The Living Force
In the same token, Menna, you can try to avoid over-analyzing what happened in this thread, and not give "mirrors" either if you don't want them yourself.
I remember what the C's said to me roughly 2 years ago when I asked them what is the best way for me to contribute to the forum and the experiment in general and they replied help others up the ladder. This has and always will stick with me as their response to me has a lot of responsibility in it a responsibility they believe I should act on. When posting on the forum I always look for ways to help by giving my view point on the forum. At the same time it is important for me not to fake anything. I was not where I wanted to be in life in 2014-2016 and needed to be more in life get into the trenches to get to a point where I am on the right track based on my personal standards. Its easy to give idealistic advice and harder to give realistic advice realistic advance comes from experience and knowledge IMO
I felt my esoteric progress far outweighed my society "in life" progress and I wanted it to be closer to the same. I am not saying one is better than the other however I chose to be here and I believe it is important to learn about both and progress in both. I am definitely closer to my non esoteric "in life" goals and have learned from my experiences and will hopefully at the right time when reading a post be able to share a helpful point of view. I posted less on the forum for me and only for me not because the forum is too this or too that or because of any forum member or any other reason. I needed to progress in life in a way that I wanted to. I still have far to go esoterically but now I feel more balanced and comfortable. I have and I am happy with the progress and I have learned about society and people and I have more of a balanced feeling of life and the information here. As a disclaimer to all forum members you can give me a mirror I don't have to ask for one I always want honest feedback from different levels.
I will also respect that forum and if I do not feel like engaging then I will not engage sort of like a give it my all or nothing type of mentality and I know that sounds black and white but for the importance of what is going on within the forum I feel that its the right mentality to have when relating to the forum from my level.