IS a trap. But is is a higher order trap. Not > to go > would be to fall into the trap. And you know it.

Yes and no. I can't make up my mind how I feel about it. One thing is certain, it is a situation in which you will HAVE to be completely focused on the environment at ALL times at a VERY high level of caution.

> Yes I will take all care and more. Because I know I am responsible > for YOUR well being. I KNOW IT. >

 And I will be having faith... but I will not eat or sleep until I know that all is alright.

Ark responds to Laura
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 1997 17:58:14

> And I will be having faith... but I will not eat or sleep until I > know that all is alright.

I know. The estimation is that the disaster can last up to two weeks. We will see. But what I will be doing is this: I will transform the difficulties so that they work FOR US. That is that WE GROW. You will see. It will work. It is a unique opportunity. And all will be well and fine. And kissy. Notice also that I will have to apply for the American visa. So it is all rather tricky. But not for a lion!

Ark to Laura
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 1997 18:14:04

Honey, sometimes it can be handy to have all my mail accounts on different machines, so if one or another does not work, perhaps other does.
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the first two are dead at present (as well as www pages which are on iris) because of water

and it comes to my mind that apparently we can do with gte. What we have to learn now is how to use the web space that we have for free. They offer something like 2MB of web space where we can have our web pages. But HOW to set it up? Where to ftp the files and which the URL will it be?

Laura to Ark
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 97 18:27:25

I have decided to look at the cards for clues.

So, YOU shuffled and cut them and ask about the conditions and possible effects of this watery situation. Here is the answer you got. (I was your proxy)

34 Owl /\:Your desired plans will not materialize. These are plans that you want but have not yet begun to put into action. The plans could relate to a vacation or a trip you are thinking of, an idea you want to put into action, or a change you want to make in yourself or your environment. If you are asking the cards whether to proceed with your desired plans and this picture comes up, then you know that the answer is no. This is not the time to spend energy on this plan.

32 moon >:If you are patient, you will obtain that which you desire.  This is sometimes harder for people to do - to relax in the "heat of battle." Still, even the best soldier needs to bide his time between battles. Sometimes you need to wait and let others do things or come to conclusions on their own that will be of benefit to you in the end. Also, many things take longer to accomplish than you think.  This picture tells you to relax, be patient, and keep on working toward your desires, as ultimately you will accomplish them.

21 mountain /\: You will receive help from strong people during a difficult moment. Some influential or strong persons are willing to help you. The help may be in the form of personal contact or behind the scenes. This picture means that if you have problems at work, it is a good time to seek the advice of superiors. You may not even be aware of the help you are receiving. People in positions of authority, lawyers, agents, and such are working to get you the best deal. Trust your business associates.

28 horseshoe <: Your desire will be fulfilled. Whatever you have been wishing for will come true. This can be a material thing, or it can be achieving a goal that you have been striving for. Generally, this refers to something that you have been working on or dreaming of for some time. It is a good idea to let other people know some of your wishes so that they can also assist in making them happen. It is better to let others know what you desire than to silently wait for them to find out and them be disappointed in not getting what you REALLY wanted. But, at the same time, do not be demanding. No wish or idea is too farfetched to happen; it is only you who sets the limits.

33 fish/\: In a difficult moment, you will not sink but will rise to the surface. No matter what blow life may deal you, you will be able to handle it. This picture is a support, an uplifting force. It tells you that you have the courage and inner resources to rise above any problems. Your best character traits will come to the surface and will help you out of your difficulty. You will master the situation. Remember David and Goliath. David slew Goliath. Like the water currents that help a fish rise to the surface, so heavenly powers will assist you in surmounting your problems.

48 cock \/: Soon you will hear good news. It will be news that affects your home or daily life. It will be news that lightens your day.

