Session 4 April 2015
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sitting said:
I too agree about awareness. We read and have experiences and have all these opportunities to apply the knowledge we have assimilated and the main constant that determines whether each thing is given its due is our awareness. It's not even "level" of awareness IMO, but rather its quality.
Recently, there was an experience that enabled me to "gauge my awareness", as it were. A few days ago I found myself in a mugging situation that had quite the potential for violence, and managed to take charge of it and completely steer clear of any violence. My martial arts training helped to keep me calm. At the end of this event I felt completely drained of energy and tired but was satisfied with the outcome (even if a bit angry for two days afterwards). What helped the most though, was the awareness I was able to call upon as a result of many years of Work. Those twenty seconds felt like ten minutes in which everything was taken into account. I am convinced that all realities really do conform to awareness as the C's have stated.
And, as the above quoted comments, I would like also to say thank you to Laura and the team and to voice my gratitude at being able to read the work of and converse with people on the forum who are insightful and highly knowledgeable.
Miss.K
Dagobah Resident
goyacobol said:
I think I both mean that it is easier reading (unless one find textbooks easier than novels) But also that it would still be an amazing story even if it was just a fiction novel, as captivating and entertaining as Lord of the Rings or other great fiction novels. That it is a true story is of cause adding much to how amazed one is reading it, but I would have enjoyed it much, and found that I could learn a lot from it, even if it had been fiction.
Miss.K
Dagobah Resident
Miss.K said:Laura said:
I think that there is an old podcast about it too...is it just me that are not used to the mac version of the SoTT page or have the old podcasts been removed?
Yay found the podcasts http://www.sott.net/podcasts/listall?page=1 it is show 32, and 31
MariuszJ said:
Mariusz,
I see you are still with us so I will attempt to answer your question.
I think you have to look at the densities and how they relate to the Grand Cycle. Here is a description:
The Realm Grand Cycle
Session 16 November 1994
I think the cycle described above relates to densities and the cyclic realm boarder changes that occur as the result of a Wave effect. Some of us will move up at the end of this "Grand Cycle" to a higher level and the ones in 3D who need to recycle will recycle based on lessons needed will return to 3D. If 3D lessons are all learned you would graduate to 4D for new and different lessons. The contemplation station would be 5D between incarnations whether returning to 3D or 4D. At 6D there is no physicality and STS exists only for "reflection". At 6D you are still learning lessons and part of creating and creation until you complete your 6D lessons and return to the ONE at 7D. The following session goes into more detail about the cycles and densities using imagery that makes it more clear I think:
Session 17 June 1995
You don't start all over at 7D you are merged with "all". There is not a mention of looping at 7D but the image of an infinitely expanding circle with no beginning or end. The circle is always expanding at 7D to accommodate new arrivals? I guess we have to wait until we "return" to the One at 7D to know what that is like.
And this is a progression of learning "all there is is lessons". The only recycling/looping is a result of not learning lessons. Much like being in "school". Some people have to repeat 3rd grade:
Session 29 June 1996
When you have learned "you have learned!". There is no looping needed since there is no real "time". Time is only a 3D illusion. It is this illusion that the 4D STS grays are taking advantage of with "time travel":
I think this "time travel" is the only kind of "looping" that is being effectively used to manipulate 3D. The Cs say "all of this will fail" but we make choices/decisions in this short cycle that are there for learning. There is no guaranteed outcome and we must all learn our "lessons" in order to advance.
We could lament over the existence of STS (we are currently STS living in an STS world) but the reality is that we have to deal with it and choose which way we want to go from here. This is a serious matter that needs to be considered. It is our souls that are at stake:
Session 13 September 2009
The further reading on above reference to Illion can be found here.
As Laura has said "there is no free lunch".
