The sniper shootings in Washington began on October 2nd. This was the same day the following individuals began posting to one of our egroups as follows.
From Jenifer and Carl
Now, let me make myself clear: George Bush is the FIRST president we have had who is ENTIRELY the creature of 4 D STS. What we have to realize is this: Through this puppet president, they finally are activating their plans, EXACTLY as described in the Book of Revelations. George Bush IS the False Prophet of the Beast.
As I have written about in the Adventures Series and elsewhere, a High Cabal was helped to begin the process of seizing power in the United States in the early part of the last century. Indeed, the 4 D STS operation has been "preparing the ground" for millennia by creating religions and philosophies that would inculcate FALSE ideas of what is actually "good" and what is "evil." For the past 50 years, the New Age COINTELPRO gang have been running the same operation on those individuals who have the most potential to SEE and to ACT. The above pair of writers are cases in point. They simply do not SEE. One of them wrote HIS solution as follows:
4D STS wishes to trap you into fighting them. When they pull you out of your game (personal spiritual transformation), they have you where they want you, opposing them where they are strong. Changing yourself changes everything. The changes are internal, inside you. Speaking the truth is important. Railing against the external political system, at this point, is useless. Create critical mass in a new kind of thinking, a new way of being, inside yourself. This is the butterfly's wings that changes the world.
Anybody with two neurons in contact can see that what 4 D STS wants is NOT to "trap you into fighting them." They most definitely wish to avoid this. Why else would they spend so many years creating "love and light" religions? Why would they spend so many years twisting and distorting spiritual truths? Why would they put so much into mind control technology? Why would they spend so much time terrorizing us from the shadows if they weren't afraid that we might wake up and RESIST??? Why has 4 D STS spent so much effort to persuade people to "turn the other cheek," or that "the changes are internal, inside you." Why are they trying to convince the entire population to either have faith in Jesus, Buddha, Jehovah, Allah, or "create critical mass in a new kind of thinking, a new way of being, inside yourself."
THAT is precisely the product of the New Age COINTELPRO. Good people who will do nothing, and thereby, allow the triumph of Evil. That has been the plan of 4 D STS all along.
Carl and Jenifer say: "they have you where they want you, opposing them where they are strong."
They do not see that the present situation is a desperate maneuver, and that NOW is the time to act, and that Bush is the weak link in the chain. They do not SEE the consequences of NOT acting. They think that they can just meditate and "change themselves inside" and that is all that is needed.
Dolan's book tells us that in the early 70s certain technologies were being developed that could "broadcast" signals over the entire nation. We certainly suspect that this technology was developed further in the subsequent years. The question is: what did they do with it?
What strikes me as an essential turning point in this COINTELPRO operation was the beginning of the "expose" of two particular items that hold sway in certain New Age and "conspiracy" circles to this very day: Alien Abductions and Satanic Ritual Abuse.
The Gray alien scenario was "leaked" by Budd Hopkins. Whitley Streiber's alien abduction books, including Communion followed a few years after. Prior to the publication of these books, the ubiquitous "Gray aliens" had rarely - if ever - been seen before. In fact, a review of the history of "contact" cases show that the type and variety and behavior of "aliens" around the world is quite different across the board.
But, along came Budd, followed by Whitley and his glaring alien on the cover, and suddenly the Grays were everywhere.
In respect of Whitley and his Grays, allow me to emphasize one of Dolan's comments: "By early 1969, teams within the CIA were running a number of bizarre experiments in mind control under the name Operation Often. In addition to the normal assortment of chemists, biologists, and conventional scientists, the operation employed psychics and experts in demonology." This, of course, brings us to the parallel event of that period of time: Satanic ritual abuse.
SRA is the name given to the allegedly systematic abuse of children by Satanists. As it happens, keeping our timeline in mind, it was in the mid to late 1970s that the allegations of the existence of a "well-organized intergenerational satanic cult whose members sexually molest, torture and murder children across the United States" began to emerge in America. There was a panic regarding SRA triggered by a fictional book called Michelle Remembers. The book was published as fact but has subsequently been shown to be a hoax by at least three independent investigators. No hard evidence of Satanic Ritual Abuse in North America has ever been found just as no hard evidence of abductions by Gray aliens has ever been found.
Nevertheless, the allegations were widely publicized on radio and television talk shows, including Geraldo Rivera's show. Religious fundamentalists promoted the hysteria and, just as during the Inquisitions, endless self-proclaimed "moral entrepreneurs" both fed the fires of prosecution and earned a good living from it. Most of the early accusations of satanic/ritual abuse were aimed at working-class people with limited resources, and with a few exceptions, the media and other groups that are ordinarily skeptical either remained silent or joined in the feeding frenzy of accusations. The few professionals who spoke out against the hysteria were systematically attacked and discredited by government agencies and private organizations.