End card: 1) You have tied strong knots for a lifetime. The picture tells you that regardless of problems, you have formed a bond that will transcend them. 2) Reconciliation will bring joy. This can be with loved ones or conditions. It means to accept conditions that cannot be changed and do not let feelings of anger, despair, or regret sap your energies. It is in reconciliation to what cannot be changed that one experiences joy. 3)Someone will communicate a secret to you. This secret will give you better understanding of the situation and benefit you as you will know how to act accordingly.  Gather knowledge about the situation. 4)This is a warning of possible betrayal. There is a serpent leading you astray. Russian proverg: in deep, still pools of water, devils breed. Read all documents carefully before signing, avoid taking chances with the law, and don't leave yourself vulnerable to deception.

And, that is it.

Does it make sense? I don't know. But, it is a collection of clues that you can use to match to events or other signs. If you see something match, then you can know where it is coming from and how to react to it.

Ark to Laura
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 97 18:54:28

Okay, honey...

The web space is 5 mega.

apparently the guy set it up for me already and it is just waiting to be filled... I guess! And it is listed in the gte directory under Arkadiusz Jadczyk-Knight (I did not know how else to tell them this since the phone account is in the name Knight) but that is only in the directory.

So, it is done.

You can now do whatever you like with it.

Laura to Ark
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 1997 19:14:03

> > You can now do whatever you like with it.

And we will put there some nice things. We need to put some which disappeared from the Shawn space. But we need to think about what is the purpose of these pages (sharing knowledge and attracting Nordics attention is one possible goal).

yes?

Laura to Ark
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 97 19:40:14

Honey, I called and they said that I must send a request for error correction to the webmaster. So, I have done so!

Let's see how long it takes them to respond!

And, hopefully you can get all the files transferred...

And I will think about what, if any, of the Shawn pages we might wish to put up. Maybe very little... maybe we ought to just start putting up some of the C sessions instead. I will have to think about it...

Ark responds to Laura
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 1997 19:44:32

> And I will think about what, if any, of the Shawn pages we might wish > to put up. Maybe very little... maybe we ought to just start putting > up some of the C sessions instead. I will have to think about it...

Let us start with putting just ONE little page. So that we know it exists there and it works. Think about what should it be.... and tell me and we will do it!!!!!

Laura to Ark
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 97 19:48:57

[...] I had some strange mixed up dreams last night.

Seems to have been a wedding, ours I guess, but it was funny. People were supposed to bring food. I don't know who they were... and someone brought a container that had poison in it. It was like a round ice-cream carton.

Then, there was a butterscotch-whipped cream cake, or pudding, and I wanted some of it because I LOVE butterscotch, but someone came along and started cutting it and messed it all up. But, I managed to get a small piece that was intact, about a spoonful - but someone said I ought not to eat it because it would make me sick. And I REALLY wanted it, but I knew that they were right. And I knew that something was VERY confusing about the whole situation, and that all these people were trying to make us miserable... so I was going to leave, and I went outside and was going to smoke a cigarette... and I was sitting in a car and I heard something, so I looked out the window, and there was someone I knew who I KNEW did not smoke, ALSO smoking!!! And I was SOOOO surprised!

And it was just a crazy bunch of kaleidoscopic images of confusion and disorder... and there was water everywhere... and it was sort of like being on an island... and I was trying to find you and you were in the crowd somewhere...

So, the main thing I remember was that butterscotch and how much I wanted it, but knew it was BAD for me!!!

Laura responds to Ark
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 97 19:50:20

> > Let us start with putting just ONE little page. > So that we know it exists there and it works. > Think about what should it be.... > and tell me and we will do it > and we will kiss!!!!!

Well, I just think you ought to put all your pages up like they are in Wroclaw... so that even when there is a flood, other people can find you...

Ark responds to Laura
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 1997 20:00:21

> So, the main thing I remember was that butterscotch and how much I > wanted it, but knew it was BAD for me!!!

Poor Baby. Seems to be a mixture of all your worries. We ARE in a dynamic state and this is the reason for worries and dreams like the above. My HoneyBee will not eat butterscotches and will not smoke because the future is ALL BRIGHT!!!!! And we are not gonna make it miserable.

And the future is bright because we are making it such.
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> Well, I just think you ought to put all your pages up like they are > in Wroclaw... so that even when there is a flood, other people can > find you...

