last week I had two sessions with a therapist, and in short I would like to present how it was done more or less. The therapist suggested that I should preserve the image of the person who hurt me the most. When I did, she asked me what I would like to tell her or to do at the moment - I answer that I am angry with her and I want to pull her hair. I was surprised to hear her voice, which encouraged me to do it. Later, she explained to me that it was about "healthy aggression" as it was called. Wounds inflicted by others, which, despite being removed from our memory, are still stored in our body, and using "healthy aggression" we remove them from our body, i.e. we will balance the so-called bills. After this session I was exhausted and I did not have any energy. I know that I kept a lot of emotions in my heart because I could never defend myself. I continued to purify taking all the people with whom I settled "my bills". I am not sure whether through the purification process I am going through, but this week ended with bronchitis. I have now understood how important therapy is, which I never used, though I should, when I lost my father when I was a teenager, or twin brother, and other family members. Through all these years I struggled with the pain and it was, and very hard.