Had a strange feeling, like an invisible barrier

[BallsOfLight]

Maybe a week ago I had this feeling when i wanted to make a decision. I wanted to do it before but I had my reasons why I couldn't. I wanted to write on paper my ideal partner, my friend told me it worked for him and a man and woman he knew told him that they both did that and it worked for them. The possibility opened up for me to do it and as I was walking at night to my dorm I thought of it and a feeling like there is some kind of invisible barrier came on me. I literally imagined and moved my hand like I am going to write it and it was kind of heavy, I could do it but it is like something tells me 'don't'.
And I am now halfway through the last part of knowledge and being lectures and Laura was talking about decisions and how they shape our reality. So I don't know what to think of it. Maybe I am just overthinking all this.
If any of you have some answers for this feeling, I would appreciate it.

 

[whitecoast]

The possibility opened up for me to do it and as I was walking at night to my dorm I thought of it and a feeling like there is some kind of invisible barrier came on me. I literally imagined and moved my hand like I am going to write it and it was kind of heavy, I could do it but it is like something tells me 'don't'.

That, lukap295, is our friend called Resistance. I know the knowledge and being videos are largely about spirit attachments, but resistance can have many causes. Fortunately they all have solutions. The most important one is will and discipline. This is a force that helps destroy resistance by making new neural connections. I called Resistance a friend because even if it is an obstacle to doing what you want, it can help you remember yourself and grow your will.

The next time you experience that Resistance you can say to it, “hello Resistance, I acknowledge your existence, and I thank you for helping me remember myself and grow my will. But you won’t enjoy it so you might as well leave.” And then you carry out your will. And every time you struggle you create more freedom in your mind to make and carry out different choices.

If you haven’t watched the video Laura posted in this thread, I think it could help you.

Interview with Mel Robbins

A truly interesting discussion about how our brains control us, and how to get out of our heads and change our lives.

cassiopaea.org

 

[BallsOfLight]

That, lukap295, is our friend called Resistance. I know the knowledge and being videos are largely about spirit attachments, but resistance can have many causes. Fortunately they all have solutions. The most important one is will and discipline. This is a force that helps destroy resistance by making new neural connections. I called Resistance a friend because even if it is an obstacle to doing what you want, it can help you remember yourself and grow your will.

The next time you experience that Resistance you can say to it, “hello Resistance, I acknowledge your existence, and I thank you for helping me remember myself and grow my will. But you won’t enjoy it so you might as well leave.” And then you carry out your will. And every time you struggle you create more freedom in your mind to make and carry out different choices.

If you haven’t watched the video Laura posted in this thread, I think it could help you.

Interview with Mel Robbins

A truly interesting discussion about how our brains control us, and how to get out of our heads and change our lives.

cassiopaea.org

Hey, thanks for answering. I don't see how discipline is connected to writing a list. I can see, for example, if I wanted to go to the gym, first day I would be fired up, but the next day I could feel that resistance, but that is because I don't have a habit of going to the gym. By going through that wall I would be closer to forming that habit.
When I mentioned those decisions that Laura talks about, I was thinking more like something didn't want me to take that path, like some kind of intuition or maybe it was just some kind of fear.
And still, I don't know how writing a list of your ideal partner can attract someone in your life. All I know it worked for those people I mentioned before. I don't know how could I feel that resistance if I am not 100% sure it would work.