I thought about it. But I think "Quantum Future" will stay in Wroclaw. Because Quantum Future is Quantum Past. So let us start with something about C's. Like General Cassiopaean Statement..... or something in this direction.... yes?

Laura to Ark
Date sent:         Fri, 18 Jul 97 20:57:05

 Oh, HONEY!

A book just came... With a message....

And did you know that this book has a picture of our tower of Babel on its cover?

And I was feeling rather blue with the prospect of being disconnected for unknown conditions and time...

This HELPS! Though I am still rather worried and sort of "missing you" in advance - which I know I ought not to do - and I am TRYING not to... but I am already in a state of near nervous collapse and my head is hurting...

But my Honey is sending me books and not telling me and that makes little surprises which make me smile because most of the time I miss you so much it is almost physical pain!

Laura to Ark
Date sent:        Sat, 19 Jul 97 06:03:08
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And you know, it is VERY strange that this book should come today...

There is a chapter entitled: The Ars Magna of Raymond Lull. Remember what C's said about "consult your magna?"

And, there is a diagram that is almost identical to the seven tiered skirt of the robe on the man in my dream!!! And, the tiers rotate, as they did in my dream. And, by rotating them, one can work out problems in logic...

So, this is a VERY interesting development. It also helps me to understand HOW I am going to set up these stories and clues in order to be able to follow the thread!!!

And, he also developed some funny matrix diagrams.

The problem is, I can see where Bill is getting some of his ideas of numbers. Obviously, these diagrams and concepts were incorporated into the Masonic doctrine. But, from reading this, I can see that Lull rather arbitrarily decided on certain number limits in some cases, or misapplied the idea in others. He took some really fundamental principles and inserted them into a system that was rigidly hierarchical.

And, it seems that this is the "enigma" machine." Unfortunately, somebody decided to add all sorts of confusing elements.

Nevertheless, now knowing where the ideas came from, and the more pure form of them, I can put them to good use.

One thing I WOULD like to know is: where and why this number 9 and 10. Gurdjieff even talked about it. But, he talked about octaves and the nine being the beginning of the next cycle. His octave was inclusive of the designated tone at each end, which makes me wonder if this is not a confusion? I know that the number 9, in Hindu systems is a VERY unfortunate number. It brings sickness and death and all sorts of troubles. And, I have examined this, and it DOES seem to be true. So, why? I want to know this. And I want the REAL reason and not stuff that has been made up or layered over century after century.

What I can think of is that a 90 degree angle is a square in astrology, and is a malefic influence. More malefic than 180 or any other aspect. Why? Is it because it is perpendicular? What is it about perpendicularity that makes it malefic? Moreso even that 180, or going in opposite directions and meeting head on. What do perpendicular waves do? What happens to a "axis" wave if another that is equal in all respects meets it perpendicularly?

Well, a LOT of things I want to know.

So, I see that you have sent a LOT of books! The others have not arrived... they were sent together in another shipment that did not come as fast as the single book...

And it is SO wonderful to have someone who buys books for me!!!! It is better than candy or flowers or perfumes and jewels and all that sort of thing. I like them too, but BEST of all, I like books. They are what I buy for myself when I have any extra money!!! And sometimes, I have been known to buy them and do without other things!!!

So, I am already on page 69 of this one, and that is with taking a swim and doing several other things around the house!!!

This Umberto Eco... well, we like him. He is funny sometimes! And this guy doing the translating seems to be very good. I am sure that it is hard to get subtle puns from one language into another!

I just had to go and get Anna from her friend's house. She was going to spend the night and play video games, but she is still not feeling well, and decided to call so I could come and get her. Poor little thing is miserable. Well, I will give her some medicine and get her in bed...

Laura to Ark
Date sent:         Sat, 19 Jul 97 06:33:04

I gave Anna a hot cup of tea with honey and lemon and had to search all over the house to find the vaporizor, but finally did, washed it, filled it with water, and it is running in her room. So, she has been put to bed and feels sleepy and will, hopefully, sleep all night. She has coughed so much that she says her stomach hurts from the effort.