The question has to be asked: If there are thousands of baseless accusations of SRA and thousands upon thousands of cases of unverifiable alien abductions, from where do they originate?
Most of the SRA cases are said to originate with children. Since there is a widespread belief that children wouldn't make up stories of eating other children or being forced to have sex with giraffes after flying in an airplane while they were supposed to be in day care, the stories are often taken at face value by naive prosecutors, therapists, police officers and parents. Researchers have found that children are unlikely to invent stories of satanic ritual abuse on their own. So, where do the stories come from? Accusing the therapists, district attorneys, police and parents of inducing such stories from children doesn't seem to be a very productive answer. Yes, it may happen in some cases, but certainly doesn't seem likely in the vast number of cases.
Now, let's go back and think about our timeline. As it happens, Michelle Remembers was published in 1980, co-written by Michelle Smith and Lawrence Pazder, M.D.
Budd Hopkins finished "Missing Time" in December of 1980, with an "afterword" by Aphrodite Clamar, Ph.D.
It's looking pretty "coincidental" from where I sit keeping the following in mind:
By the early 1970s, there were already means available to alter the moods of unsuspecting persons. A pocket-sized transmitter generating electromagnetic energy at less than 100 milliwatts could do the job. This is no pie-in-the-sky theory. In 1972, Dr. Gordon J.F. McDonald testified before the House Subcommittee on Oceans and International Environment on the issue of electromagnetic weapons used for mind control and mental disruption. He stated:
Consider the above "electrically charged ionosphere in the higher part of the atmosphere" in terms of "chemtrails." And note the comments of our own channeled material regarding the above- not from "aliens," but rather from "us in the future."
What is occurs to me - putting the pieces of the puzzle together - is that there is some general kind of imagery being widely broadcast in the "neutral cavity" described above,and that it depends a lot on the individual and their cultural programming how it "takes." It is designed to INDUCE FEELINGS OF HELPLESSNESS in the physical world - to induce the belief that "they" are so powerful we cannot resist them. Whether our orientation is Christian Fundie, or New Age abductee, we are slowly, but surely, being sucked into a belief that only "spiritual solutions" are our options. We are made to believe that we are helpless puppets and all we can do is pray or meditate to get out of this world. And most especially, NEVER, EVER resist! That is "fighting fire with fire." That is "bad." That is "unspiritual."
When we consider the fact that Operation Often employed "the normal assortment of chemists, biologists, and conventional scientists AND "psychics and experts in demonology," we begin to think that electronic COINTELPRO includes a whole supermarket of new "beliefs" - Gray aliens and "alien contacts" for the New Age crowd and a whole range of "sexual/ritual abuse" scenarios" for those who are NOT open to the alien shtick.
Is the whole thing beamed out as some sort of "free-formal imaging," and based on the conscious acceptance of one or another version, it takes on its individual characteristics? In other words, is it picked up by the subconscious in alpha states or in sleep, perceived as traumatic in a general scenario that can then be interpreted by the individual belief systems in terms of either being examined and or sexually manipulated by aliens on a table or "raped on an altar" by Satanists?
Are the public productions - books by Hopkins, Strieber, and the SRA scandals, just the closing of the circuit by the conscious mind accepting some scenario as the explanation for the constant bombardment of such signals as described in Dolan's book? Is it the job of COINTELPRO to create "bogus organizations" that produce various "explanations" to close the circuit and "make it real" in the person's mind?
One has to wonder about the name of the program: Operation Often in terms of the claims of abductees - victims of repeated and "often" abductions - as well as the claims of those who suggest the SRA explanation. In either case, the believer is being "herded" into a "response camp" of either faith in alien saviors or self-focused "ascension techniques", or faith in Jesus to save from the demonic/satanic Illuminati, Jews, Pagans - take your pick.
Let me make it clear that I am in no way suggesting that "abductions" or some whacked out Satanic rituals do not take place somewhere, under some circumstances. What I am suggesting is that the Gray Alien and SRA phenomenon most certainly was not restricted in any way by COINTELPRO, which suggests strongly that it is PRODUCED by same and may indeed be the smoke and mirrors that hides a far more insidious state of affairs. In essence, Dolan's book shows us the history of how the many levels of society have been duped and deceived - or directly controlled - from the average citizen, to the seeker of higher truths, to the scions of science and industry, to the, hallowed halls of government. Each "type" has been targeted in the way most likely to "manage" them best.