Miss.K
Dagobah Resident
goyacobol said:
:) no problem, perhaps my comment was not so clear, and not really important, perhaps better just to say that it is a really good intro book to everything here,
and yes I think we can all agree that it is an amazing read, an amazing journey, and that we are so grateful that Laura wrote it all down so we could learn from her (and laugh and cry with her while reading)
sitting
Dagobah Resident
Spur said:
Hi Spur,
Almost missed your post. It popped up late due to review delay I suppose. Glad I caught it.
My reference to an attitude adjustment had little to do with good vs bad. But everything to do with being "more helpful" vs "less helpful." That was its true intent. In that light the remark is perhaps less harsh than it seemed.
My impression (from this brief encounter) is that at heart, you remain on the fence. Fifteen years and still on the fence. This is rather extraordinary. Most would've gotten in ... or out and gone. Yet here you are. How come?
Your own words gave hints. You don't want to mix with a bunch of wanabe's--people lacking the "right stuff." Fair enough. But have you considered your "right stuff" might actually be the "wrong baggage"--from the perspective of the universe? The whole point of this forum, is to help us distinguish between the two. It's a crucial task. The coming times will not be kind, to those who lack the truly right kind of essence.
Please take the time to review that session. And pay particular attention to the faith part. I too once had traces of what afflicts you today. I simply thought too highly of myself. And with that came my own blockage. Self-importance IS a major obstacle. Castaneda was right. I speak from experience.
I hope you will think about it. And I look forward to your future input on this forum.
FWIW.
PS
I would not underestimate the power & influence of Hollywood. That army of underground psychic projectors are there for a reason. To manipulate thoughts, emotions, beliefs, and yes--attitudes.
LjRoxArk
Jedi
sitting said:
Well, at least you were polite in your answer, sitting. However, I see that you responded as is usual with forum members trying to "call him out" instead of actually listening to and thinking about "why he does not participate", from his perspective, not yours. At his age, with the length that he has followed here, he's not on the fence. He's just opting out because he's not looking for "help" , probably he's more than capable of offering it, instead.
There have been too many of those folks that y'all have ganged up on and chased away; you can be mean and self centered. (Anart, anybody?..lol) I am in a similar situation with y'all and the "wannabe" faction, which more than likely includes a lot of younger people who are just too full of themselves and little else, including manners. Yawn. Eye rolling. Uuggh. Please sit down , listen and watch, and learn "kids", anyone under 30. Your time will come , but not just now; now is the time to learn for you younger folks. For those with some grey hair, now is the time to physically act, and to release your need to "fix" at the personal level. It doesnt mean that you let your discernment go, it means now is the time to put into practice all of the things you have learned up to now. Let me explain.
Right now, we are "here", its happening NOW in the US. Those troubled times we have all been anticipating are here NOW. Jade Helm (JH), is a real operation , not a drill. It has many , many layers and many compartmentalized operations within operations that even the most senior officers are unaware of the wider plan. The main issue, an "impactor" to hit the water and pose threats for the east coast , US. Timing is from now to possibly 2017. But my sources indicate that it may be as soon as August 2015, then December 2015 and then again in May 2016. They expect multiple events, and some that cannot be "hidden" from the people any longer. ET saviors , anybody ?
In some previous posts , I have alluded to my association with the Establishment/Enforcement Class. I was literally born into it , sharing DNA, and social connections that go with it, and these are with some of the US's most powerful people; I enriched those who were already rich and helped them get elected and maintain power , until about 1999 when I retired and began to see the "rest of the story". And "they" have done everything you can imagine , including harming me physically, to suppress my voice and ability to act/ to live on , in this time. It has been largely successful in terms of reaching the public; I am indeed a "spy who came in from the old", the old paradigm, that is..and I was never really "one of them" to begin with,just born into that portion of society, hence the great separating of the wheat and the chaff within my own family and former political/economic associates. I am completely off their radar and not in contact with any of them, for my own safety.