I will put some goldenseal tea into her tomorrow. A few days of that ought to do it.

But, anyway, I hope you have had good sleep even if you tend to worry all through the night...

All will be well! We will make it happen!

Laura to Ark
Date sent:         Sat, 19 Jul 97 06:48:52

Interesting!!!

"The seductive potentiality of Lull's appeal to the principle of universal concord is revealed by the resumption of his project, two centuries later, by Nicholas of Cusa. Nicholas is famous as the figure who revived Plato during the years between the crisis of scholasticism and the beginning of the Renaissance. Nicholas also propounded the idea of an infinitely open universe, whose centre was everywhere and whose circumference nowhere. As an infinite being, God transcended all limits and overcame overy opposition. As the diameter of the circle increased, its curvature diminished; so at its limit, its circumference became a straight line of infinite lengthe.  Likewise, in God all opposites coincide. If the universe had a centre, it would be limited by another universe. But in the universe, God is bothe centre and circumference. Thus the earth could not be the centre of the universe. This was the starting point for a vision of the plurality of worlds, of a reality founded on mathematical principles, which can be submitted to continuous investigation, where the world, if not infinite in the strict sense, was at least capable of assuming an infinite number of guises. The thought of Nicholas is rich is cosmological metaphors founded upon the image of the circle and the wheel, in which the names of the divine attributes (explicitly borrowed from Lull) form a circle where each supports and confirms the others."

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Ark to Laura
Date sent:         Sat, 19 Jul 1997 07:14:13

This morning I was to the station to buy the ticket. They could not tell me time but it seems that I have to leave tomorrow 7:10 in the morning to Wien, then I am in Wien in the evening and take a night train to Wroclaw. So I am in Wroclaw on Monday. But I have to check if the connection in Wien will work.

Ark to Laura
Date sent:         Sat, 19 Jul 1997 07:48:17

Was checking train connections either will go tomorrow morning or tomorrow night Perhaps tomorrow night is better if everything works then will be in Wroclaw Monday 6 PM. Which should be just OK. And it is better because then the train goes through the flooded countries during the day.... we will see...

Ark to Laura
Date sent:         Sat, 19 Jul 1997 09:38:06

when I was working with Robert in Marseille on the Escher and Swiss guy stuff I learned that there is some Tony Smith who has suprisingly similar ideas....

Now I searched for "Poincare disc" and here we are

http://www.intelli-net.com/personal/tsmith/GpyrMM.html

our friend relates it to Great Pyramid geometry. VERY NICE!

Ark to Laura
Date sent:         Sat, 19 Jul 1997 10:51:18

Honey, at noon I will go to Marco's place and will be back afternoon and all is okay and alright and I am working on a paper and missing…

and my great dream ... GREAT DREAM indeed is to be with you AT HOME and STABLE - for at least few months. I NEED IT. Few months of stability. I need them like oxygen.
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Laura responds to Ark
Date sent:         Sat, 19 Jul 97 15:09:34 GMT

> back > been with Marco > and we had pasta together and then worked on a paper > and now I will have to do some more work

Yes, Honey! I have been over at Tony Smith's and printing some of it to study later, and saving a LOT of it for my collection. VERY interesting!!! And the graphic images are VERY nice for me. There was one that has been in my head, sort of a balloon doughnut looking thing, which is how I see the "spider." And, I wonder how our "found" places would fit into some of this "locations." Because, naturally, they are not relating them to "secret societies," so do not seem to have a frame of reference in which to place it all. But, our number 64 seems to come up with amazing regularity, as well as the number 52... and we notice the Giza plateau being rather close along the line of the Canaries... and HERE, even... so, we wonder what we will find when we have assembled it all.