And Carl and Jenifer are definitely being "managed" along with all their "fellow believers" that "nothing can be done" but to "believe" that you have "freedom in your mind," as Whitley recently proclaimed.
This brings us back to the problem of the Secret State and its agenda. Some people believe that this secrecy is absolutely essential. They say that the public simply could not handle the truth about aliens. They say that there is no reason to spoil people's lives with the truth because there is nothing that the average person could do about it anyway. Is that really true? Would there be so much effort to conceal the alien agenda if disclosure of the truth wasn't harmful to that agenda?
This brings us back to the efforts of COINTELPRO. Since the military is in the position of dealing with beings of such arrogance that their checks don't cover the damage they do, the "press releases" are issued in the form of diversion and division. UFOs and the "alien reality" are promoted in ways that simply do not relate to the documentary evidence or the factual data. UFOs and aliens are given cachet in the New Age and metaphysical communities, and groups studying them or "channeling" them are "managed" so that the possibility of exposure of the Truth is completely minimized in the plethora of conflicting, generated "beliefs." At the same time, there are organizations that are set up to operate as "professional debunkers" and disinformation artists. Smoke and mirrors and endless confusion.
What is evident from the documents and statements of those "in on the secret," is that the current "popularity" of aliens and New Age presentations of the subject - including popular "beliefs" and "New Age Philosophies" - are the direct result of deliberate infiltration by intelligence personnel who are continually "spinning the wheel" of lies and distortion.
If the military organizations are as interested in UFOs and Aliens as we KNOW them to be based on the evidence, and if they are in the DARK about them, as the evidence also suggests, would they not be utilizing the many claimed "alien contacts" among the New Age community as resources IF there was the possibility that such sources really WERE in contact with the "real aliens" in and about the planet as they claim? There are certainly many of these contactees that claim "extreme military" interest in their work. However, based on the facts of the operations of the National Security State, we can pretty well objectively assess that if this were true, such contactees would not be out there promulgating their information unmolested. That some of them achieve great popularity is compelling evidence that their "information" is useless to the military, if not created by it. What seems to be true is that most contactees and channelers are dupes of the military cover-up - victims of COINTELPRO - created to generate the noise that hides the signal of the true Alien Reality and our proper reaction to it. In short, the majority of claims of channelers, contactees, new age gurus, UFO researchers, and the like, both in books and on the internet, about the "alien reality," is COINTELPRO at its finest.
Take that to the bank.
Now, let me point out something C's once said about a situation in which I was torn between the "New Age Love and Light" option of just letting a situation resolve itself - which only resulted in it getting worse - and the "find the weak spot, apply the pressure, and achieve the goal" option. This, and several similar lessons, have a lot to do with our approach to what we see. Story is: We paid for a new roof, after a long ordeal, it was finished, and then we learned that the roofer did not pay for the materials with the money we paid him, and we had been liened by the supply house.
Q: I can take the guy to pieces with publicity, writing letters, going to the state attorney, but I don't want to put that kind of energy into it just to take somebody to pieces. I would like to put just enough energy into it to get my money back.
Now, let's just put the whole lesson together here:
We do not direct your actions thusly. If we did, you would not learn! Defense does not require so much energy if the defender perceives their stance as justified. If we spell out "probabilities," your tactical planning will be skewed accordingly, and you will not learn skills that will be vital to you in the future. We [act] through you.
Now, it is pretty obvious that the New Age COINTELPRO and Religious programming has accomplished exactly what Machiavelli proposed. He said that religion and its teachings of faith, hope, charity, love, humility and patience under suffering were factors that render men weak and cause them to care less about worldly and political things, and thus they will turn political power over to wicked men who are not influenced by such ideals. Of course, the real trick is to convince people that the "afterlife" is the only thing worth thinking about, and it is to this end that Christianity has been formulated. It is also to this end that many of the New Age beliefs and "formulations" of the truth about Ascension have been engineered. All you have to do is have faith or meditate or acquire knowledge and awareness - change your thinking, change what's inside, do what is necessary that will help you love everything and everybody. Nothing is said about the day by day struggle, and the necessity for action.
What seems to be true is that we have to choose our alignment and prepare ourselves for the emanations that are traveling "downward" to be better received. This is the essential point of Castaneda's Don Juan when he said:
One of the greatest accomplishments of the seers of the Conquest was a construct he called the three-phase progression. By understanding the nature of man, they were able to reach the incontestable conclusion that if seers can hold their own in facing [human] petty tyrants, they can certainly face the unknown with impunity, and then they can even stand the presence of the unknowable.
We see that Carl and Jenifer are among those who suggest that "A seer who can hold his own in the face of the unknoWn can certainly face petty tyrants." Please notice what Don Juan then says: THAT ASSUMPTION IS WHAT DESTROYED THE SUPERB SEERS OF ANCIENT TIMES.
