Muxel
Dagobah Resident
I've had sleep paralysis ever since I was a kid. My very first time I could not breathe, and "broke out" of the paralysis gasping for air and heart pounding away in my chest. I told my mom and she said it was because I was a "naughty boy". Sometimes a whole day would go by before my conscious mind remembered that I had sleep paralysis that morning (I think this is because my subconscious was still dominant at the moment of attack). Sometimes I get what I can only describe as cluster sleep paralysis—where it hits me over and over while I "shrug" it off repeatedly in hopes of finally falling asleep in peace. If I'm lucky, I get a "mild" attack, where my breathing is relaxed. A usual bout of sleep paralysis includes: slow suffocation, unbearable discomfort in paralyzed body position that drives my brain wild with frenzy, huge amounts of "energy" put into convulsing the neck area which "jumpstarts" my body out of sleep paralysis (the big toe is somehow immune to sleep paralysis but wiggling it achieves nothing).
Doing a forum search, it is disappointing to find that no one has directly addressed this subject, rather it is mentioned in passing or referenced in some other context. I note that the only forum member who has constantly brought up sleep paralysis, is davey72. Are davey72 and I the only ones here suffering from sleep paralysis? Do the majority of people experience it, say, once or twice in their entire lives, go "Gee that was bad" and then forget about it?
It's as if there's an information blackout on sleep paralysis. Nobody seems to talk about it, nobody has an answer, nobody is willing to "go there". The first time I had sleep paralysis, I already knew that my mom would not comprehend if I told her. I knew that telling the doctor would be silly. To be faced with despairing knowledge like that at such a young age! Why isn't sleep paralysis brought out into the open? Is it because sleep paralysis is part of the unspoken hyperdimensional reality? Like the people in Ancient Britain who considered the faery folk (Greys) a taboo. Deep down, they know the Darkness instinctively, so they shut their eyes, shut their windows, and hope that someone else becomes the "sacrifice" for that night. Is that what sleep paralysis is? "Electronic wave diversion"?
If anybody has any answers...
Doing a forum search, it is disappointing to find that no one has directly addressed this subject, rather it is mentioned in passing or referenced in some other context. I note that the only forum member who has constantly brought up sleep paralysis, is davey72. Are davey72 and I the only ones here suffering from sleep paralysis? Do the majority of people experience it, say, once or twice in their entire lives, go "Gee that was bad" and then forget about it?
It's as if there's an information blackout on sleep paralysis. Nobody seems to talk about it, nobody has an answer, nobody is willing to "go there". The first time I had sleep paralysis, I already knew that my mom would not comprehend if I told her. I knew that telling the doctor would be silly. To be faced with despairing knowledge like that at such a young age! Why isn't sleep paralysis brought out into the open? Is it because sleep paralysis is part of the unspoken hyperdimensional reality? Like the people in Ancient Britain who considered the faery folk (Greys) a taboo. Deep down, they know the Darkness instinctively, so they shut their eyes, shut their windows, and hope that someone else becomes the "sacrifice" for that night. Is that what sleep paralysis is? "Electronic wave diversion"?
If anybody has any answers...