Spiritual awakening

[Mr Meowgi]

I didn't really know where to put this, I did it offline and sent a copy to Laura as it is far too strange for me to even comprehend. If you feel it needs to be moved to another part of the forum please do so. This was an experience I recently had and have not been the same since. I gained deep perspective from it. I have only edited my name out of it other than that it is as written.

Laura

First and foremost I would like to thank you and your group for all your all of your hard work in the art of shining lights in dark corners, and as teachers and mentors. I found The Sign of The Times page in November 2002 while researching Gnosticism, completely by accident I thought at the time but now know better.
I am bringing this issue/ incident directly to you because you are most likely one of the few on the planet that can fully understand what happened to me. Between January 21st and 22nd of this year I had what I can only deem as a massive spiritual experience with high angels ( 6D ).
From about ten pm. on Sunday night I was very uncomfortable, my wife and I were watching the two airplane movies from the 1970s and although I laughed my head off I could not stay still. My wife fell asleep but I could not as hard as I tried. I ended up going downstairs muddling around, going outside, and having problems catching my breath, couldn’t drink enough water as well as being physically agitated in general.
I took a shower, went outside again, listened to music and had a beer to no effect. I finally end up in the middle of the living room floor in a full blown panic attack of which I thought was a heart attack and my wife will find me dead in the morning. I literally crawled into the kitchen to grab a paper bag to keep myself from hyperventilating. This goes on for three hours or so to various degrees and I kept the paper bag close the whole time.
I go up and take another shower about five a.m. and start hearing all sorts of noises and voices coming down from above (literally) many voices. One said to me that they were sorry they had to put me through that but that they had been with me all of my life guiding me and preparing me for what is to come, and for the rest of the day I was told what to do and why by the entities. It was not quite a possession but close.
After being told to wake my wife up with a cup of coffee, I started speaking in third person to her about her life, my life, and our life together and how we are twin stars. Our paths have crossed for many years prior to being together and we were born three years and one day apart and are polar opposites. The details that came out were so on the mark it was scary. I could stop it yes and say,” That wasn’t me”, but was told what to do and why for the entire day. One of the entities did all of the talking, but the rest were always there in the background. I could see them as well.
Next while sitting with my wife I was told that I was being taken off the cross so to speak and would feel great pain as all of the nails of life and such would be removed. The pain was excruciating! This went on for an hour or so with many phases of which I was told of each one, and why it was happening. Once the process was complete I felt much better, uplifted and actually glowing.
I was told of the future, the past, what to eat, the battles to come and why and where we would live. (My wife and I had just spent time in Cuenca Ecuador the year before) Cuenca was the location, my music would major part in this as I write, and the people who would be involved with all this were revealed. There were future conversations I would have as well as many other things I was told and shown. This all happened three days before my fifty fifth birthday.
There were many other strange happening similar in scope to the ones above but the one I am about to describe takes the cake. I was sat down with my smart phone and did a text to two people of which I had no control over or very little not using the actual keys but the suggested word boxes. My right index finger went back and forth on this function without my control and with such speed it was insane. My friend texted me later asking if I was okay, I had to call him to explain. He told me what I sent him was impossible for a human to do in the time allotted. It was not gibberish either it was an ongoing story that I just kept typing from 12:50pm est. to1:33pm est. It was automatic texting and it went out to both my best friends. I don’t know if it was just proof that what happened to me actually did or what but that is the best explanation I have come up with to this point.
One other thing happened that I will get into, I think at this point though you get the crux of the matter. All of the computers and my mobile phone went crazy. I was shown how to protect myself online and on the phone. I was sat at my computer and shown exactly what I should do before I go online. My Malwarebytes program was set up for me and I was told to scan before I go online every time without fail. The mobile phone went crazy as well and a green screen that I had never seen before came up and I was chatting to these entities on the phone.
I am only going to touch on this but it is about my wife. She is STO as well, 145 IQ but naïve sometimes when helping people. She used to roll her eyes at me when I would speak of SOTT and your work but now sees things differently. She is starting to see the world for what it really is. Stubbornly succumbing is what I will call it. I act as her Pitbull, but she doesn’t always listen.
Perhaps I just needed to document this event in my life but I figured bringing it to you wouldn’t hurt either. I admire your tenacity and willingness to say ( NO this is not right!) and to tell the truth to the best of your ability. There are very few in this world who do and get away with it. Neil young is another who has and still does scream at them and gets away with it. He must have a strong guardian angel. Thanks for reading this!