Collectively, we have the most amazing Petty Tyrant of the past many years - impossible persons in positions of power. Don Juan would be leaping with glee. And just as the writing of the Adventure Series was the act of "stalking," or "systematic harassment" of a teensy weensy petty tyrant, so are my comments on this page. And I hope others take them to heart and repeat them everywhere, and collectively we can systematically harass the Bush Gang and use the resulting shocks to fuse our magnetic centers.
Our view is that we are in 3rd density because that is where we FIT. If we no longer fit, we leave. The way to grow, is to learn the lessons of 3rd density. We believe and teach that ordinary Life itself, properly understood, can indeed be the means by which we are initiated, as Gurdjieff also taught. He wrote about the "First Initiation" in the following way:
You will see that in life you get back exactly what you put in. Your life is the mirror of what you are, it is your image. You are passive, blind, demanding. You take all, you accept all, without ever feeling indebted. Your attitude towards the world and towards life is the attitude of one who has the right to demand and take. Of one who doesn't need to pay or gain. You believe that all things are due to you, only because it's you! All your blindness is there. It doesn't catch your attention. It is however what, in you, separates a world from another.
What do you do when you realize that most of your life you have given away your free will and, at the same time, have taken away the free will of those dearest to you? More horrible still, what do you do when you realize it has ALL been done in the name of LOVE?!
The moment of true initiation. It seems that, as the great masters teach us, it is not a moment of "great enlightenment." It is not someone who comes to "show us reality." It is not a "seeing all the world as a oneness." It is seeing the self as a liar and a feeder on others. It is measuring the self with TRUTH. It is seeing that the predator has been feeding on the self, that the self has been feeding on others and propagating the infection on to all those who one claims to love and wish to help.
Initiation is not a glorious inpouring of life and love and tears for the beauty and oneness of the world.
It is sheer terror.
It is a descent into Hell. It is the Shamanic descent into the underworld to do battle with demons. It is the dismemberment of the body, the flaying of the flesh from the bones, and the subsequent rebuilding of the self on a different foundation - a foundation of spiritual verity.
And if I could convey to you that Hell, that sensation, that solitary test in which the soul is weighed, BY THE SELF, finally and completely and seen for what it has truly done, you would see how little truth there is because of all the beliefs of the Matrix that have been inculcated and promulgate and tended so carefully by our emotions and by the deceptions of the predator within who convinces us that we are "good" and "pure" and there is "oneness."
Indeed, one sees that there is "oneness," but one sees that the aspect of God that is experienced at this level is the black, sucking, feeding maw of STS. One sees how little true Love is actually manifested at this level of being. One sees that all of our illusions about "goodness" and truth and beauty are LIES. They are masks for more feeding.
And that is so horrifying an initiation that few survive.
That is "paying everything."
Now, re-read what Gurdjieff had to say about the matter; how he pointed out that a person has to "pay in advance," that the key is to accept the idea that one is not what one thinks, that there is a different reality from which our own is projected, and that developing this idea in the realm of pure thought, and then using it as the platform by which one can observe and analyze, is the key to being able to see for a moment, and then again. One must be able to see the interactions of the Petty Tyrants in our lives, the Predators who prey on us in the Theological Reality. And then, one must be willing to act. It is only after action that the true nature of the Predator reveals itself just as the Vampire reacts with violence to being exposed by the presence of a mirror. Because, it must be kept always in mind that there ARE predators who are predators by choice - even if that choice is made at some level, in some part of themselves that is not available to even their own conscious awareness.
As Don Juan says: "Impeccability is nothing else but the proper use of energy. […] To understand this, you have to save enough energy yourself."
This "right use of energy" has to do with Don Juan's description of a division of "seers" into two categories:
"The first one is made up of those who are willing to exercise self-restraint and can channel their activities toward pragmatic goals, which would benefit other seers and man in general. The other category consists of those who don't care about self-restraint or about any pragmatic goals. It is the consensus among seers that the latter have failed to resolve the problem of self-importance."
We realize right away that Jenifer and Carl and many, many others, belong in the latter category of "seers." They haven't saved enough energy to even see this. Here we aren't talking about just ordinary "energy" such as is used to run around the block or cut the grass. The energy being discussed is something different, though it can be expressed in the physical body. The energy Don Juan is talking about is the "energy of awareness."
