Princess Lux 🌷
Jedi Master
I will share something that I am hoping to gain some insight or answer. I will do my best to describe the experience as how I feel/perceive it. This is something that I have experienced when I was around 4 or 5 years old. I woke up in the middle of the night and I felt as if I am small. My mind is panicking at that time because it's as if I feel like I am as small as the ants. It is like my body is getting small but it isn't. It is just a sensation and how I felt about it. It is as if I feel like I am shrinking and my body isn't vibrating or having goosebumps. It is the weirdest feeling as I cannot think of any term for it or haven't found it in or do not know English term for it. It happened to me a few times. Probably around 5 or 6. The first one was when I was 4/5, then it happened again prolly twice after a year or that same age. I remember not experiencing that again until I was around in my 20s. It just happens in the middle of the night, and Id wake up and I hate it because of the feeling that it gives me. It makes me feel so small in size. I apologize if I cannot really described it fully because my mind doesn't even know how to process it. In that state, I would just pray for the feeling to go away so I can go back to sleep. It happened to me two weeks ago, and I'm trying to observe what is happening. The last time, I just told myself that I do not want it and the feeling just went away. When I was young, I do not know what to do and would just wait for my mind to be so tired to be able to go back to sleep again. I share the same bed with my parents and brother at that time and when that happens to me, i don't even bother to ask for their help or try to wake them up. I just realized that and I do not know if it is the effect that comes with it. I do not see entities in the room, or shadows or anything although I wish I could so I could give a conclusion or an idea of what is happening. It's just a sensation that comes to me randomly and there isn't a specific time, like it comes when I'm stressed or happy or anything. It is just so weird and I'm hoping to find and see if some here also experience it and could better describe it for me.
Thank you for taking the time to read about this experience although I wish I could give you more details.
Thank you for taking the time to read about this experience although I wish I could give you more details.