And, of course, they talk about "squaring" the circle in terms of the Phi ratio, which is the plan of the Arcadia picture, and NOT the 5 circles as superimposed by poor Bill. And, it is all what has been hinted at by the C's in terms of the mathematics that this guy has laid out. But, even though I am sure that it is all very simple, there are still things that I don't grasp because I don't know some of the terms. But, the pictures and tables and things help, because I can easily understand them!

So, this is indeed, a FUN site!!! And we will make ous just as much fun and with LOTS of info and pictures and all sorts of things so that people will come and have a good time just reading and downloading and printing and finding clues and putting things together!  Networking!

> and you did not sleep well this night? > why?

Well, I think I slept alright, but I was having a funny dream. Night before last night it was about butterscotch, last night it was about C**'s family from her first marriage, the name being S**. Of course, there was another connection, the S***s's. So, in my dream was J** S** and R** S***s at their beach house down on Anna Maria Island. The funny thing was, there was all sorts of cleaning going on again!

I apparently went there to see C**, or something, and they had taken all the furniture out of the house and were washing the walls and cleaning the carpet. Then, they started to bring all the furniture back in and they brought the dining table in a most peculiar way! First the chairs, then the table was set down over them! And, before that, they put down little round glass coasters for the table legs to sit in. And I was amazed that the coasters had been placed so precisely that when the table was lowered, the legs fit into them EXACTLY!

Now, this J** S** reminds me in some ways of you... or vice versa... can't tell which... and he was placing these little coasters by some means that had to do with math. But, anyway, R** S**s was the one helping him to bring in the tables. And there were 8 chairs and the tables were actually two tables with 4 legs each set side by side to make a big table. There were no end chairs.  One end of the table was against the wall, and the other end was walk space.

So, I watched this activity, and then it seemed that I had to get somewhere, but I was not sure how I was going to go there, so I was asking several people if they would come back and get me later, because they all had someplace to go to do something and I was going to be left there alone... and I was concerned.

So, that was pretty much it.

> and how is Anna? Kisses to her!

Well, the steam machine seems to have done the trick because she did not cough all night. And, maybe the tea helped her to relax a little and ease the irritation in her throat. Poor baby, she was perfectly miserable.

And, Ali's keys are locked in her car, but we don't know how. It is designed so that the locks only work from the inside if all the doors are closed, and will not lock while any door is open, so that you can't lock it and shut the door, you have to lock it with the key from the outside... so, somehow, [my son] went out to get something, left the keys on the seat, Amy went out to get something, and when she shut the door, they all locked!!! So, this is VERY strange. Anyway, Ali went out with her friend last night, and today is going to have to call the motor club to come and get her keys out for her! I had told her to make a duplicate key, but she did not get around to it!!!
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Laura to Ark
Date sent:         Sat, 19 Jul 97 15:20:40 GMT

It is thundering all around, though it seems to be mostly out over the Gulf, but it is raining now...

Percy just escaped! He does NOT like thunder! So, he gets quite frantic and pushes or digs his way out wherever he can. We then find where he got out and fix it, but he is clever and always finds a new place! Or makes one.

So, he is now in the kitchen and the kitchen is closed off. I suppose that if he makes a mess or gets bugs in there that I can manage to take care of it. And, poor thing, he is happier there when it is raining.  The Baby is feeding him, so he will relax and settle down a bit.

So, that crisis is resolved!

Laura responds to Ark
Date sent:         Sat, 19 Jul 97 16:17:07 GMT From:         lark10@gte.net (Jadczyk-Knight)

> And it was an important element when you told me I should not at > present worry about you, that I can concentrate on whatever there is > that I have to do. This helps a lot.

Well, it came to me while swimming that all you are doing is precisely what I would do, and did I think that you could do differently? No! Of course not! Because we are made as we are.  There is not a cowardly bone in either of us. And personal safety at the compromise of a principle is simply not part of the equation.

So, I decided that what you needed was for me to be going in the same direction and not trying to hinder or block you from being what you are, and that this fear and crying were blocks. Human, yes... but we have to go beyond just human. And, I resolved, even if the absolute WORST were to happen, that at least it would be with principles intact. As someone once said: better to die standing erect, than on your knees. So, this was clear.