Respectfully
Mr. Meowgi

 

[Oxajil]

I took a shower, went outside again, listened to music and had a beer to no effect. I finally end up in the middle of the living room floor in a full blown panic attack of which I thought was a heart attack and my wife will find me dead in the morning. I literally crawled into the kitchen to grab a paper bag to keep myself from hyperventilating. This goes on for three hours or so to various degrees and I kept the paper bag close the whole time.

That sounds pretty serious, and worrying. You mentioned in one of your posts that your doctor has said that you have a bipolar disorder. Psychosis can also occur with this type of disorder (during a manic episode), and I think it is likely that that is what you experienced. I would highly recommend to talk to your doctor or therapist about your experiences. The brain is quite complex, and in some cases when there is a certain imbalance, we can see and hear things that do not exist except in our mind! This is likely the case considering your specific health situation. I would also advise against consuming alcohol and to follow your doctor's recommendations instead. Take good care, Mr Meowgi.

 

[Chu]

I took a shower, went outside again, listened to music and had a beer to no effect. I finally end up in the middle of the living room floor in a full blown panic attack of which I thought was a heart attack and my wife will find me dead in the morning. I literally crawled into the kitchen to grab a paper bag to keep myself from hyperventilating. This goes on for three hours or so to various degrees and I kept the paper bag close the whole time.

That sounds pretty serious, and worrying. You mentioned in one of your posts that your doctor has said that you have a bipolar disorder. Psychosis can also occur with this type of disorder (during a manic episode), and I think it is likely that that is what you experienced. I would highly recommend to talk to your doctor or therapist about your experiences. The brain is quite complex, and in some cases when there is a certain imbalance, we can see and hear things that do not exist except in our mind! This is likely the case considering your specific health situation. I would also advise against consuming alcohol and to follow your doctor's recommendations instead. Take good care, Mr Meowgi.

Ditto to all the above, Mr Meowgi! In situations like this, I think it's better to consult with a professional asap. Your wife is probably more than willing to help you, if you let her accompany you through the process of getting professional help. Given how much you seem to love her, maybe you should think about her safety above all, and how she must worry when you have episodes like this, not to mention how terrible it would be for her if something bad happened to you. So, for her sake and yours, doctors are the way to go, IMO. Take care!

 

[Renaissance]

I agree it does sound very much like an severe manic episode. Last November you mentioned you'd like to try and manage your bi-polar ups and downs without medication:

I am diagnosed bipolar, have been for 6 years. I am at current on lamotrigine, generic for Lamictal. Now I would like to try to manage this without meds if possible. Being on a manic high has its advantages as I feel like I can be a better channel for all that is. The downside is being a bit nuts and out of control. I know I cannot control this thing without help, so I am reaching out to find a shaman for some guidance. I myself fall into the shaman category, among other things. Thanks for the interest in helping me with this issue. Meowgi

And that you were considering managing it with alcohol:

Thanks thinking fingers! I will take any and all advisement. I live in the north east US so golf season is almost over. For the last two months I had been considering joining the YMCA as I like to swim and we have a beautiful place close to my house. Being bipolar is a gift as well as a curse, depending on how it is managed. I am just looking for natural ways of dealing with it rather than medicating it. Churchill managed his with alcohol, the problem with me is I am also an addictive personality so have to be really really careful with alcohol.

If you did go off your medication and were drinking, that could explain a lot. From your descriptions, it sounds like you have a good wife. What does she think about what you are going through? You mentioned that you are her 'pitbull' but she doesn't always listen. My guess is that this is a good time for you to be listening to her and let her be your 'pitbull'.

I'd suggest getting in contact with your therapist about this ASAP and tell him or her everything you described above, and follow the advice of professionals. I'm sure that the consideration that this experience isn't what you think it is would be pretty uncomfortable. But to come down on the other side in severe depression could be much worse than that discomfort, both for you and your wife. So, I agree with others, that seeing a doctor the way to go.

 

[theos]

I agree with the others, Mr. Meowgi. You seem to be putting far too much weight into these happenings being spiritual episodes when really they just sound like a manic phase. You should see your doctor ASAP. Nothing to be ashamed of. These things happen.

