TexasBornAndRaised I`m sorry if you feeled that i was insulting you. It was not my intention and its out of my mind to insult anybody for anything.
I ( as many other members ) just want to point you to the WAVE series. Laura there describes similar phenomenon so you may get little more knowledge from there so you will have a wider context to explain your experience.
Our experiences can get a new perspective as we acquire new knowledge so we are able to explain to ourselves more of our experiences in a more wider context.
Dont feel offended when somebody recommends you to read something or to learn something.Its not an insult and you should not take it as somebody is saying that you are uneducated or something like that. Its just helping you, guiding you to step one step further, one step higher.That is what we do here. We are helping each other to progress, to learn , to do the work. Only on that way we can see more clearly our objective reality more clear.
I said that you perspective is distorted, not that you were hallucinating. That means that many things can alter our awareness, our perspective of reality. There are many articles on the SoTT where man similar thing are explained.That is why we are trying to correct our diet, to self-observe our behavior , to take many different supplements,to learn new things, to build one big and very well connected network so we can connect each-other and discuss many ideas with an open mind. We do all this to maintain our bodies and mind to work the optimal way.And why we do that ? We do that because its the only way we can see the bigger and clearer picture of our objective reality. And by seeing that we have the free will to do.
Every newbie on this forum is getting the same recommendations, about reading the wave, the guidelines and main threads and books.
Accept my apology if by any means you feel offended by my comments.