Wunjo
Padawan Learner
Hello!
Got an odd situation for me and I was looking for some advice. Within the last 1.5 yrs My memory of the past started just disappearing as well as my ability to remember what I just read the day before as well as my ability to articulate what I have just read. I am a fairly healthy individual with my only complaint being abused knees. I do my fish oil, a prenatal multi (we have a ton due the the birth of our daughter), ALA, glutothione, plenty of sun, the vast scope of exercise, from weights to cardio to yoga, never over do it, doing the EE program sporadically, low stress life. It's not a feeling of spaciness or anything of the sort or a lack or focus or daydreaming (from my current perceptions of the moment). I can be reading something and be very into it, and I can't remember what I read 2 pages ago. Odd and disturbing, the information will pop out later if it is needed but avoids all direct inquiry. The same type situation is happening with events of the past, "Honey do you remember when..." No, I don't. The issues began to arise when I went through some deeper personal work. MY partner and I have been working through the Work for 2 years now. At one time it became very clear how much holding onto the past and using it as an anchor for self pity was holding me bound to certain "I's" and keeping me from advancing. Those certain "I's" have defined me for my whole life. Once I faced the truth of that area of my self pity and decided to let them go, they disappeared quite quickly. It felt as a piece of me just ceased to have anything to anchor onto regarding that past personality. This occurrence and my difficulties stated above coincided fairly close. I was wondering if anyone had any ideas regarding this or similar experiences. Thanks guys!
Got an odd situation for me and I was looking for some advice. Within the last 1.5 yrs My memory of the past started just disappearing as well as my ability to remember what I just read the day before as well as my ability to articulate what I have just read. I am a fairly healthy individual with my only complaint being abused knees. I do my fish oil, a prenatal multi (we have a ton due the the birth of our daughter), ALA, glutothione, plenty of sun, the vast scope of exercise, from weights to cardio to yoga, never over do it, doing the EE program sporadically, low stress life. It's not a feeling of spaciness or anything of the sort or a lack or focus or daydreaming (from my current perceptions of the moment). I can be reading something and be very into it, and I can't remember what I read 2 pages ago. Odd and disturbing, the information will pop out later if it is needed but avoids all direct inquiry. The same type situation is happening with events of the past, "Honey do you remember when..." No, I don't. The issues began to arise when I went through some deeper personal work. MY partner and I have been working through the Work for 2 years now. At one time it became very clear how much holding onto the past and using it as an anchor for self pity was holding me bound to certain "I's" and keeping me from advancing. Those certain "I's" have defined me for my whole life. Once I faced the truth of that area of my self pity and decided to let them go, they disappeared quite quickly. It felt as a piece of me just ceased to have anything to anchor onto regarding that past personality. This occurrence and my difficulties stated above coincided fairly close. I was wondering if anyone had any ideas regarding this or similar experiences. Thanks guys!