 

[Mr Meowgi]

Perhaps I did not explain myself clear enough in my previous post. I have been seeing my doctor on a regular basis and my manic is in check. I have been GIFTED my entire life. Being bi-polar in this case has nothing to do with it. You all can believe in a spirit board talking to people and guiding them but if an individual has an experience it is beyond comprehension. Doctors are only good for certain things and then only certain doctors. Psychopathy runs deep in the AMA. Let me take a quote from my post.

" There were many other strange happening similar in scope to the ones above but the one I am about to describe takes the cake. I was sat down with my smart phone and did a text to two people of which I had no control over or very little not using the actual keys but the suggested word boxes. My right index finger went back and forth on this function without my control and with such speed it was insane. My friend texted me later asking if I was okay, I had to call him to explain. He told me what I sent him was impossible for a human to do in the time allotted. It was not gibberish either it was an ongoing story that I just kept typing from 12:50pm est. to1:33pm est. It was automatic texting and it went out to both my best friends. I don’t know if it was just proof that what happened to me actually did or what but that is the best explanation I have come up with to this point. "

This was some sort of automatic writing. I have experienced weird high strangeness my entire life! It had nothing to do with my bi-polar. The meds they had me on for years just made things worse and I am now med free. I feel better than ever! Not manic nor depressive. I speak my mind and my chakra's are lined up like never before. My throat chakra was awoken and I feel it.
People go through changes in their lives I went through a major one in the past three months and came out the other side better! I am exercising, diet is good, love life is a whole lot better and I attribute this to this spiritual awakening. I meditate every morning DEEPLY.

Enough
Mr. Meowgi

 

[gnosisxsophia]

...The pain was excruciating! This went on for an hour or so with many phases of which I was told of each one, and why it was happening. Once the process was complete I felt much better, uplifted and actually glowing.

Hi Mr Meowgi,

While mirroring the concerns of the others, I also understand exactly the experiences you describe above and empathise.

My own occurring nearly 4 years ago, spread over a period of 9 days and spanning my 42nd birthday.

Also resulting in a hellish 3 months under the fugue of Olanzipine and Lithium - as you would know typically prescribed as Bipolar 'medication'

I'm sure that the consideration that this experience isn't what you think it is would be pretty uncomfortable. But to come down on the other side in severe depression could be much worse than that discomfort, both for you and your wife.

I also recommend deep consideration and self reflection on Renaissance's suggestion as the balancing of these peak experiences, when it comes, is challenging....


Rest assured you aren't Robinson Crusoe though mate and if haven't already found Sean Blackwell, you may find some reinforcement here -


https://www.bipolarawakenings.com/


For example -

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I also found Stanislov & Cristina Grofs 'Stormy Search for Self' as particularly insightful.


https://www.amazon.com/Stormy-Search-Self-Personal-Transformational/dp/087477649X

I have experienced weird high strangeness my entire life! It had nothing to do with my bi-polar. The meds they had me on for years just made things worse and I am now med free. I feel better than ever!

Glad to hear it mate :)


Best wishes and take care.

J

 

[John G]

Perhaps I did not explain myself clear enough in my previous post. I have been seeing my doctor on a regular basis and my manic is in check. I have been GIFTED my entire life. Being bi-polar in this case has nothing to do with it. You all can believe in a spirit board talking to people and guiding them but if an individual has an experience it is beyond comprehension. Doctors are only good for certain things and then only certain doctors. Psychopathy runs deep in the AMA. Let me take a quote from my post.

" There were many other strange happening similar in scope to the ones above but the one I am about to describe takes the cake. I was sat down with my smart phone and did a text to two people of which I had no control over or very little not using the actual keys but the suggested word boxes. My right index finger went back and forth on this function without my control and with such speed it was insane. My friend texted me later asking if I was okay, I had to call him to explain. He told me what I sent him was impossible for a human to do in the time allotted. It was not gibberish either it was an ongoing story that I just kept typing from 12:50pm est. to1:33pm est. It was automatic texting and it went out to both my best friends. I don’t know if it was just proof that what happened to me actually did or what but that is the best explanation I have come up with to this point. "

This was some sort of automatic writing. I have experienced weird high strangeness my entire life! It had nothing to do with my bi-polar. The meds they had me on for years just made things worse and I am now med free. I feel better than ever! Not manic nor depressive. I speak my mind and my chakra's are lined up like never before. My throat chakra was awoken and I feel it.
People go through changes in their lives I went through a major one in the past three months and came out the other side better! I am exercising, diet is good, love life is a whole lot better and I attribute this to this spiritual awakening. I meditate every morning DEEPLY.