As I have written in the Adventures Series, the most important principles that the Cassiopaeans have given us are Free Will and Knowledge Protects. These two concepts are inseparable. The more knowledge you have, the more awareness you have; and the more awareness you have, the more Free will you have as to whether or not you will receive and disseminate lies or truth. With increase of knowledge, there CAN be an increase in awareness, but not always. A person can have a great deal of knowledge, but since he defines what he knows with the Juvenile Dictionary, he only can have Juvenile Awareness.
Knowledge is understanding of, or information about, a subject which has been obtained by experience or study, and which is either in a person's mind or possessed by people generally. Awareness is a bit different. It is the fact or state of being aware, or conscious, especially of matters that are particularly relevant. So, we can understand that relevance in the present context depends upon one's knowledge of the universe, and or beliefs about same. A person can have a great deal of knowledge based on what is generally accepted by society at large, and based on this, he decides what is relevant and what is not. As we have already seen, this can even lead to Stockholm Syndrome.
Acquiring even more and deeper knowledge of the universe, that which goes beyond what is commonly accepted, depends upon openness of the mind to observe reality, to forebear forming hypotheses until a sufficient number of facts become evident, and to then be constantly open to change the hypothesis based on new facts and evidence, rather than trying to force the facts or evidence to fit the hypothesis. In this way, "relevance" can change dramatically. We can become aware, or conscious, of matters that are relevant to a higher sphere of existence even if it is not part of the knowledge that is "possessed by people generally."
We come back again to the idea that it is our own lessons that we are experiencing, that we are, in a sense, "open" to the predations of a petty tyrant because we feel, in some sense, that we deserve it. And yes, we may be "programmed" to feel that we deserve it due to simple, social and familial programming - no "alien interference" is necessary here. Even more, we may be carrying programs from past lives, as I was, and probably most other people as well. Add to that the problem of COINTELPRO, and it is a deadly mix. All of that is the "bad news." The good news is this: the instant you come to the full awareness of these factors, you have the right to change your mind. You have the right to stop, right there and then, being used and subjected to manipulation and betrayal. And, as Clarissa Pinkola Estes writes:
"Dark man dreams are wake-up calls. They say: Pay attention! Something has gone radically amiss in the outer world. ....The threat of the 'dark man dreams' serves as a warning to all of us -- if you don't pay attention, something will be stolen from you! The dreamer needs to be initiated so that whatever has been robbing her can be recognized, apprehended, and dealt with.
"Right use of energy," or "impeccability" is learning when not to act nice about protecting our souls. It is learning that when the soul is being threatened, it is not only acceptable to draw a line and mean it, it is required.
In the Bluebeard story, as soon as Bluebeard realizes that his wife has discovered his dark secrets, he informs her that he is going to kill her. She pleads with him for time to make her confession, to pray for her soul, and to generally "prepare to die." This is, of course, a ruse. Secretly, she has sent word to her brothers that Bluebeard is going to kill her, and she is buying time until their arrival.
This is an allegory of the need to recoup one's soul energy. Once one has become aware of the secrets of Bluebeard, one has to acquire energy to deal with him. The arrival of the "brothers" on the scene is nothing more than the reviving of the psychic, warrior energies. It is with the energy, skill and forebearance of the Warrior aspect of the soul that we deal with petty tyrants - when the time is right.
At the same time, we must be aware that there can be a distinction between the persona of Bluebeard and the actual human being who is playing the role. As Ms. Estes has pointed out, "the young and the injured are uninitiated. Neither knows much about the dark predator and are, therefore, credulous." This is an important point because it might indicate that one is dealing with a soul that is simply in the process of learning the same lessons, but is at a different point on the learning cycle. Perhaps such a soul has not chosen as many incarnations, or a different lesson path has been followed. Perhaps such a soul is one that is "new" in human form, though it has spent other incarnations in other forms. In such a case, it is wise to consider this, and to realize that such a soul may not have any evil intent - they are just learning about the predator by experiencing control by it. And it may require many lifetimes for them to come to that moment when they realize that they have been manipulated and betrayed by their own choices, and they can then change their mind and begin to conserve their own energy for escape.
In other cases, a different dynamic may be in play: An apparent human being may quite simply be an incarnated natural predator. Such an individual may look human, they smell human, they speak as a human, and they have access to the storage capacity of a human brain which allows them to collect data and facts, assemble them, and to present even a very scholarly front. But initiated awareness "sees" that such a being acts in human form as an animal, twisting human principles and potentials, because such a being has no multiple assemblage points.
There seems to be still another type of human: an extension of a higher density negative "Crypto-geographic" being. As the Cassiopaeans have pointed out, 4th density most often acts through its "human agents," and sometimes these are like dedicated phone lines - there is no "human potential" present.
Don Juan speaks about such petty tyrants. "According to the new seers, a perfect petty tyrant has no redeeming feature."
