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tschai
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Hello everyone-This is my third post, I am new to these forums and really enjoy reading all the lively discussions that are taking place on so many different levels. I also have noticed that there are a lot of new members and that is awesome.
I have been reading the material on this site for about a year now and finally took the plunge and came on in. I have not had as tough a time as some of you-but I really feel like I got "railroaded" early in life and missed out on a lot of what I should have done by now to get out of 3rd Density. The thought of having to do this all over again-even though we don't remember we are doing it all over again...well we are all in the same boat more or less. But I have a question and maybe someone out there can help me with this.
I have never had past life regression therapy or even been hypnotized (unless you count sitting in State Government class with a teacher that talks in a complete monotone...zzzzzzz) and I have posted in the dream section about some of the bad dreams I used to have as a child-and still do on rare occasion-but I digress.
This is kind of dream related-but it is so much more than that. I had an experience back in the Seventies when I was in the Navy that blew me away. I have always been interested in UFO's, psi, other worlds/ dimensions and so on- I was born in 1954 and have noted that there was major UFO activity then and on through the sixties-do not know if I have ever been abducted-maybe still am once in a while?
Back to my story which leads into my question- We were out at sea-I was a gunners mate missles-engaged in a big war games type excercise which called for multiple missle launches and gun drills and firing excercises. My general quarters station was down in the after magazine where the projectiles and powders are kept. During the excercises the hatch down into the magazine is closed-and the air in there is pretty close. There are approximately 6-7 men in there and there is no ventilation.
Here is the best part-the gun powders (they are large metal cyliders that look like big cartridges for a revolver-without the bullet-it has a heavy cork plug instead) fill the air with ether fumes-which is used to make the powder pellets. So we were locked up in this room with basically an anesthetic atmosphere to breathe.
We were down there for hours-and had to load the guns repeatedly-the projectiles weigh 75 pounds each and are loaded by hand into the loader drum-and the powders follow which weigh around 40 pounds each. By days end we were exhausted and felt like crap.
So I went to my rack (bed) and was soon lulled asleep-it did not take much -by the rocking of the ship-and at some point-I was suddenly aware I was somewhere else- and this is the freakiest part-I was totally aware I was in this place-NOT asleep-and I KNEW it was Gettysburg during the Civil War! I had absolutely no interest in the Civil War and still do not to this day-so to find myself suddenly there was really a shocker. But the strange thing is I knew I was there because I was supposed to be.
This was no mere dream. I could feel it was hot-the air was full of smoke and dust-you could not see more than a few feet ahead. I could hear the crack of musket fire, the boom of cannons and shrill whistling of the shells and crash as they exploded. I could hear men screaming and cursing and crying out in pain. I was THERE. I could see myself-and I had on a Confederate uniform!
I was born in OHIO (but now live in Georgia-ain't that weird!) and may have been a lower officer, like a Lieutenant. What happened next has stayed with me ever since. I was behind something-like a fallen tree or log which we were using as cover-there was a man to my right with a rifle. He fired his rifle and ducked down to reload-and I peered over top of the log to try and see what was going on-and could see virtualy nothing except hazy shapes of men running around and occasional flashes of orange flame from musket fire-when all of a sudden something hit me right in the forehead really really hard-I felt myself fall backwards and just kept on falling-and slammed right into my body back on the ship! I mean I actually rebounded right up off the matress, like I had falled from a great height.
I was soaked in sweat and breathing like I had just run a marathon race. This was just a mind blowing experience. I have always had a belief in something like reincarnation and have had other episodes similar but not so intense as that one.
I am really into swords (I own three real swords-not wall hangers) but have no desire to hurt anyone. My most recent aquisition is a Japanese katana-and I have developed a real interest in learning Japanese swordsmanship.
Now here is my question (sorry for the digressions) Why, if I am supposed to be working on rising to Fourth Density, where swords would obviously be useless-would I get this urge? I feel somehow I have ALWAYS been a warrior of some kind-or a person with really agressive tendencies. I dreamed that I was a soldier or someone back in the Dark Ages and got into a sword fight-I remember getting a cut on my hand and then nothing-so I apparently lost that fight- a gunslinger in the old west and got shot in the head in a bar room brawl-a gangster in the twenties and got shot in the gut and died in a barn-and a soldier in Word War II-and got mowed down by Japanese machine gun fire.
I also saw myself as an old man in a kitchen-and died at the kitchen table-and remember quite clearly leaving that body and floating up to the ceiling-and then rushing through stars and nebulae only to return to this present body.
I guess my question is-how do we know what is a valid experience and what is just some cosmic static?
I truly believe when we are asleep that we actually wander in many places - and what we call dreams in many instances is really taking place in that space you are in at that time. We can easily communicate with our other selves and see our lives in those places /times.
This may also expose us to other denizens of the dimensional planes (not necessarily human and not necessarily nice) I have had this experience also-where I will actually "step into" another person and become that person-quite unintentionally!
