Delizco
The Force is Strong With This One
This has happened to me quite a few times in my life, but always when I was in a deep dream state having night terrors. However this past month it has happened twice, including last night, but I am not asleep yet. Last night I Had my eyes closed, listening to the tv and still pretty aware of my surroundings. All of A sudden,and this is hard to explain so bare with me, I feel my mind/consciousness snap to awareness and I'm paralyzed. There is a deep vibration inside of me that I can hear as well as feel. Now I'm fighting with everything in me to try to move and scream but i cant and I see a dark figure above me. I feel this force like a vacuum sucking my leg up in the air!! But when I finally am able to break the paralyses it seems like it was not my actual leg or body being sucked up but for lack of a better term my "soul imprint."?? I have never felt such pure fear more than I do in these episodes. So I googled last night and I kept coming across the explanation that I was about to have an out of body experience. No s**t Sherlock !! But this Was so forceful!! Now I remember in one of The Wave volumes Laura recounts her experience with this and Asks the C's about it and in her case they explain it as "eclipsing of realities". I'm just so lost and hoping someone can shed new light on this for me, and maybe how I can protect myself, or if this is natural how I can deal and not be so terrified. I would really appreciate any Answers, experiences or ideas anyone may have. Thanks for listening.
Danielle
Danielle