KingTiger
Jedi
I have been a regular reader of the forum and member of FOTCM for almost 4 years.
Last year (Jan 24, 2014) I posted about contributing more as a member with a new direction. I may have not wrote much original additional material, but always meant too. I could not decide if it would be just noise. I still have moved forward in my study and knowledge in all areas.
Now that the direction of this forum and FOTCM has become more important by validation of recent events occurring, I would like some advice on how I can help do what is required of me so I participate as an active member.
My situation as a member has resulted in very little networking, even though I have tried to begin some forms of conversation in the past year on this forum in some way, but it seemed that my efforts were not enough to gain any trust with the group. Or that I am not considered as genuine and just a person following the latest trends.
Keep in mind that the knowledge I have gained by reading suggest works; “Earth Changes and the Human-Cosmic Connection”, 30 years among the dead (suggested by the Knowledge and Being information), various suggested psychology works etc. and continual working on meditation with EE (helping my sons with this); I have found the direction of the truth in which I have always desired to know; but I thirst to learn more and apply the knowledge I have gained.
Being the only member in an entire state (at least to my understanding) is very lonely. I have been trying to apply the Work principles by helping those (though knowledge) not familiar with these areas of thinking. This is very often discouraging for me, since most of the interactions I have, I must delicately discuss different ideas, which is meet with very ridged belief systems based on the culture in my area. Most of the insights I share would not even be considered as anything viable or serious; even though, I do make my case well enough, I seem to distance myself with friends, which make it more difficult in doing anything other than preparation with myself though knowledge.
As a matter of fact, I don't even know my standing in FOTCM at all, so this request on more direction would be moot.
Is there someone I can connect with though email or other means so I may apply networking with other members? Someone that I can consider as a friend that may suggest what I could do to use my talents to help others? I have felt I am not resonating at all, like I am doing something wrong and for some reason, swept under the rug. I know some comments I have made on the forum may have not been appropriate, but I felt I tried to rectify the best I could and be considered as someone to have an active discussion with.
I do love reading this board, SOTT and listening to all that is available. I feel like I am going to lose that most precious piece of communication with our higher selves, which I’d looked for most excitedly every day! I was ready to accept that this distance with you all, is part of my lessons in this life and further progress is not possible for me which I must suffer a set fate of insufficient knowledge but be drowned in desire to serve but unable, like a man that lost something very precious, only to think that it was just a dream.
I do hope that I can make the correct decisions which could bring me some comfort in these times, that I may protect my family any way possible.
What I have learned all these years here I will hold in my heart, I don't need acceptance, for I know I what I know and that gives me some peace and that I am grateful.
Please is there anyone that can help me… Anyone?
Last year (Jan 24, 2014) I posted about contributing more as a member with a new direction. I may have not wrote much original additional material, but always meant too. I could not decide if it would be just noise. I still have moved forward in my study and knowledge in all areas.
Now that the direction of this forum and FOTCM has become more important by validation of recent events occurring, I would like some advice on how I can help do what is required of me so I participate as an active member.
My situation as a member has resulted in very little networking, even though I have tried to begin some forms of conversation in the past year on this forum in some way, but it seemed that my efforts were not enough to gain any trust with the group. Or that I am not considered as genuine and just a person following the latest trends.
Keep in mind that the knowledge I have gained by reading suggest works; “Earth Changes and the Human-Cosmic Connection”, 30 years among the dead (suggested by the Knowledge and Being information), various suggested psychology works etc. and continual working on meditation with EE (helping my sons with this); I have found the direction of the truth in which I have always desired to know; but I thirst to learn more and apply the knowledge I have gained.
Being the only member in an entire state (at least to my understanding) is very lonely. I have been trying to apply the Work principles by helping those (though knowledge) not familiar with these areas of thinking. This is very often discouraging for me, since most of the interactions I have, I must delicately discuss different ideas, which is meet with very ridged belief systems based on the culture in my area. Most of the insights I share would not even be considered as anything viable or serious; even though, I do make my case well enough, I seem to distance myself with friends, which make it more difficult in doing anything other than preparation with myself though knowledge.
As a matter of fact, I don't even know my standing in FOTCM at all, so this request on more direction would be moot.
Is there someone I can connect with though email or other means so I may apply networking with other members? Someone that I can consider as a friend that may suggest what I could do to use my talents to help others? I have felt I am not resonating at all, like I am doing something wrong and for some reason, swept under the rug. I know some comments I have made on the forum may have not been appropriate, but I felt I tried to rectify the best I could and be considered as someone to have an active discussion with.
I do love reading this board, SOTT and listening to all that is available. I feel like I am going to lose that most precious piece of communication with our higher selves, which I’d looked for most excitedly every day! I was ready to accept that this distance with you all, is part of my lessons in this life and further progress is not possible for me which I must suffer a set fate of insufficient knowledge but be drowned in desire to serve but unable, like a man that lost something very precious, only to think that it was just a dream.
I do hope that I can make the correct decisions which could bring me some comfort in these times, that I may protect my family any way possible.
What I have learned all these years here I will hold in my heart, I don't need acceptance, for I know I what I know and that gives me some peace and that I am grateful.
Please is there anyone that can help me… Anyone?