Phill4
The Living Force
Hi all,
I wanted to share a dream last night, i've been having a hard time having what i call 'honest' dreams, been experiencing lots of tension and emotional stress, i mean honest dream a real dream where your mind floats and navigates a story unlike the ones i get regulary which are bland and a repetition of the previous day.
Last night i endured a pretty awful nightmare, horrible insects, a doomed house that was collapsing because it was cursed, flying demonic creatures, sinckholes, chase, panic, death and teleporting, i was warning the family in it, in the dream it was people ive never seen, the i realized they werent my real damily.
It is confusing, but the vividness and the terror of having to fight huge morphing insects, demons, and several situations of betryal and nasty stuff all together, struggless.
At one point in the dream my mind figued the fact it was a no win situation, it was like walking from one nightmare into another, with even less hope each time. Like if god was testing my hope.
In the dream i was trying to solve all these problems but as we moved forward the situation was just not getting any better. I was able to rest but the ideas of never ending struggle towards all kinds of enemies was just too much.
My feelings were not of victory, even though i survived and squashed insects and beat beasts up and killed demons, plus the cursed house and town, but rather a sensation that someone was forcing a world pf panic all around me. There were very strong negative energies surrounding this one dream. I even tried to fall back to sleep like if i was chasing something else or to check on the people that were with me.
I wanted to post it. It was very intense. Sadly i forgot many things throught the day, and my current state od evaluation of my situation is not yet concluded to form a coherent post. Some of the things i have been working on myself and discovered may be useful for many people but i can't dare to write on it yet. Till i figure it out completely.
Thanks for reading.
I wanted to share a dream last night, i've been having a hard time having what i call 'honest' dreams, been experiencing lots of tension and emotional stress, i mean honest dream a real dream where your mind floats and navigates a story unlike the ones i get regulary which are bland and a repetition of the previous day.
Last night i endured a pretty awful nightmare, horrible insects, a doomed house that was collapsing because it was cursed, flying demonic creatures, sinckholes, chase, panic, death and teleporting, i was warning the family in it, in the dream it was people ive never seen, the i realized they werent my real damily.
It is confusing, but the vividness and the terror of having to fight huge morphing insects, demons, and several situations of betryal and nasty stuff all together, struggless.
At one point in the dream my mind figued the fact it was a no win situation, it was like walking from one nightmare into another, with even less hope each time. Like if god was testing my hope.
In the dream i was trying to solve all these problems but as we moved forward the situation was just not getting any better. I was able to rest but the ideas of never ending struggle towards all kinds of enemies was just too much.
My feelings were not of victory, even though i survived and squashed insects and beat beasts up and killed demons, plus the cursed house and town, but rather a sensation that someone was forcing a world pf panic all around me. There were very strong negative energies surrounding this one dream. I even tried to fall back to sleep like if i was chasing something else or to check on the people that were with me.
I wanted to post it. It was very intense. Sadly i forgot many things throught the day, and my current state od evaluation of my situation is not yet concluded to form a coherent post. Some of the things i have been working on myself and discovered may be useful for many people but i can't dare to write on it yet. Till i figure it out completely.
Thanks for reading.