False awakening, sleep paralysis, or stuck in dreamland

Thank you @iamthatis . On my part, I do not hear audible voices, they come to me as thoughts. With cognitive behavioral therapy, this looks like my self-talk which I am still practicing since 5-6 years ago. I liked this verse in the bible to reflect then. :D

2 Corinthians 10:5 (KJV)
5 Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.

(NIV)
5 We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.

Also, I asked some friends about their experiences with the "spirit" and how long they are into the thing till they developed hallucinations or schizophrenia. I also am looking into my experiences and recalling the first time I had hallucinations or visions. I asked some who I have given these visions or prayers and two of them recall that I told them how their past looks like and their concern at the moment which I am also troubled and now, I can confirm that there is someone giving me these info. One evidence is the obvious that how can one know someone's past with them sharing; second, whenever I told them I about it, I can no longer remember how and what I said so they cant be from me and cant be my thoughts. I will take a look at SRT when I have exhausted all means I can think of with diet, sleep, etc. I think I have also shared a dream about it here Spirit release dream. I am still gathering info about this and have read few pages on SRT but my laptop was broken :/ as I read a pdf version only. At this time while I compile and know more about those odd stuff, I want to improve my sleep. 🫶

Can I ask which thread did you read it? :)

Sorry for the noise for this thread. 🙏🙏
 
Just an update, I had another dream that I am wrestling with an entity again. I dont know how I got into that space in my dream. I mean there is that space where you are wrestling but you cannot feel the pain and another where it feels so real. This one I had is it tried to press me on my side and it was very painful. I was shouting calling to God and praying in the dream.

I am very thankful for the latest session as it has enlightened me about the things I experience. Before, it makes me afraid to go back to sleep after a nightmare, now I just told myself to not be afraid and I now know better.

I just want to share, I have been sensing these dense energies for some time whether Im in my room, in churches and other places. All I know before as I have continually describe and as how I understood it is they are passing frequencies. The thought that they are 4D STS entities hasnt really occured to me because I am not also aware of them and probably I am also in a state of denial because it/they have been very helpful to me. And though I cannot deny the obvious, I figured to examine these things slowly while I learn to be more aware of my experience than to completely shut off or deny them. I didnt know where to start finding answers in text aside from Laura's books so I also rely on the experiences I read here and some of the people outside of the forum. The sessions have been so insightful and I no longer engage with these entities. I think they come near me because I entertain them before and probably why I pick up these energies.

Better diet helped me more though it has been a challenge since I work on a night shift now. The crystals helped me a lot with sleep and melatonin supplement too, taking it every other day. :D
 
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