Jade Helm is to weaponize, with military firepower, and seal the southern border of the US, while keeping the panicked public placated and passive. Martial Law is , of course, going to be enforced. That is just one goal, the passing of the TPP is another, as is taking the guns away from the private militias first, Mom and Dad on the farm , next. Food scarcity is a planned part of JH, nationwide, just FYI. There is a whole lot more going on, needless to say; America as we know it is "gone" and gone today, not tomorrow...and that's not even addressing the damage an "impactor" would bring.
So, am reaching out one more time to be the messenger. You have failed to form many physical groups to speak of because you are "too self important" yourselves, as a group. Here to now, Ok, and I know why. Here forward, a shift has got to occur if you are , FOTCM, to fulfill your mission. And that mission has a very physical component of assisiting each other physically , right now, in the US, not later. If you do nothing more than physically meet and agree to share food and intel, that would be a good start. I know many of you are highly intelligent, and this has been a blessing and a curse, as many times you think too much,and are not at all humble or polite. You don't listen to what very qualified, highly evolved peeps have to offer you because you lack the "learning mode" necessary for RIGHT NOW, not tomorrow. I have been posting "time is of the essence" topics and the need for becoming real , physical friends and family, NOW- not later -since late last year. TODAY is a good day to start, especially if you live in the US.
After all of these years of hard, hard work at FOTCM, it would be a tragedy that you sit around pontificating about the future troubles and "dissing" people instead of trying to bring this "tribe " together in a very physical way, because the troubled times are HERE, NOW. Right here, right now; this is it, for the peeps in the US. Will you watch as people you could have helped are harmed/hungry because , as one "child" spouted off to me recently here, in saying " you can leave if you dont like it" , and other obnoxious types of comments from the peaNUT gallery, make interacting with y'all feel like an unnecessary root canal, at times. Ugghh... where are his parents and manners,and how about some common sense and "calling him out" for this juvenile drivel, as you all seem so quick to do here? Please don't answer me, answer the question for yourself.
It's not about me,and my participation here has never been about me; it's about what is RIGHT NOW at the doorstep of everyone on US soil at this writing, and the fact that there isn't enough real, physical interaction, not enough community, here -as there need be, and certainly not as much as "could have been" because of the oft caustic nature of the interactions here for many , many years. It is a real, physical need, not just messing around with somebody's head in cyberspace, that is NOW called for.
His comment was just one, including some not-so-nice ones from Laura , that came on the heals of me wanting to meet , physically, some of you in my area to prepare for RIGHT NOW, what is happening RIGHT NOW in the US. Jade Helm has already started, they will be up and "hot" in July, the Offical "start date". One comment you made,Laura, that is the most telling and perfectly illustrates for all, what I am saying. From memory, you said, "you invited yourself to our house"... Well, no ,my friend,...I was inviting you to mine, and just wanted to see if there was anyone in the vicinity that might be acceptable, to come to my place. Your "self importance" gets in the way folks. At this juncture many , like me and Spur, are coming on line, after years of observation here, and we are saying...OK, "you'ens quit yer fussin and get on to gettn along , now y' hear ?." lol...Something my Grandmother used to say...lol. One more saying , Laura, is from my Father ,and you recently repeated it in another thread : " May the fleas of a thousand camels inhabit your armpits"...lol. You two share the same Birthday, though he was born in 39, died in 97. He is the only other person that I have ever heard say it; he didnt like profanity ,either. So, just more evidence of a positive entanglement between us, for me, and reading it from you, is the only reason I am posting this today.
The Wannabes, and children, have run amok oft times, here. A true shame on you grey hairs. FOTCM isn't an excercise in the mind/spirit anymore with these very real and physical threats to many, many people here in the forum who happen to live in the US. This is not a dress rehearsal anymore, and just like JH, you need to be "drilling" at the very least, by meeting and greeting and weeding out that way. Right now, today. Not next week,and not next month. NOW.