Enough
Mr. Meowgi

There is this session:

Q: (L) Okay. What's the next question? (Psyche) We were checking some statistics and we realized that full siblings of schizophrenics are nine times more likely than the general population to have schizophrenia, and four times more likely to have bipolar disorder. Is {name redacted} affected by this genetic tendency?

A: Oh indeed! However this requires explanation. First of all, the genetics that are associated with schizophrenia can be either a doorway or a barrier. Second, the manifestation of schizophrenia can take non-ordinary pathways. That is to say that diet can activate the pathway without the concomitant benefits.

Q: (Burma) I think that they're saying that schizophrenia could essentially be a way to be open to seeing other aspects of reality but diet can make it so it basically just makes you crazy without actually seeing anything.

A: Primitive societies that eat according to the normal diet for human beings do not have "schizophrenics", but they do have shamans who can "see".

Q: (Perceval) So a schizophrenic on animal fat is a shaman. (L) Well, wait a minute. There's something real subtle here. What I think you're saying is that when these genetic pathways are activated through wrong diet, it screws up the shamanic capacity?

A: Yes.

Q: (L) So, schizophrenia as we understand it or have witnessed it is a screw-up of something that could or might manifest in a completely different way on a different diet? Is that it?

A: Yes

Q: (L) And that's what you meant by not only a doorway, but also a barrier because the person who is on the wrong diet and has schizophrenia is barred from being able to be a bridge between the worlds. They kind of get lost. They're barred from having a normal life, and they're also barred from coming back from their delusions or whatever they're seeing even if they're not delusions. Maybe they’re seeing, but they're unable to help or do anything.

So maybe, even with a bipolar disorder in check, you may be better off staying away from what you are experiencing even if it's not delusions. Not sure how possible that is for you and whether the doctor can help but hopefully the doctor can help. My son has dark man dreams/sleep paralysis and sees a therapist. I have no idea if it's helping; he's 19 but even if he was 14, he doesn't have to say anything to me if he doesn't want to. Reading lots of esoteric things over the years does not make me even a little bit of an expert in this area. You really need to at least know what your doctor thinks about this.

 

[Konstantin]

I can just say that I share the concerns of others here Mr Meowgi.
Our brain and out thinking can play a lot of tricks to us. You said that you have a medication that your doctor gave to you for your bipolar disorder and that you still have such unwanted episodes.
Maybe it will be a good advice to see some other specialists, to hear some more opinions. Maybe there is something much more than bipolar disorder.
You know that if brain chemistry is disrupted, a person can have a lot of difficulties because of that.

That phone texting incident that you described took my attention. All those actions are made unconscious by your side.
I think that you have to go and see more professional help and try to find out what is really going in your head.
Pay strict attention what you are eating or drinking. All the things that we eat or drink can have an influence on our machine, especially on our brain.

I dont mean to offend you on any way, I just want to share my concern as others did and see your situation from my perspective, what would I do if I were in your place.
I think that all this feedback that you received here are enough to give you an idea what can you do further in order to help yourself to understand better the situation that you are into.

Take care Mr Meowgi.

 

[Chu]

Perhaps I did not explain myself clear enough in my previous post. I have been seeing my doctor on a regular basis and my manic is in check. I have been GIFTED my entire life. Being bi-polar in this case has nothing to do with it. You all can believe in a spirit board talking to people and guiding them but if an individual has an experience it is beyond comprehension.

Not quite. You seem to be misunderstanding a bit. Nobody is denying the possibility that you may be "gifted", as you put it. But what people are picking up on, is the fact that these things happen to you without your control, with a manic flavor, etc. From your own description, it is "automatic". I'm sure you have read many stories of people who were gifted, but got misguided or deluded in the process of developing their "gift". Only through constant acquisition of knowledge, THINKING, staying aware and conscious as much as possible, taking care of your physical body, and "cleaning your machine" (emotionally speaking), can you make sure to develop any gifts in a healthy way.

