ESP???

[DGF]

You know if I could tell you or anyone, I would but to do so wouldn't be the best of ideas, trust me I've done it. It cost me dearly. I would kinda like to know what happened to oh about 50 post, but I can can guess. And I'm the one with the ego problem.

 

[Nawd]

Well A I read "The Wave" and most of the related material, I found a lot of things in my life that mirrored somewhat LKJ had learned from the C's. Like the 4th reich thing The C's told her, I figured out on my own in the same time frame. Also a lot stuff they said I had the same thoughts at about the same time. You see 94 was a really wild year for me, it wasn't the only one. 78, 80, 82, 84, 94, 02, 05, 07. Those years are what I like to call wild for lack of a more fitting word, I keep that close to my vest, as in not doing so would be problematic, I don't expect you to know of which I speak. I wpon't tell you, as it wouldn't do you any good, and it could cause me great trouble, then again maybe not, I'm not taking the risk. So as you might see, whilst I'm short of book, I'm long on experience. Then again some people never get it, cause they're to busy reading books, instead of finding out.



Happy

Hmmm you seem to have deleted one of your posts The one about discovering that you had an avitar of a supernova and how it was significant to you? What in that post that scared you the most? I was pondering writing a post to you, but then the one I was writing about disappeared and I failed to quote it. Maybe if you think about why you deleted it, you might get an idea of why you are acting the way you are.

Edited for: Well now you are saying 50 posts disappeared. Did you delete the last one or is there a technical issue that only effects you?

 

[anart]

It's not a technical issue. The bulk of DGF's posts have been noise and nothing more. All of the one liners and nonsensical posts were removed to reduce noise on the forum. To my knowledge, the post explaining his avatar was not removed, but since I did not do all of the removing, I can't say for certain.

 

[DGF]

I don't even no how to delete a post. Sorry for the blow out, but I've met up with the kind reception from people since I can remember even in my own family. I was hoping that this was a place for people that was of like mind and have been treated in such a manner as well.

 

[anart]

I don't even no how to delete a post. Sorry for the blow out, but I've met up with the kind reception from people since I can remember even in my own family. I was hoping that this was a place for people that was of like mind and have been treated in such a manner as well.

Please re-read the forum guidelines, and that should help you understand.

 

[DGF]

To answer the question as to what scares my the most, well dealing with the control freaks in a personal way, they're not nice folks.

 

[anart]

To answer the question as to what scares my the most, well dealing with the control freaks in a personal way, they're not nice folks.

It's unfortunate that you feel like forum guidelines and posting in an externally considerate manner equal 'control freaks'. I hope you find a forum more to your liking.

 

[Renaissance]

The thing is people are being straightforward with you, DGF, and calling you on your self centered posts. That's part of the work that is done here. Effort is made to make this forum healthy. However, most are so used to interacting through feeding dynamics and unhealthy ways of interacting that it become difficult to recognize sincere feedback and good boundaries for what they are. What has been said to you is not about control, nor is it about 'being nice'. If you were at all familiar with the Work, and Gurdjieffs system on which it is based, it would be a lot clearer for you. If seeking that information out isn't your cup of tea, then how can others possibly accommodate you when you refuse it?

 

[anart]

Hi DGF,

The moderators of the forum have decided to re-instate your posting privileges, on the premise that you weren't intentionally introducing noise to the forum, you simply didn't understand the purpose of this forum or how it works. So, what this means is that - if you choose to - you can continue to post on this forum. We do ask, quite strongly, that you refrain from posting one liners and from posting most thoughts that cross your mind, just because they cross your mind. This forum is very active (over 9000 posts a month, all of which are read by moderators) and very serious, so it has standards that are quite unusual, compared to other internet forums. So, please, think before you post and decide whether what you're writing will be worth the time and energy of those who read your posts.

If you would also re-read the forum guidelines - completely - that would be a big help, so you understand why we are here and what we do. That will prevent further interactions with moderators trying to help you get in the groove with what goes on here. The forum guidelines are found here - http://cassiopaea.org/forum/index.php/topic,13777.0.html

Hopefully you understand and we'll see you around the forum.

 

[Crystla24]

Just so DGF feels like someone does understand (and prolly as familiar around here, newbie-wise as DGF), I will put my 2-sense in FWIW.

When I came to this forum, I felt kind of bombarded with control and authority, which provoked me into defending myself, or internally going in a defensive mode. There are a few ways you can look at it, and maybe more ways than I suggest but for one, what insecurity in you triggered and what can you do to learn about yourself.

Maybe you are triggering other people, then what are you doing to not be externally considerate of those around you and in your environment. Secondly, I think when I came to this forum I underestimated the people that were here. I thought I had a lot to offer (and still might ;) ), but I have been blown away that I have found a populace here that is not the sheepish general public and actually do have quite a grip on what we are searching for. The point being, maybe you feel you have something to share, and they are trying to teach you something at the same time.