I had one episode where I was suddenly some guy in a factory and was expected to run this machine-but I had not a clue what I was supposed to do! And everyone was looking at me asking if I was allright? I made some excuse and said I had to go to the washroom and on my way there (it was upstairs in this factory-how I knew this is a mystery-or not ;) but as I was going up the stairs I just kind of "left" the guy's body and he just kind of blinked and said (something profane) how the bleep did he get there? I saw this as I floated away and suddely woke up as "me" again.
I also saw myself in the future - in the year 3030-in the city of New Houston. I know that because I am /will be the administrator of the city! And we have teleportation stations that can bring beings in from just about anywhere in the galaxy.The city of New Houston is built on the ruins of the old city, which was destroyed in some sort of cataclysm (oh oh!) There is a shining body of water-part of the Gulf of Mexico-and the city sprawls around it. There are trees (tropical-the climate is very much like Florida or South America) almost jungle like.
I live in a high rise building and you can step right through the wall onto an elevator (through a door-not THROUGH the wall) and ride it to whatever floor to visit friends or whatever. You can also catch it off your balcony.
If I am supposed to go to Fourth Density why would I see myself still in Third in a distant future?
I am not agressive in this life (although I do have an Irish temper!) which leads me back to this-I am of Irish descent on both my Mother anf Fathers side of the family-my Mothers real mother (who was killed in an unfortunate accident) was Scottish-so the Celtic blood runs in the family. All of the men in the family have really bad tempers-and real strong pregidous feelings. And I cannot speak for my brothers, but when I get angry I get REAL HOT-I mean I give off tangible heat.
I remember reading that when the ancient Celts went into battle many went stark naked-because they got so HOT they could not tolerate clothing. I cannot imagine running into a battle where lots of real sharp things are going to be coming at you without some kind of armor or protection-but I have experienced this heat and know exactly how it feels.
Even now I have to sleep on top of the covers-or tear my shoes off at work because I get so darn hot. Does the Kantekian lineage still exist? How could one tell if they are descended from this lineage?
I have done some research on Irish surnames but haven't really learned much and I don't have the funds to have a real go at looking up my past ancestors. Might not like what I find-I have learned that the Irish were horribly abused and taken advantage of when they came to America to escape the ravages of the potato famine (and yes for the record I love potatoes-and bag pipes! :) and swords :( ???? So, bottom line-how do we know and is it even important to know?Perhaps this love affair with swords is lingering past life "debris"? Anyone?
I have been reading the material on this site for about a year now and finally took the plunge and came on in. I have not had as tough a time as some of you-but I really feel like I got "railroaded" early in life and missed out on a lot of what I should have done by now to get out of 3rd Density. The thought of having to do this all over again-even though we don't remember we are doing it all over again...well we are all in the same boat more or less. But I have a question and maybe someone out there can help me with this.
I have never had past life regression therapy or even been hypnotized (unless you count sitting in State Government class with a teacher that talks in a complete monotone...zzzzzzz) and I have posted in the dream section about some of the bad dreams I used to have as a child-and still do on rare occasion-but I digress.
This is kind of dream related-but it is so much more than that. I had an experience back in the Seventies when I was in the Navy that blew me away. I have always been interested in UFO's, psi, other worlds/ dimensions and so on- I was born in 1954 and have noted that there was major UFO activity then and on through the sixties-do not know if I have ever been abducted-maybe still am once in a while?
Back to my story which leads into my question- We were out at sea-I was a gunners mate missles-engaged in a big war games type excercise which called for multiple missle launches and gun drills and firing excercises. My general quarters station was down in the after magazine where the projectiles and powders are kept. During the excercises the hatch down into the magazine is closed-and the air in there is pretty close. There are approximately 6-7 men in there and there is no ventilation.
Here is the best part-the gun powders (they are large metal cyliders that look like big cartridges for a revolver-without the bullet-it has a heavy cork plug instead) fill the air with ether fumes-which is used to make the powder pellets. So we were locked up in this room with basically an anesthetic atmosphere to breathe.
We were down there for hours-and had to load the guns repeatedly-the projectiles weigh 75 pounds each and are loaded by hand into the loader drum-and the powders follow which weigh around 40 pounds each. By days end we were exhausted and felt like crap.
So I went to my rack (bed) and was soon lulled asleep-it did not take much -by the rocking of the ship-and at some point-I was suddenly aware I was somewhere else- and this is the freakiest part-I was totally aware I was in this place-NOT asleep-and I KNEW it was Gettysburg during the Civil War! I had absolutely no interest in the Civil War and still do not to this day-so to find myself suddenly there was really a shocker. But the strange thing is I knew I was there because I was supposed to be.