Then, the question only became: since I am so far away, how can I help? And the answer was obvious -> that you should feel supported and not hindered no matter what you choose to do.

And I am having confidence in your having learned to not read while walking in strange places... that this happened for a reason... to show you that awareness is also expressed through ALL the senses.  So, IF the situation in Wroclaw is full of dangers, you will be alert and aware and KNOW that it is, as the C's said, sort of a war. And, it CAN even be entertaining in a certain sense, to think of it this way. It may seem like a child's game of "let's pretend," but it is also EXTREMELY useful in terms of seeing under the surface. The "pretending" may not, after all, be so much fantasy as it is REAL!  What is said: Unless ye become as children... ?

So, all this went through my mind.

So, the obvious thing to do is for me to take care of all that I can, to make you know with confidence that you can focus on what is around and before you, to know that there is love and support from home, and that when your labors in that direction are over, that home is waiting, a place of rest and re-creation and comfort and peace.

> But even without that today would be a good day. I am relaxed, not > tense. I know all will work even if I will > take it easy - which means doing without worrying.

I will be VERY careful with everything so that we do not have any crises that I cannot handle. I will keep my eyes open, and on all things, and the children and everything else.

Because, above ALL things, I want you home safely and soon! And I will do ALL that is necessary, even disciplining myself, to ensure that the conditions are optimal!!!

There are times for being a crybaby, and times for being a lion... both are valid... but the trick is to know when to do what!!!

It also occurred to me that this flood could be a means of "preventing" you from coming... by making government offices close or delaying visas and divorces and so forth... so, the thing to do is to go and find out all ways to make sure that this does not happen.  And, we know that, if necessary, we have our FernandoIII to act in our behalf... if you have a problem with government offices there, I am sure that there is a Polish embassy somewhere that can take over the functions, or something along that line!! So, that was another thought. Maybe Lizzies think that you would NOT go because of a flood... But, it may actually work to advantage, as nearly every obstacle they have thrown in the way has. They become stepping stones.
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Ark to Laura
Date sent:         Sat, 19 Jul 1997 17:26:50

Honey, Somehow today I am better than just well. I have the ticket, I know what is waiting for me but I am feeling okay and much better than .... since long. I was walking from Marco's place and could see the sky and clouds and did not feel any heavy load. I can see through into the future and can see all things to fall into place. And once I see through the time then it gives peace of mine and equilibrium. It is not the peace of mind that will be reached only when finally at home, but it is much better than it was all these days I was traveling around. So today is a good day. I feel well and I have no worries. I know that all will work WHATEVER the obstacles.

And it is so with me: when I can see through time then I am happy and I can see through time when I am happy. And it was an important element when you told me I should not at present worry about you, that I can concentrate on whatever there is that I have to do. This helps a lot. But even without that today would be a good day. I am relaxed, not tense. I know all will work even if I will take it easy - which means doing without worrying.

Laura to Ark
Date sent:         Sun, 20 Jul 97 01:08:49 GMT

It is evening here, and you are still sleeping... or at least ought to be.

I have scrubbed everything in the bathroom, including the walls. So, you can imagine that by the time all is fixed that the house will be VERY clean!!!

I read more of our book today, and it is stimulating a LOT of thinking in several directions which I will be keeping notes of for later. We will talk about it when things are more settled.

It started raining VERY hard later in the day, about 4 or 5, and then rained gently for a long time afterward.

So, now that I have cleaned and organized and read and fed the children, I was trying to get my mind into a frame so that I can ask the essential questions tonight. I have a page full of thoughts, and a heart that just wants to fly across the ocean.

Anyway, it is a little like getting ready to go to the airport just now. What do we say and do? We can't start a long conversation, because we won't be able to finish it for a little while.

But, I am not going to fall into THAT! Because, we know that it will be a LOT sooner than we can realize! We are already well over half way... July is over half gone... And it has not seemed to be so terrible since we have been busy both doing things and fending off Lizzie attacks! So, I am sure that we will not lack for things to do!!