Ask yourselves, think for yourselves, about why there is not more actual physical community among the thousands and tens of thousands of folks you have attracted to the forum ? Could it be that you are more like a prickly pear cactus than a cohesive and loving group? Anart comes to mind; how you ever kept anybody "nice" after getting that kind of treatment from her, just as one example, is a wonder, and it attests to the patience and maturity of others, not so much y'alls', that they are still here. Stop this nonsense and start really , really helping folks in the physical world, in the US, right now .And start today. Time is NOW to start helping others in a physical way by coming out of your cyber-sandbox, and actually, physically, helping eachother by forming local groups. You will need eachother in the coming weeks, physically; there won't be any more cyber sandbox.
Now, among other things, I have been experiencing trouble with electronics and the "web" since Feb. Since I was a "20 something" myself, I have noticed that memes/themes happen in my life, just ahead of when they tend to hit the mainstream. In the last 2 weeks about 8 people I know of, very evolved and internationally placed, have been experiencing same. I think that it is a foreshadowing of NO MORE INTERNET or electronic devices, very shortly, at least within vast portions of the US. Quit messin' around and get together, in real life, not in a cyber sandbox, as the loving people you are. I have used the past 3 months or so to detox from the highly toxic EMF from these devices, and from the compulsion to communicate/interface with them a good portion of my day. It is amazing and palpable , the difference.
As a result my "inner senses" have soared.
I am currently on my 4th device since Feb. And , though new, am having problems with it that limit my interface for long periods of time. Just short and quick tasks, and I must say, you don't know what a huge interference these devices are causing until you get away from them. That will actually be a "good thing" when they no longer are available. For now, let us use it to network , PHYSICALLY, because within weeks, this will no longer be available in the US, at all.
Leadership of FOTCM, I am openly suggesting to you that your mission will fail if you do not change course on this right now. You will leave many , many worthy, loving, highly evolved souls because there is too much "group think" and many are too afraid of the nasty responses that are always present when somebody criticizes someone, disagrees with , or questions what the group has actually accomplished, or not. Well, that is a little in-CULT-cated,don't you think ? And don't be afraid to say so, your silence is part of the problem , not part of the solution. Laura has plenty of "yes men" , groupies, and young, effimanate hangers-on who bash about with largesse undue them . But where are the intelligent questions from really knowledgable, strong, mature people about why communities have not formed ? Moreover, where are the actual results of all these years of work, works that are to culminate in physically coming together in troubled times ? Troubled times are here, friends, where are the many ,many groups that should have formed ?! They must now start to gel in the physical world , not in cyber space, where the kids and the peaNUTS can "pop off" anonymously, ad nauseum. I will say, unequivocably, that these children would not speak to the people they do, in the way they do ,if they were in their physical presence; they would instinctively know to be polite, respectful, and to watch/listen/learn. There ought be many , many more physical interactions and physical friendships having been formed, and they haven't because of your own "stuff", as a group, for the most part.
The time is here, it is happening RIGHT NOW in the US, friends. RIGHT NOW, not tomorrow. A few more weeks and it may not be possible to communicate at all. What a shame that at the 11th hour, you are too stuck in your group-mind to actually do the physcial tasks of coming together that are right now required of you as a group, as leaders in this context of FOTCM ,and in your own lives, too.
A few other foreshadowings are also occuring to me, and I will share them to end on a positive note, though what I said above is positive in that the results can be very positive if you can manage to affect them. On April 17th and 18th I had the most incredible , waking experience. I have experienced this state before, as a very young woman( 14?), when my friends and I got ahold of some "magic" mushrooms...lol. Only this time,there were no mushrooms, and it lasted for 2 days , more or less; it would "peak" and then subside, and peak again, over that 48 hours. Absolutely it is "bliss" and very physical , too. I would say I was experiencing a "body rush" much like an orgasm , or the pre-orgasmic state. Since I have been intentionally celebate for 5 years now, including no masturbation either, all I can say is OOOOO MMMyyyy GOOOOSH...thank you, thank you, thank you!!!..lafn here , smiling big as I am recalling it. It also included some very personal "healing" moments where I was graced with the physical removal of many , many years of emotional pain from the loss of my Mother, who was in retrospect the "love of my life" ,and too, my entire family, at the same time I lost her.