This was no mere dream. I could feel it was hot-the air was full of smoke and dust-you could not see more than a few feet ahead. I could hear the crack of musket fire, the boom of cannons and shrill whistling of the shells and crash as they exploded. I could hear men screaming and cursing and crying out in pain. I was THERE. I could see myself-and I had on a Confederate uniform!
I was born in OHIO (but now live in Georgia-ain't that weird!) and may have been a lower officer, like a Lieutenant. What happened next has stayed with me ever since. I was behind something-like a fallen tree or log which we were using as cover-there was a man to my right with a rifle. He fired his rifle and ducked down to reload-and I peered over top of the log to try and see what was going on-and could see virtualy nothing except hazy shapes of men running around and occasional flashes of orange flame from musket fire-when all of a sudden something hit me right in the forehead really really hard-I felt myself fall backwards and just kept on falling-and slammed right into my body back on the ship! I mean I actually rebounded right up off the matress, like I had falled from a great height.
I was soaked in sweat and breathing like I had just run a marathon race. This was just a mind blowing experience. I have always had a belief in something like reincarnation and have had other episodes similar but not so intense as that one.
I am really into swords (I own three real swords-not wall hangers) but have no desire to hurt anyone. My most recent aquisition is a Japanese katana-and I have developed a real interest in learning Japanese swordsmanship.
Now here is my question (sorry for the digressions) Why, if I am supposed to be working on rising to Fourth Density, where swords would obviously be useless-would I get this urge? I feel somehow I have ALWAYS been a warrior of some kind-or a person with really agressive tendencies. I dreamed that I was a soldier or someone back in the Dark Ages and got into a sword fight-I remember getting a cut on my hand and then nothing-so I apparently lost that fight- a gunslinger in the old west and got shot in the head in a bar room brawl-a gangster in the twenties and got shot in the gut and died in a barn-and a soldier in Word War II-and got mowed down by Japanese machine gun fire.
I also saw myself as an old man in a kitchen-and died at the kitchen table-and remember quite clearly leaving that body and floating up to the ceiling-and then rushing through stars and nebulae only to return to this present body.
I guess my question is-how do we know what is a valid experience and what is just some cosmic static?
I truly believe when we are asleep that we actually wander in many places - and what we call dreams in many instances is really taking place in that space you are in at that time. We can easily communicate with our other selves and see our lives in those places /times.
This may also expose us to other denizens of the dimensional planes (not necessarily human and not necessarily nice) I have had this experience also-where I will actually "step into" another person and become that person-quite unintentionally!
I had one episode where I was suddenly some guy in a factory and was expected to run this machine-but I had not a clue what I was supposed to do! And everyone was looking at me asking if I was allright? I made some excuse and said I had to go to the washroom and on my way there (it was upstairs in this factory-how I knew this is a mystery-or not ;) but as I was going up the stairs I just kind of "left" the guy's body and he just kind of blinked and said (something profane) how the bleep did he get there? I saw this as I floated away and suddely woke up as "me" again.
I also saw myself in the future - in the year 3030-in the city of New Houston. I know that because I am /will be the administrator of the city! And we have teleportation stations that can bring beings in from just about anywhere in the galaxy.The city of New Houston is built on the ruins of the old city, which was destroyed in some sort of cataclysm (oh oh!) There is a shining body of water-part of the Gulf of Mexico-and the city sprawls around it. There are trees (tropical-the climate is very much like Florida or South America) almost jungle like.
I live in a high rise building and you can step right through the wall onto an elevator (through a door-not THROUGH the wall) and ride it to whatever floor to visit friends or whatever. You can also catch it off your balcony.
If I am supposed to go to Fourth Density why would I see myself still in Third in a distant future?
I am not agressive in this life (although I do have an Irish temper!) which leads me back to this-I am of Irish descent on both my Mother anf Fathers side of the family-my Mothers real mother (who was killed in an unfortunate accident) was Scottish-so the Celtic blood runs in the family. All of the men in the family have really bad tempers-and real strong pregidous feelings. And I cannot speak for my brothers, but when I get angry I get REAL HOT-I mean I give off tangible heat.
I remember reading that when the ancient Celts went into battle many went stark naked-because they got so HOT they could not tolerate clothing. I cannot imagine running into a battle where lots of real sharp things are going to be coming at you without some kind of armor or protection-but I have experienced this heat and know exactly how it feels.
Even now I have to sleep on top of the covers-or tear my shoes off at work because I get so darn hot. Does the Kantekian lineage still exist? How could one tell if they are descended from this lineage?
I have done some research on Irish surnames but haven't really learned much and I don't have the funds to have a real go at looking up my past ancestors. Might not like what I find-I have learned that the Irish were horribly abused and taken advantage of when they came to America to escape the ravages of the potato famine (and yes for the record I love potatoes-and bag pipes! :) and swords :( ???? So, bottom line-how do we know and is it even important to know?Perhaps this love affair with swords is lingering past life "debris"? Anyone?