It's not that your experience is beyond comprehension, but you are comparing apples and oranges when you compare it to the Cass experiment, which is entirely a conscious process. When you are able to sort your brain chemistry out, and to do those things you did (or others), but consciously and with an Aim, THEN you'll be using your gift. Until then, the chemical imbalance can put you and your beloved wife in danger. I think that that is what people are trying to convey to you, and why you need a professional to help you out. OSIT.

 

[Alana]

Mr Meowgi,

I also agree with the responses you received so far, but I can see from your latest post, where you end with "Enough", that you are not willing to receive the feedback. You have to understand though, that as an online community we are not qualified or able to help anyone with mental illness or episodes such as you describe, which from my experience, do sound like mania-induced psychotic episodes. Our only means of assuring your well-being is by advising you to see your doctor, a professional that will be able to help you in ways we are not able.

Perhaps I did not explain myself clear enough in my previous post. I have been seeing my doctor on a regular basis and my manic is in check.

How often do you see your doctor? Did you share with him this latest experience? If yes, what was his response? Is your doctor aware that you have stopped your medication?

I have been GIFTED my entire life. Being bi-polar in this case has nothing to do with it.

How can you be sure that this perception of giftedness is not related to the symptoms that accompany a bipolar manic episode? Have you ever read the book by Dr Jamison and her experiences with bipolar disorder, An Unquiet Mind?

Then there is this from a blog of another female with bipolar disorder:

My Bipolar Psychotic Break – Myth or Meaningful?

Very few people admit to having a psychotic break due to the fear that people will judge them harshly and consider them to be unpredictable and dangerous. This looming stigma caused me great fear, and it took me years to talk openly about my bipolar diagnosis, especially about my psychotic episode. However, when I tell people that I did indeed hear, see, and believe things that were not real, they are captivated and listen intently, often realizing that people with bipolar disorder can experience a psychotic break, or anyone for that matter.

Bipolar psychosis triggered by a manic episode
My psychosis manifested itself in a number of ways, and it was triggered by my first manic episode when my grandiosity affirmed itself and my eyes took the computer screen thirteen years ago. I was suddenly able to type like a seasoned pro, and I drafted a thirty-three page Canadian Federal election strategy that I believed would win the next election. I naturally poised myself as the next Prime Minister of Canada and my document was brilliant in my mind. As my delusions grew, so did my sickness, and my bipolar disorder swung me into a journey that will always lie at the forefront of my mind.

My psychosis and the spiritual experience
I have always been a spiritual person and I soon began to have one-on-one conversations with God, but during this time, I could actually hear his responses in my own mind. It felt comforting and knowing he was always there with me, helped me face many of the challenges that lie ahead. During the beginnings of my psychotic episode, I was driving to see my Grandmother four hours away, and as I drove on the long stretch of highway, I asked God to show me huge Canadian flags if he truly existed. As I turned the corner, red and white maple leaves stood on pillars at the largest Petro-Canada gas station that I had ever seen! I was extremely overwhelmed by such incidents, which happened often, and they began to hold immense significance that drowned me further into a psychosis that I did not know I was experiencing.

 

[Mr Meowgi]

I just skimmed through but will read further, thank you all for your information. I have to digest this. ( a bit slow on the uptake ) I have removed white bread/ milk and many other ills from my diet in the past two years. I am very sensitive very very sensitive. What happened to me that day has never happened before nor since. I will say this though, my focus, and general well being is the best it has been in over twenty years.
I was in the womb during the Cuban missile crisis and both my parents have some sort of psychic ability. I'll sit back with the information that you have all so generously given and chew on it a bit.

Thanks
Meowgi

 

[Ant22]

Mr Meowgi, I too agree with the feedback you received in the previous responses. The fact that your bipolar disorder never caused such episodes before does not mean it's not possible for it to deteriorate to cause such episodes now. I too suggest you visit a doctor and describe the experience to them.

As Konstantin pointed out, there may in fact be more going on than bipolar disorder.

What happened to me that day has never happened before nor since. (...)

January 21st and 22nd of this year is still very recent. There is no guarantee that those episodes will not return.

I would also like to point out that there are a couple of errors in your understanding of certain concepts:

Perhaps I did not explain myself clear enough in my previous post. I have been seeing my doctor on a regular basis and my manic is in check. I have been GIFTED my entire life. Being bi-polar in this case has nothing to do with it. You all can believe in a spirit board talking to people and guiding them but if an individual has an experience it is beyond comprehension.