Nevertheless, whatever factors are in play, the most useful approach to these lessons about predators is a combination of "right use of energy," as well as clearing the unworthiness programming. We know that the program is clear when there is no more "self-importance" left in us, when we are no longer "personally offended" by their actions. This, of course, does not mean that we no longer seek to discover, capture, and contain such predators when they appear in our lives. We are still aware that there are always going to be instances where we know that "acting nice" is not going to protect our souls. We must always be on guard against threats to the soul, theft of energy or free will, and just because we are no long personally offended, it does not mean that we do not draw the line and mean it. But, as Castaneda points out, when self-importance is effaced, all of this can be done with a sense of joy and in a spirit of humor. In other words, STO can ACT THROUGH US.
But still, even in such a case, at some level we have asked for the experience in order to learn the lesson that our soul was seeking. So we find that, again, having some compassion for robotic or predatory beings is a deeper level of healing the self. We need to understand that even 4th density robots and predators in human form are only trying to survive by feeding on us. It is all "nature," and its not our job to fix them. It is, however, our job and our right to protect ourselves. "The instinctive nature knows that being 'sweet' in these instances only makes the predator smile. When the soul is being threatened, it is not only acceptable to draw the line and mean it, it is required."
"Warriors take strategic inventories," he said. "They list everything they do. Then they decide which of those things can be changed in order to allow themselves a respite, in terms of expending their energy." […] Don Juan said then that in the strategic inventories of warriors, self-importance figures as the activity that consumes the greatest amount of energy, hence, their effort to eradicate it.
And we come back to my present activities here on this page. Is it a "right use of energy?" Or is it a "distraction," as some would suggest?
Don Juan has explained what he called a "three phase progression." This is the mode of approach to becoming a Warrior who is Free. This three step program consists of:
1. Holding your own in facing petty tyrants.
Why are the things happening in our world the way they are? Why is humanity in the presence of a Petty Tyrant - George Bush and the Gang - who is trying to get us all killed?
Because this lesson is going to keep coming until you learn to "hold your own." I also know that the "right use" of my energy at this point is to not only hold my own in facing the petty tyrant, but to share it with others. In this way, I can fully activate my choice of what kind of "seer" I wish to be. Remember, Don Juan said there are two kinds: those who are willing to exercise self-restraint and can channel their activities toward pragmatic goals, which would benefit other seers and man in general, or those who don't care about self-restraint or about any pragmatic goals.
At the same time that one exercises restraint, one must also draw the line and mean it. In dealing with petty tyrants and predators, one has to learn to not to act "nice," to forget about being "sweet," and to discover, capture and contain the predator.
And so it is that the present strategy is that I am using my energy in a very pragmatic way, designed to rid myself of my own self-importance, and to share the process with other seers who are on the same path of Becoming Free. Don Juan tells us that utilizing this strategy is not only crucial for getting rid of self-importance, it also prepares us for the final realization of impeccability. And in the end, that is what counts. Impeccability is simply another term for respecting Free Will.
As Don Juan suggested, these pages and my comments are also a "deadly maneuver." The Petty Tyrants are "like a mountain peak" and the attributes of the warrior - control, discipline, forbearance, timing, - are the climbers who meet at the summit.
Finally, I'm having a lot of fun writing these pages! When Don Juan wrote about his own experience with the petty tyrant, and how the maneuver was "directed" by his "benefactor," he made some rather amazing remarks:
"I'm sure that I could have done it myself, although I have always doubted that I would have carried it off with flair and joyfulness. My benefactor was simply enjoying the encounter by directing it. The idea of using a petty tyrant is not only for perfecting the warrior's spirit, but also for enjoyment and happiness."
And I have to tell the readers that I am having a ball! I am not even offended when folks like Carl and Jenifer just don't "get it." Because, of course, most people worry all the time about not saying this or not doing that because it might "hurt their feelings," or it "isn't nice," or that isn't "love and light," or it doesn't look compassionate! All such concerns are actually based on our worries about how someone else will perceive us!
We worry about someone else's hurt feelings because if we hurt their feelings, they will think we are bad. We worry about just simply speaking honestly from the greatest truth we know, because they might think we are not "nice" or "sweet" or "Christian" or "compassionate." And all of that is related to self-importance!
