Princess Lux 🌷
Jedi Master
I had a weird experience earlier that I do not know if I slept or not. It started that I was still trying to sleep, I was finding a comfortable position but it felt like I am in a sleep paralysis, so I waited for my body to be awake so I could move and go back to sleep again. After a few moments, I thought I am already asleep but it felt like there were other people or beings in my room, I thought someone is trying to get me or I'm still in that sleep paralysis state. I do not know why I thought I am being abducted, and I remember what the Cs said that when you are in a low vibe, you just have to be positive, so I tried to be positive and interesting enough, my mind was trying to understand and makes sense of what is happening and I knew im still in my bed. Still, I'm telling myself that I will just fall asleep after whatever is happening. Then, it's as if the scene change that I knew I was still in the same spot trying to get some sleep but my friend's daughter is talking to me now, then the scene changed again that I have already woke up but I was in a different position in the same bed, then changed again that I was in a place where there is a stream, then back to my bed again thinking that, probably, I will just wake up after all these. Outside my room, I could hear that the dog is playing with the water bottle. I realize I wasn't back because in reality the dog cant reach this part of the house. I finally woke up still having that feeling that there is someone in the room. I just know this because I sleep in a mat in a wooden floor so you'd feel if someone is walking up the stairs or someone is walking inside. What I also find odd in all that were happening is when the scene would change, it feels like my room is going on circles or you know that feeling when you're dizzy but you're just closing your eyes or like the room feels wavy. I even felt like it was trippy but i don't do drugs and do not take any medication at this time. I checked the time and 3 hours had passed, so I thought maybe it was one of those incidents again.
This isn't the first time that this happened to me. I remember the first was when I arrived early in the office an hour or so, in new year's day 7 years ago. I slept in the sleeping quarters and dreamt that there was this lady with really long hair beside me and she was trying to get my bag. I made my bag my pillow at that time. There were horror stories in the sleeping quarters and so I thought she must be the lady they were talking about. I finally took my bag from her and get up to get my headset thinking I was already late for my shift. I opened the locker only to find a locker again and I opened it and found a locker again. I realized I had a false awakening and was panicking. I prayed what to do to go back to reality and it's as if someone is saying to go back to the sleeping quarters and remember the position I had when sleeping. I hurried and did what I was told and I finally woke up.
Another incident was when I thought I woke up and got out of my bed, then I tried to talk to my family and it's as if they do not see me but i see them, so in that dream, I went back to my room. Thinking this time I'm awake, I got out and heard that the dogs were so loud that night. My father would usually shush the dogs and I found that odd he wasn't because it is always him who'd do that because he is a light sleeper. When I switched on the light, they weren't lighting up, tried switching it on and off, and realizing that I'm still asleep, I went back to my room again. This time, when I thought I have finally woke up, I heard my alarm, I wanted to turn it off only to realize that I cant find my phone in that bed, I felt like crying and praying to get me out of that place and wake me up for real. It was really scary.
I cannot count the numerous times it happened but id often know if I'm still asleep or wherever I was. I find find it troubling because this time, with how fast the scenes were changing, my mind cannot keep up or process if I am still in a dream or back in reality. I tried to think what is the common denominator with all those incidents. One I could think of, for all three, is my phone is near me; I went to asleep after a call tonight, but then how about those moments when I don't have my phone near my bed? Another is I was tired but I wasn't exhausted tonight and for other nights. I am thinking too that it might be connected with the process of going through a shift or transition. I remember the dream I had in the sleeping quarters, I was in the first week of my christian journey; the next dream with my alarm, and those two weeks I had consecutive false awakening, was I am about to move out of the house; and now, I am also in a major transition.
Can anyone help me shed light to what is happening and how can I protect or help myself next time this happens?
This isn't the first time that this happened to me. I remember the first was when I arrived early in the office an hour or so, in new year's day 7 years ago. I slept in the sleeping quarters and dreamt that there was this lady with really long hair beside me and she was trying to get my bag. I made my bag my pillow at that time. There were horror stories in the sleeping quarters and so I thought she must be the lady they were talking about. I finally took my bag from her and get up to get my headset thinking I was already late for my shift. I opened the locker only to find a locker again and I opened it and found a locker again. I realized I had a false awakening and was panicking. I prayed what to do to go back to reality and it's as if someone is saying to go back to the sleeping quarters and remember the position I had when sleeping. I hurried and did what I was told and I finally woke up.
Another incident was when I thought I woke up and got out of my bed, then I tried to talk to my family and it's as if they do not see me but i see them, so in that dream, I went back to my room. Thinking this time I'm awake, I got out and heard that the dogs were so loud that night. My father would usually shush the dogs and I found that odd he wasn't because it is always him who'd do that because he is a light sleeper. When I switched on the light, they weren't lighting up, tried switching it on and off, and realizing that I'm still asleep, I went back to my room again. This time, when I thought I have finally woke up, I heard my alarm, I wanted to turn it off only to realize that I cant find my phone in that bed, I felt like crying and praying to get me out of that place and wake me up for real. It was really scary.
I cannot count the numerous times it happened but id often know if I'm still asleep or wherever I was. I find find it troubling because this time, with how fast the scenes were changing, my mind cannot keep up or process if I am still in a dream or back in reality. I tried to think what is the common denominator with all those incidents. One I could think of, for all three, is my phone is near me; I went to asleep after a call tonight, but then how about those moments when I don't have my phone near my bed? Another is I was tired but I wasn't exhausted tonight and for other nights. I am thinking too that it might be connected with the process of going through a shift or transition. I remember the dream I had in the sleeping quarters, I was in the first week of my christian journey; the next dream with my alarm, and those two weeks I had consecutive false awakening, was I am about to move out of the house; and now, I am also in a major transition.
Can anyone help me shed light to what is happening and how can I protect or help myself next time this happens?