Well, I will send this... and maybe come back and write more from time to time as the evening progresses - especially if Frank is late, (as usual).

And, when you come in, if you think of any questions, you will send them right away... and I will be sure to get all typed for you before you have to go...
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Laura to Ark during break in session 7-19-97
Date sent:         Sun, 20 Jul 97 04:59:51 GMT

Taking a break and making coffee. Thus far, we have talked about floods and S waves and some rather bizarre things as usual.

I asked what was the cause of the floods in Poland.
A: Soporific/phosphorous screen alterations of the magnetic belt overlay.
Q: And who or what is behind this alteration?
A: Influences of Acquiim.
Q: Who or what is Acquiim?
A: 4th density overseer.
Q: And what is the purpose of this overseer in altering this magnetic belt overlay?
A: Deterence of colinear wave reading consciousness units.
Q: What is a colinear wave reading consciousness unit?
A: We suggest you look in a mirror.
Q: Are you saying that I was right when I half-jokingly said it was the Lizzies? 
A: Why not?
Q: Well, I don't like to feel responsible for all that suffering.
A: Responsible? Are you altering the weather?
Q: Ark has to go into this situation. Will he be safe?
A: If he takes precautions.
Q: Can you suggest some of these?
A: Do not drive. Travel by rail only if such travel does not include the possibility of having to evacuate the train and walk on or near live electrical current conduits.
Q: Any other precautions that might be appropriate to the situation?
A: Guns DO exist in Poland, unlike some other places.
Q: What else?
A: Total awareness at all moments is hypercritical!
Q: Are all his family members alright?
A: So far.
Q: How long is this flood situation going to last?
A: Open.
Q: Well, we are facing some period of time without communication...
A: Not point. Just remember that anticipation is the "mother of preparation" and defense. 
Q: So I should be prepared for anything?
A: NO! It is for Arkady to be prepared!
Q: Is there something we can do to help?
A: No need as we have told you, it is Ark who is the vulnerable link, therefore, the attack goes through there. He must expect the unexpected. Tell him to FEEL VULNERABLE, and do not ever assume invincibility. Knowledge protects, and ignorance endangers... does it ever!!!
Q: Can you give me more suggestions?
A: Must be aware of agents near.
Q: How can you tell if there are agents near?
A: Have "look," if one is looking!
Q: What kind of look?
A: Consult fiction for truth.
Q: You mean like spies in movies and novels? Good grief! That is scary!
A: Not if aware and prepared and not caught up in fantasies. For the time being, suggest he cancel the "mushiness."
Q: Well, now it seems that I am going to be in a bad way, here for a while. 
A: Better to be in "a bad way," than a pedestrian on the widow's walk.
Q: Now I am REALLY upset!
A: We have told you! Be forearmed by being forewarned. The biggest danger is a false sense of security.
Q: You mean that if you DO feel safe, that you should immediately be suspicious ?
A: One must not EVER feel "secure." But think of it: When is one EVER secure?

The next questions were about the S waves... said you had been being affected for 5 days prior to the "culmination.."

Let me send this with pleading and tears for you to be ALWAYS careful! I don't want to be a widow before I am a bride!

Laura to Ark during break in session
Date sent:         Sun, 20 Jul 97 05:33:35 GMT

Do you have any questions, Honey?

I only have about half a tape left, and I am sort of at an impasse with my own questions - mostly since it is getting to the point that I can find the answers on my own -

So, if you have any, I will wait for a little to see...

What train are you taking?

Laura to Ark immediately after session
Date sent:         Sun, 20 Jul 97 06:25:18 GMT

The answer to your TDARM question is: A: TDARMs do not have fixed locators. Oak Island is a buried relic; therefore the exception that verifies the rule.

Then I asked about the "map" Tony Smith made with his pyramid diagram/phi ratio business: A: One must use a spherical relief, with the formula applied, to discover!

Next I asked about the "Alton Towers" story you found on the net A: As you know... fiction is often the guise for the deliverance of the deepest of truths.

And, that was it. They said good night.