This "healing" came about when I was at a "peak " stage physically, having a "body rush". I felt that I had to get out in nature and experience this in the natural environment. Fortunately, I have private land near me that is always human free and I went there. Upon entering as I usually do, I saw the plants and trees just quivering, yet there was no breeze. I felt as they were calling me, giving me great welcome as I walked into the area. Then, I heard my own voice in my head say, "now ,face north". As I did, I noticed that the Wisteria , a huge specimen over 50 feet long and 20' high was in full bloom. I heard, "amethyst tears"..and then they were just bobbing and swaying in the no breeze as I cried and felt my Mother's presence; a huge , physical "lump of dark stuff" left my actual body at the same time! It went out from the middle to my upper back. My Mother's birthstone is amythest and it is what I always gave her on her birthday or Mother's Day as a gift. I was bawling like a baby and at the same time, I was soooo elated in the physical sense, even more so than when I had arrived a few moments prior. Then , if that wasn't enough, something else happened immediately. "Look up" I heard, and as I did , I realized that I was under the very rare, massive (100' high, 8' trunk) and odd tree that my Grandmother, my Mother's Mother, had in her back yard. I have never seen one other than at their home, and I never noticed this one until that day. It was in full bloom as well, and I went and stood against it as I had done for many decades in my grandparents' yard. "Very, very soon"..and that's all I "heard". The rest of the time I was just absorbing the "hyper kinetic sensate", which is what came to my mind in trying to describe to myself what was happening to me. I left a short while later. Just to be clear,no substances were present in my body, this was a natural and very powerful, very real,very healing, physical experience. I have had several of these since, but not quite as "peaked" as this first one. So, as foreshadowing, this may be happening to more than a few of you , very , very shortly, as well!! I cannot tell you how wonderful and how joyful this feeling is, but pre-orgasm is close. It isnt just a physical experience , however. The mind/time is somehow suspended and altered for a bit.
So, wishing you all will have this same wonderful experience , at your own pace, and just telling you that its amazing, no words can do it justice. Please , please help one another and get together physically in order to actually do that; help eachother. The time to do that is HERE ,NOW if you want to help other folks survive in a body until the "wave" hits fully. I just know that many of you can be more helpful than you are right now, and you gotta "quit yer fussin and get on to gettn 'long , y' hear ?". Smiles and winks.
Every day you waste, pontificating, criticizing, thinking up ways/reasons to prevent yourselves from getting together, in the physical world, is one we can't get back, and maybe will be the day that we lost one we could have helped instead of hurt, or left cold and alone.
And , as a caveat, I simply don't have the access to cyberspace, nor to I have any time or desire, to indulge anymore fussin', or foolish and rude children. Please, don't your waste time on that. Time is of the essence: right here, right NOW. Get together in physicality NOW, especially those of you in the (soon to be ,former) USA.
I will leave it with one last "saying" :
NOW is the place, THIS is the time, and YOU are the one.
Love to all, and with great respect for all of the hard work up to NOW, but its time to pull the tribe together in physical reality; cyberspace has served its purpose and is going offline shortly.
And stay cool,
it's about to get very tough for peeps who are still in the US. My love and my whole heart is with you if you are suffering, as many are. Hang tough, friend. You can do it, if anybody can , you can. Afterall, THIS, is why you came.Love to All and gratitude a plenty, B588
Mr. Premise
The Living Force
I think what was meant was that it reads as easily as a novel. It is pretty common that non-fiction narrative writing uses novelistic techniques to keep the reader's interest. It is a compliment not an insult.goyacobol said: