Cyre2067
The Living Force
So i've been experiencing this odd bit lately and i figured id share with the group. Everyday M-F i work from 730-4 est. Alot of the time im reading b/c my job has lots of downtime. Anyway, i usually lunch at the same time 1215-1pm everday, and since i finish my lunch in about 10 minutes i use the rest of the time to zone-out, nap, meditate or whatever. It usually begins with me consciously reviewing material i had just read, looking for insights, any "Ah Ha!"s that were buried that didnt consciously register, and then i fall asleep. Its not real sleep, b/c i wake up 1-2 minutes within where i need to wake up every time. It started as an excercise in sleeping and waking on consciously inputted intents. Like, i intend to wake up approximately around 1 oclock and it just worked out naturally. Eventually i would "fade out" by empting my head of thought and relaxing. This is the same way i put myself to sleep at night.
Now the weirdness: few the last few weeks i've noticed, maybe once or twice a week while im napping i wake up with the sensation that i've been gone a long time. Not that i've been asleep, but that i've been "gone", or "not there" and when i wake up, its more like "Coming back" or "finding myself" and regaining normal consciousness. I dont think this is an abduction type senario, doesn't feel like that. It's more as if i leave my body, do something which i cannot recall, and then return. The feeling today was so prevelant i couldn't write it off as another random feeling anymore.
I can't astral project, and I've never had an OOBE that i can recall. Its just feels in my mind that i've been gone for longer time then is possible and when i look at my watch im amazed that its the same day only 30 minutes or so later. Any explainations?
Now the weirdness: few the last few weeks i've noticed, maybe once or twice a week while im napping i wake up with the sensation that i've been gone a long time. Not that i've been asleep, but that i've been "gone", or "not there" and when i wake up, its more like "Coming back" or "finding myself" and regaining normal consciousness. I dont think this is an abduction type senario, doesn't feel like that. It's more as if i leave my body, do something which i cannot recall, and then return. The feeling today was so prevelant i couldn't write it off as another random feeling anymore.
I can't astral project, and I've never had an OOBE that i can recall. Its just feels in my mind that i've been gone for longer time then is possible and when i look at my watch im amazed that its the same day only 30 minutes or so later. Any explainations?