(...) It's not that your experience is beyond comprehension, but you are comparing apples and oranges when you compare it to the Cass experiment, which is entirely a conscious process. When you are able to sort your brain chemistry out, and to do those things you did (or others), but consciously and with an Aim, THEN you'll be using your gift. Until then, the chemical imbalance can put you and your beloved wife in danger. I think that that is what people are trying to convey to you, and why you need a professional to help you out. OSIT.

Just to add to what Chu said above, Laura and the Crew choose when the Cass communication will take please, you didn't seem to have any control over your experiences. I don't see any similarity between the Cassiopaea Experiment and what happened to you.

I am bringing this issue/ incident directly to you because you are most likely one of the few on the planet that can fully understand what happened to me. Between January 21st and 22nd of this year I had what I can only deem as a massive spiritual experience with high angels ( 6D ).

One said to me that they were sorry they had to put me through that but that they had been with me all of my life guiding me and preparing me for what is to come, and for the rest of the day I was told what to do and why by the entities. It was not quite a possession but close.

It was not gibberish either it was an ongoing story that I just kept typing from 12:50pm est. to1:33pm est. It was automatic texting and it went out to both my best friends.

6D does not abridge free will and as you said in the sections I quoted above, your experiences were involuntary and you didn't request any of those episodes. The explanation given to you was that those beings selected you, they even apologised for doing this to you. You were close to "possessed" as you put it.

There's no respect for free will in what happened to you.

If your experiences were not a result of chemical imbalances or an illness then they were probably 4D STS induced at best.

I am only going to touch on this but it is about my wife. She is STO as well (...)

On this plane of existence we are all STS. Only with a lot of hard and conscious work we can be STO candidates.

I can only imagine how confusing it must be for you Mr Meowgi, I do hope you manage to get to the bottom of this!

 

[Jacques]

Perhaps I did not explain myself clear enough in my previous post. I have been seeing my doctor on a regular basis and my manic is in check. I have been GIFTED my entire life. Being bi-polar in this case has nothing to do with it. You all can believe in a spirit board talking to people and guiding them but if an individual has an experience it is beyond comprehension. Doctors are only good for certain things and then only certain doctors. Psychopathy runs deep in the AMA. Let me take a quote from my post.

Let suppose for the time being that everything is under control about the bipolar thing.

I just skimmed through but will read further, thank you all for your information. I have to digest this. ( a bit slow on the uptake ) I have removed white bread/ milk and many other ills from my diet in the past two years. I am very sensitive very very sensitive. What happened to me that day has never happened before nor since. I will say this though, my focus, and general well being is the best it has been in over twenty years.
I was in the womb during the Cuban missile crisis and both my parents have some sort of psychic ability. I'll sit back with the information that you have all so generously given and chew on it a bit.

Thanks
Meowgi

Have you read the book "Masquerade of angels" by Karla Turner and Ted Rice. This guy(Ted Rice) thought that he was a gifted person and that he had psychic ability.
Well, after some weird experiences and after meeting Karla Turner and Barbara Bartholic, he has come to a different conclusion.

I'm not saying that it is the same thing here but for sure our brain can easily be manipulated.

 

[Mr Meowgi]

As stated much info was imparted by all of you. I have to sit back on and digest. I generally DO NOT as a rule of thumb post such information in an open forum. I am a very very old school private person. I am surprised that I had the audacity to post such a thing. I will say this much though, my focus has been better since then. For those of you living in America at current you know that walking out your door you will see things make you cringe. I have found that I cannot ignore them anymore. A man came out of the bank about a month ago, bumped into my car, spilled coffee all over it and looked at me as if it was my fault. I went ballistic, rolled down my window and called him out. I finally got out of the car and said " Do you really want to try me today" He ran off like a bitch! The only problem I have with Cuenca Ecuador is that it is on the USD. Other than that it is a throw back to calmer times.
I am a toolmaker by trade so focus.....is a given. It just takes me four times the time to do anything these days. Am I bi-polar YES! A double edged sword. My wife and I are of the stars though, I know it and feel it! Some of you know what I mean, some do not. We bounce off each other and bounce on each other. I met her when I was 33, Tesla was a fan of three and so am I. He was off the hook and so am I. I will post some of my music soon. Somewhere between country, pop, rock and roll and Les Claypool is where my musical talents lie, with a hint of metal. I'm pissed off!

Meowgi