aaronfransen
Jedi Master
This is kind of a two part thingy.
The first one is personal, and I know we discourage personal questions but this one seems to me that it *might* have some general interest for others who have experienced the same thing:
About 20 years ago my aunt passed away. She was the kindest, gentlest person anyone in our family had ever known, and she went way too early (thanks to Cancer). At the time I had been doing a lot of reading about spiritualism etc. and was definitely in a "asking lots of questions" phase. So as I lay in bed the evening after the funeral, I thought to myself "Aunty Teresa, if anything of what I'm learning is real can you give me a sign?"
Well, as soon as I thought it, I absolutely felt her in the room...her or ... something? It literally took my breath away and, frankly scared the bejezus out of me. I said, out loud, "I'm sorry, I thought I could handle it but I can't!" The feeling went away immediately.
So long runup to question 1: Is it possible this was her, or is it more likely it was an STS entity trying to confuse me? (It would seem to me that I would be far from the only person this kind of thing happens to, hence the reason I'm asking ;) )
Question 2 is easier: Creativity, at it's essence, is STO, yes? It's the antithesis to entropy, creation instead of destruction. However, it's easy for creativity to be perverted for STS purposes.
As a sci-fi writer I depend on my imagination, and even with the realization that this energy can be perverted, is it important to cultivate our creativity?
Thanks all!
The first one is personal, and I know we discourage personal questions but this one seems to me that it *might* have some general interest for others who have experienced the same thing:
About 20 years ago my aunt passed away. She was the kindest, gentlest person anyone in our family had ever known, and she went way too early (thanks to Cancer). At the time I had been doing a lot of reading about spiritualism etc. and was definitely in a "asking lots of questions" phase. So as I lay in bed the evening after the funeral, I thought to myself "Aunty Teresa, if anything of what I'm learning is real can you give me a sign?"
Well, as soon as I thought it, I absolutely felt her in the room...her or ... something? It literally took my breath away and, frankly scared the bejezus out of me. I said, out loud, "I'm sorry, I thought I could handle it but I can't!" The feeling went away immediately.
So long runup to question 1: Is it possible this was her, or is it more likely it was an STS entity trying to confuse me? (It would seem to me that I would be far from the only person this kind of thing happens to, hence the reason I'm asking ;) )
Question 2 is easier: Creativity, at it's essence, is STO, yes? It's the antithesis to entropy, creation instead of destruction. However, it's easy for creativity to be perverted for STS purposes.
As a sci-fi writer I depend on my imagination, and even with the realization that this energy can be perverted, is it important to cultivate our creativity?
Thanks all!