We are controlled by our fear of admitting that we have made stupid mistakes, that we allowed ourselves to be used and manipulated - whether at a human level or from a hyperdimensional level - that we are in the process of learning. We are ashamed to discuss these things publicly. We are exhausted by trying to "keep it quiet" or "shove it under the rug" or trying to find a way to rationalize it, to think that we deserve it, that we are not free to simply change our mind, and learn a new strategy for dealing with such things. We are programmed to be so concerned about our self-aggrandizing feelings, and the self-aggrandizing feelings of others that we commit the "fatal flaw": we take ourselves too seriously! We think that our emotional reactions to the cruelties of others is evidence of our "spiritual nature." We think that our concern for the feelings of others who are hurting us is evidence of our superior spirituality. We think that saying something like "well, consider the source and ignore it," or "one should not get the messenger and the message mixed up" is some sort of pronouncement of great spiritual wisdom.
We are so terrified by our fear of "taking the bull by the horns," that we exhaust ourselves trying to think of ways NOT to do it.
And it is really quite simple: just DO it. And the most important thing of all is to feel joy throughout the exercise.
We may be having the strongest instinctive reaction of our lives that just screams that someone is a predator, but we shove it under the rug because it's "not nice." And then, when they are poking a stick directly into our eye, we are constrained to say: "please, I'd like to bring it to your attention, if it is not too much trouble, that you have a stick in your hand, and somehow, (and I am sure it is not intentional), the stick has managed to find its way into my eye. It is causing me considerable difficulty - even pain - but I have tried to restrain myself from pointing it out because I am sure that you are just being yourself and have every right to be yourself, and if in the course of being yourself, you have accidentally poked a stick in my eye, perhaps it is MY fault for having my eye annoyingly in your way. Having said all of that, the fact remains that the stick is in my eye, and if it wouldn't be TOO much trouble, would you kindly see if it would be possible to withdraw it - assuming that it doesn't violate your right to be yourself, that is - because I am, naturally, very compassionate toward others, and being yourself is okay by me… but still… the stick... my eye..."
Acting from natural instinct, the instant the stick begins to approach our eye, we would slap it away and be damned to the niceties. And so it should be in matters of the soul.
Don Juan explained that the mistake average men make in confronting petty tyrants is that they do not understand that reality is an interpretation we make, and that interpretation is based on knowledge and awareness. The plain fact is: Petty Tyrants take themselves with deadly seriousness while warriors do not. Warriors interpret reality according to the Theological Dynamic, and utilize the Psychological substrate as the instrument of implementation of the four attributes: control, discipline, forbearance, timing.
What always exhausts a Petty Tyrant is the wear and tear on his self-importance. He is so full of it, and false pride, that he is internally ripped apart by being made fun of or not taken seriously, which he only feels because of his self-importance and his need to feed and sustain it. It is self-importance that will drive a man to falsify his credentials, to claim knowledge and experience he doesn't have; to steal an election, to lie in an attempt to take over the world; and it is self-importance that will drive such a man to fight to his last gasp to preserve that false self.
And this last is the clincher. The Petty Tyrant is so concerned about what "other people think" that they will spend endless energy trying to maintain a false image, to continue to "act the role," to attack that which threatens their self-importance either violently or with subtle viciousness.
And this is George Bush's weak point: his lies. Fighting George Bush by saying "no war" is actually not the best use of energy here. A better use would be to go to the streets to demand an investigation into 9-11 and to demand that questions be answered about Bush's fitness to be president. All of those are issues that put pressure on his self-importance, his lies, his facade.
The object of the Warrior is, of course, to utilize whatever is necessary to stand against the Petty Tyrant, to draw the line and hold it, and - if necessary - to strategically systematically harass the Petty Tyrant until they are drained of energy, and with their last, desperate burst, they do something so stupid, so destructive, that finally, due to the forebearance of the warrior who knows the nature of the Predator, the Petty Tyrants receive their "due" - generally at their own hands. And thus the dynamic ends.
Now, notice very carefully the following remark: predictions for the future have the form: IF this, THEN this; IF NOT, then that. If the situation, as it is, is not known, no one will take any action and the predictions for the "future" will be "set." However, if there is a change, perhaps even so small a change as just what we are doing here in sharing this information, it can change everything in a nonlinear way. And it is this that the Cassiopaeans have endeavored to teach us. Yes, they will answer our questions objectively and clinically as to the state of the universe in which we live at the moment the question is asked. And then they will tell us that we have Free Will if we have Knowledge. And then, when we ask them what we ought to do, if anything, they say: "you will do what you will do."
You will do what you will do.
So, let's get on with it!
October 2nd was the anniversary of my grandmother's death - 18 years ago. We buried her on October 5th, and her birthday was October 7th, 1899. As those of you who have read Amazing Grace know, this was the event that "opened the door" to the Cassiopaeans back in 1985. Naturally, on that day, I was in a somewhat reflective state, looking at all the things that have happened in the intervening years.
