Sol Logos
The Living Force
So what I understand about what I've read here about Gurdjieff is how I'm in mechanical mode most of the time. So I'm running via my own programs and I can only stop doing that when I recognize a program or an aspect of one. So at the point of seeing this program in myself, I activate my free will because the realization of the existence of that program itself is not part of that programming and neither is choosing another course of action based on that realization.
So then the realization is one part of free will but acting on that solidifies and demonstrates the extent of that realization or in other words makes it real. So then free will is born out of the realization but doesn't end there because my programming can catch up with that as it might feel too hard or I'm afraid and I'd go back into denial of this realization and that in itself is like a self regulation mechanism of programming anyway. So free will is actually fulfilled by action that is taken despite the control mechanisms of fear for example. And so with such actions taken and seeing that the things we perceived would occur, don't (in the exact way we feared they would), we overcome fear because we see that it is not real. And so action also circumvents the control / regulation mechanisms of our programs.
While I acknowledge my limited knowledge in this area, would you say that's right or makes sense?
Feedback very welcome and appreciated, thanks!
(no debating from me this time)
So then the realization is one part of free will but acting on that solidifies and demonstrates the extent of that realization or in other words makes it real. So then free will is born out of the realization but doesn't end there because my programming can catch up with that as it might feel too hard or I'm afraid and I'd go back into denial of this realization and that in itself is like a self regulation mechanism of programming anyway. So free will is actually fulfilled by action that is taken despite the control mechanisms of fear for example. And so with such actions taken and seeing that the things we perceived would occur, don't (in the exact way we feared they would), we overcome fear because we see that it is not real. And so action also circumvents the control / regulation mechanisms of our programs.
While I acknowledge my limited knowledge in this area, would you say that's right or makes sense?
Feedback very welcome and appreciated, thanks!
(no debating from me this time)