At one point I asked about my "Araignee at Icod," the Solloi Priesthood, the story of Dionysos, and the tombs with the funny candle wicks.

They said: "Connection?"

Then: Siren song.

I asked what THAT meant. A: Greek mythology. Q: I said I KNOW the story, but how does that connect to the other stuff? A: Laura, my dear, if you really want to reveal "many beautiful and amazing things," all you need to do is remember the triad, the trilogy, the trinity, and look always for the triplicate connection clue profile... Do not rest until you have found three beautifully balancing meanings. And why? Because it is the realm of the three that you occupy. In order to possess the keys to the next level, just master the Third Man Theme, then move on with grace and anticipation.

Then I asked something about the Canaries, the origin of the Guanches, and they said: A: You are close enough to lay the foundations of your castle.

And, you have it all in bits and pieces... I think I am too tired to do the whole thing just now, even though I want to...

But, let me get Frank off…

Ark responds to Laura
Date sent:         Sun, 20 Jul 1997 07:07:20

> Let me send this with pleading and tears for you to be ALWAYS > careful! I don't want to be a widow before I am a bride!

We will take all precautions and look for agents and we will cancel mushiness (what that could mean?) and all will be okay and alright and overseer will be happy because he has messed things up a lot and we will be happy because very very soon....

Hello to Frank!!!

Laura to Ark
Date sent:         Sun, 20 Jul 97 06:52:49 GMT

Frank is gone, I have brushed my teeth and have on my nightgown, and ready to climb in bed...

But, there WAS something else I asked that had a funny answer: I asked what was the significance of the dream about the "cleft in the rock." They said: Trace minerals interact with deeply held secrets.

And, the "Third Man Theme" was a famous song by Henry Mancini and was written for a movie or something. I don't know the story because it was from when I was too young to notice such things as that. So, I will have to look it up or ask someone what the story was.

I don't remember the exact wording of the other references to the TDARMS, but I will look it up later... and now...

I have to go to bed as I am almost unable to hold my head up...

Ark to Laura
Date sent:         Sun, 20 Jul 1997 08:02:07

It is funny, but now I feel like only yesterday the negative effects of Goettingen and Dijon diappeared. I feel like being myself again. So, two weeks were needed indeed.

And yes, I will take all the necessary precautions, look for spies and guns and even more because I know how to be somewhat paranoid. So all will be okay and alright. I do not and will not feel invincible, I will think of myself being vulnerable and constantly will monitor for weak spots. And there will still be space for some mushiness . The second wave is coming perhaps Thursday, but our Overseer may be forced to send a third and fourth wave ... who knows? So we are prepared for the worst but hoping for the best.
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Ark to Laura
Date sent:         Sun, 20 Jul 1997 11:34:14

Have succeeded calling Iza. Telephones and electricity are not working at mother's place. Iza is taking care. Is just going to see mother and to bring water. One can buy drinking water in supermarkets - which is a good news. At present there is no water at mother's place - which is also good because I will be able to get home when in Wroclaw. So, at present the main problem is electricity and telephones. We will see what will happen when the second wave comes. It is still raining in the South but perhaps this time somebody will do something about it and there ARE ways of doing something by directing the river onto the fields. They did not do it before because farmers were protesting and the government refused to cover their losses. But this time perhaps it will not be that bad. We will see. So we know better now.

Ark to Laura
Date sent:         Sun, 20 Jul 1997 11:55:47

Honey, I go now to pack, then to see Marco, to close the work on the paper, perhaps will go to the station to get a couchette, then will be back....

Laura to Ark
Date sent:                  Sun, 20 Jul 97 15:21:28 GMT

Well, I will call before you go...

How are you getting to the station?

The sun WAS shining... but now it is getting gray and I hear thunder... I wonder who the "overseer" is HERE!!! He is NOT doing as good a job as your guy is!!

But, the pool is crystal clear, so as long as our heads are clear, we can be aware.

And, remember to drink only bottled, preferably distilled, water....

That was the last email for ten days.

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