As for the rules!...lol, I have a hard time conforming to anything, but I have looked around briefly in other forums, and they are so full of crap I don't even read through a whole thread. The organization of this forum and the fact that every single post has a presence and meaning is very special. If you are truly searching for the Truth, any type of criticism (healthy or not) would not deter you anyway. I think, respecting the rules does help weed out the people who really do just show up here on a whim, with out any serious commitment, those that left take this all very seriously and frankly, those are the type of people I feel I can more openly share with and know I can get honest feedback. Sorry, I was getting sentimental there :)

I just recall, feeling the way DGF feels when I first got here and how I see the good in it now. Coming from a newer persons perspective, maybe guiding newbies toward material that the concensus has read, not so forcefully recommended. It is not truly suggestion if the only answer for the recipient is your way or no way. When a suggestion is made the newbie should feel no pressure other than his/her own decision to do so, although do note that some of these materials are what the forum surrounds. This Gurdjieff pressure does get to me a bit, I find it fascinating and aligned with my own experiences, but I think we all have something natural that brings us here to begin with! I worry about getting too caught up in it all too fast and losing what my life is showing me, some of the concepts here need a little time to resonate with the new people, it is not really an overnight transition. FWIW

Mod's note: Added paragraphs to facilitate the reading.

 

[DGF]

Thank You, for your words of guidance Crystla24. You are wise beyond your years.

 

[DGF]

I do apologize for what that has been viewed as self centered post. In retospect I can see how they can viewed in such a way. I can assure you all that it wasn't my intent for the post, but I do see your point and will be more thoughtful in the future.

 

[Cyre2067]

As for the rules!...lol, I have a hard time conforming to anything, but I have looked around briefly in other forums, and they are so full of crap I don't even read through a whole thread. The organization of this forum and the fact that every single post has a presence and meaning is very special. If you are truly searching for the Truth, any type of criticism (healthy or not) would not deter you anyway. I think, respecting the rules does help weed out the people who really do just show up here on a whim, with out any serious commitment, those that left take this all very seriously and frankly, those are the type of people I feel I can more openly share with and know I can get honest feedback. Sorry, I was getting sentimental there :)

I think that is the crux of the matter. This forum is not like any other on the web, and the rules provide the newbie with the background info that allows them to understand the purpose and methodology that guide our interactions. FWIW the mods do the best job they can, and its tough to walk that line of understanding the newbies' position as well as iterating what it is we are all about. Bottom line - if the newcomer has no interest in The Work or Gurdjieff then there is really no place for them here and they'd probably enjoy interactioning on a less Work-oriented forum that specializes in psi phenomenon, and there are a myriad of those on the web.

 

[forge]

Hardware repair feat

*Solution received that simply couldn't have been known.

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ESP i think is a normal function of consciousness for those who originally had 135 chromosome pairs and now only have 23. Information is coming from somewhere, most of us read a lot of speculations from where.

I have no electromechanical training. My god-father is an electric engineer and did show me how delicately computer equipment should be handled.

During moving back to our house in the country (from my rented room in the capitol) i didn't paid enough attention putting back my monitor, a very rare, quality
19" LCD/TFT VP950b, that has super NTSC colors (US)
_http://ap.viewsonic.com/me/products/productspecs.php?id=345
and with force i pushed it into its polystyrene form multiple times to get it into its cardboard box. Its leg has a strong spring and kicked back a couple of times and the monitor fell hard on its packaging.

This monitor was expensive in its 19" class, has big pixel size (letters are composed from big points and are super easy to see) is very good for my deteriorating vision and perfect for my (to light) super-sensitive eyes. It has it's quality features, was hard to come by (naturally), of course was discontinued already by the time of purchase.
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Upon unboxing and leaving it on the couch for hours to reach room temperature i noticed it had a dysfunction, displaying green ants in black everywhere and darker parts of images were vibrating in this bright green.

I was despairing since i had no money to buy a new one or get this repaired. I noticed that by switching it on and leaving it to "warm up" (it should have functioned perfectly right after switching on any time as it did before moving) the picture became normal.

However the green vibration came back several times no matter how much it was left "warming up". On the second day i angrily grabbed its sides and pushed the backside in a little and until i held it pushed in, the green vibration disappeared. This worked most of the time after a few minutes of warming up. After going on like this for a month, the monitor was getting worse, "warm up" times got longer and me angrier because i couldn't work with graphics. Switching it on today afternoon, wanting to seriously work on graphics and looking at the green vibration again and getting desperate i got the following thoughts:

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- The flat top of the monitor should receive a couple of strong slaps with the palm of hand then the flat bottom of the display portion should also receive same treatment.

Slapping the top i noticed white flash every time going along the display. After doing above suggestion, i'm writing now on a perfectly functioning monitor, which has just been switched on, no long minutes of "warming up" is required.

I hope this suggestion was not coming from Malachi Martins source, he was describing a demonic entity giving a radio host meteorological data tips and heavy traffic tips, these the radio host could not have known in the book Hostage to Devil.

I have always accessed solutions this way during my life and can only hope, but cannot know, that maybe, hopefully this is an ideal scenario, that the source is my higher self or some part of normal consciousness and _not_ a malevolent demonic attachment trying to get promoted.