D Rusak
Jedi Council Member
Hi all,
I've been contemplating a lot the idea of programs. Now that I've been able to observe myself somewhat, I feel like I keep running the same programs over and over again. I'm not really sure what to do about it (if indeed I can Do anything). At first I tried to switch channels shall we say- change to spend my time on different projects. But anytime I am not paying attention, and sometimes even when I am, I find myself drifting back into the same or similar patterns of action.
I know that the idea of figuring out which myth or archetype one is portraying in a situation can help. What I'm confused about is, once figuring this out- should we consciously choose to enact the role in that myth, thus fufilling the experience and being done with it, or do we just move on to a different role? It seems like enacting the role would be like Identifying but I'm not at all sure about this- I am very confused.
A song that sums up how I feel:
I've been contemplating a lot the idea of programs. Now that I've been able to observe myself somewhat, I feel like I keep running the same programs over and over again. I'm not really sure what to do about it (if indeed I can Do anything). At first I tried to switch channels shall we say- change to spend my time on different projects. But anytime I am not paying attention, and sometimes even when I am, I find myself drifting back into the same or similar patterns of action.
I know that the idea of figuring out which myth or archetype one is portraying in a situation can help. What I'm confused about is, once figuring this out- should we consciously choose to enact the role in that myth, thus fufilling the experience and being done with it, or do we just move on to a different role? It seems like enacting the role would be like Identifying but I'm not at all sure about this- I am very confused.
A song that sums up how I feel:
I just feel very tired of the same old, same old.John Fogerty said:Oh, put me in coach- I'm ready to play today;
Put me in coach- I'm ready to play today;
Look at me, I can be STO 4D