mugatea
Jedi Master
Hi. I'm 40. I smoke a lot of roll ups a day... maybe 40, could be up to 60. I didn't start smoking till my late teens and I got hooked cause my friends and I were smoking a lot of dope in those days. At school all my friends smoked but I didn't and I was proud of that.
Since my very early twenties I've had small hard swollen bumps on my throat, either side of voice box, maybe its my thyroid or glands, but I reckon its the smoking thats caused it and its been like that 20 years. I've been to doc twice, and twice blood test showed nothing. I also remember waking up in the middle of the night in my early 20's with a absolute knowing that I had to quit.
Anyway, I smoke loads now, I even have to make 6 ciggies to take to bed since my nicotine levels need constantly topping up even through the night. A couple of years ago I went cold turkey throughout the day... my brain felt zapped/fried by the evening and even though I started smoking again that night, the effects on my brain lasted till the next day. I suffer aniety, some depression, come from a family where that is common so I cant be sure smoking isnt helping...but my fitness sucks.
I walk several hours a day for my job but tried running on Sunday and could only run about 70 metres before I had to stop. Kept stopping and starting and did that for two miles. I can't cut down, I'm a fidgeter , so if I dont smoke, I roll. so I have to either quit or keep smoking. I've just bought patches and am gonna try tomorrow to stop. I reckon no harm in trying... cause I can always start again.... Any thoughts anyone? I see on the smoking is good topic that some just smoke 2-4 a day which I can smoke with my first coffee.
Since my very early twenties I've had small hard swollen bumps on my throat, either side of voice box, maybe its my thyroid or glands, but I reckon its the smoking thats caused it and its been like that 20 years. I've been to doc twice, and twice blood test showed nothing. I also remember waking up in the middle of the night in my early 20's with a absolute knowing that I had to quit.
Anyway, I smoke loads now, I even have to make 6 ciggies to take to bed since my nicotine levels need constantly topping up even through the night. A couple of years ago I went cold turkey throughout the day... my brain felt zapped/fried by the evening and even though I started smoking again that night, the effects on my brain lasted till the next day. I suffer aniety, some depression, come from a family where that is common so I cant be sure smoking isnt helping...but my fitness sucks.
I walk several hours a day for my job but tried running on Sunday and could only run about 70 metres before I had to stop. Kept stopping and starting and did that for two miles. I can't cut down, I'm a fidgeter , so if I dont smoke, I roll. so I have to either quit or keep smoking. I've just bought patches and am gonna try tomorrow to stop. I reckon no harm in trying... cause I can always start again.... Any thoughts anyone? I see on the smoking is good topic that some just smoke 2-4 a day which I can smoke with my first coffee.