After working most of the morning on revisions to Ancient Science, preparatory to going to the publisher for a regular paperback edition, I decided that we needed a short break, and so we went to Staples to pick up some office supplies. As we were passing one of my favorite thrift shops, I suddenly had the impulse to stop and check the book racks. Ark slammed on the brakes in response to my sudden, urgent request, and whipped around the corner and into the parking lot.
There wasn't much on the book racks - but there was a video entitled Roswell and the Alien Autopsy. For two bucks, it was a bargain. I used to have a copy of the show that was aired on television in UK, which was somewhat different from the one aired in the US, but I had lent it out and it was never returned. I thought I was just replacing the one I no longer had - or a reasonable facsimile. Later, back at work, I forgot about it. Until bedtime.
I slipped the video into the VCR, and we settled back to watch it. Ark had never seen it in any version, and I certainly wasn't expecting much more than the choppy clips I had seen on national television. I was in for a surprise. After a brief introduction about the Roswell incident, there was the complete, uncut version of the autopsy with no sound bytes, no interruptions, no commentary.
I had always been convinced that the whole affair of the alien autopsy was not a hoax, even though I had seen only little bits of it. I even debated Mike Lindemann on the subject on a talk radio show back in 1995. There were several points about it that I made at the time, ideas I held in opposition to the many "UFO researchers" who were screaming for Ray Santilli's blood.
The first one was the simple fact that if the video had been a hoax, if hoaxers were intent upon trying to persuade people that something was real - which is always the objective of a hoax - they would certainly have made the alien look like the standard "image" of an alien that is "alive" in popular consciousness. That the alien did NOT look like the standard gray was, in my opinion, a fact that made the autopsy video more credible rather than the other way around.
The second point was the obvious "made-up" story about the "camera man." No matter which way you look at it, whether it was deliberately leaked by someone currently on the "inside", or whether it was handed over to Ray by some old guy who had squirreled it away all these years, the one thing that would NOT happen would be to tell the true story about either the background, location, or circumstances of any of the parties. In short, from any point of view, the story had to be made up - everything about it would be designed to lead AWAY from the truth - and it simply wasn't worth analyzing. Of course, a feeding frenzy of theorists, armchair experts, skeptics, and true believers in the Gray aliens began, and I watched this process with some amazement.
The third point of conviction that the autopsy was real was just simply watching it. I listened to a lot of people giving "opinions" about it who had never dissected a body. I have. There are certain things about cutting flesh, separating layers of skin from underlying muscles and bones, removing organs, handling the scalpel, and so on, that simply cannot be faked. The clips that were shown on television included one where the scalp was being removed from the skull. I've done that. What's more, I have done it expecting to be graded on whether or not I could do it without destroying the structure. I have also sawed open skulls knowing that I would be graded on whether or not I could do it without destroying the dura mater - the delicate membrane encasing the brain. I am certainly no expert, but I've done it. And I have watched others do it. More than once.
My thought at the time was that the individual doing the autopsy was not someone who dissected regularly, because certainly, a medical examiner who does autopsies every day, would have the whole thing reduced to a formula. But this guy was most definitely medically trained, and held his scalpel like a surgeon. He knew anatomy, and he must have made pretty good grades in A & P - even if he didn't make dissection a career. And that leads to the next point.
Many individuals have made some pretty wild declarations that the government would never have given such a job to an "amateur," either in terms of the autopsy itself, or the filming of same. They have suggested that if a real alien was retrieved by our military, the finest scientists in the country would have been given the job, and they would have performed the autopsy in a theatre with the gallery full of the most eminent specialists. The "camera man" would have been an expert in handling camera equipment, and so on. They declare the idea that the government would conspire to hide such things to be ludicrous, and they pronounce sagely and knowingly that no such conspiracy could possibly be maintained for over 50 years. Allow me to quote Richard Dolan on this point:
Some will dismiss this as one of the many conspiracy theories dotting America's landscape. The very label serves as an automatic dismissal, as though no one ever acts in secret. Let us bring some perspective and common sense to this issue.
Now, allow me to make my point. The idea that this was a "great event" for humankind, or that it ought to be handled by the best scientists, and filmed by the most proficient movie maker for posterity, was simply not a consideration. The circumstances under which the alien autopsy undoubtedly took place, include the inevitable conclusion that the only individuals who would have been involved, would be those who could be controlled. The individuals performing and filming the autopsy were not selected for their great skill; they were selected because they were the best available for the purpose, who were already on the "inside."
Getting back to October 2nd: for a week or two prior to the "shootings," the Quantum Future School discussed a series of strange impressions about the world, and a sensation of "impending" activity of some sort. On September 24, I wrote:
But the story really begins in May of 2002 ....
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