Hi Temperance :) Thanks for your advice. I have spent a lot of time contemplating exactly what you have suggested, and I will definitely read the High Strangeness information. The main point if my post really was to just get some advice about whether or not I was on the right track. I didn't come away feeling special or anything. More like I went "home" and I certainly didn't post to state to others that I was somehow special ! Thanks again for your advicve :)Hello, it would be wise to take a step back, and read High Strangeness or other of Laura's material covering ufology, and Hostage to the Devil, which can show how dangerous some phenomena can be, and how we can be deceived by intelligences that may not have our best interests at heart. In understanding how these things may hurt us, what the pitfalls are, and how to work on ourselves, we gain knowledge, which will protect us. Among the new age crowd, the number of people that see things in meditation and find themselves special are a dime a dozen, and not one of them believes they're being deceived, so caution in this regards pays off dividends.