I really need help.
I have been struggling for over 2 years now, and for the llast year and half have been workin with Heather doing SRT, but I can't free myself from "spirit attachment " ( to the point that I feel I want to jump out of my body. That's how intense this is ).
Wow did I allow myself to come to this point.
I met a Reiki and also a psychic man, who got introduced to me through a person I knew for a very long time, and he was a current boyfriend of that friend daughter, so I though he obviously is someone trustworthy.
Anyway I won't go into too many details, but over period of 7 years knowing him,he completely brainwash me, to the point that I couldn't think clearly, and became completely dependent on him mentally.
I do remember when I met him first time, he energetically, and mentally looked into my soul ( without my promission ). As a psychic he told me things which I didn't ask to knowing, but i know now, that I couldn't think logically through entire time I knew him. He was giving me advises, and even deep down I knew that they aren't right, I did was he told me, psychopate .
I became a bit depress due to dession I've made listening his advises, and wanted to get back on my feet again, and I got introduced to Theta healing, thinking that it might help me to clear out unwanted programs.
I am very sensitive when comes to energy, and for more then half of my life I could see colours, doing healing over long distant ( just for family ), but it was more natural for me to heal others then myself.
After 2 years of thinking that I'm working on myself, I felt that I'm "stuck",and just couldn't physically and mentally move forward.
And this is another important element to the puzzle. During Theta healing event I met a psychic women, who got me on a "hook" by saying that my whole family is around me ( I lost my parents, twin brother,cousin, and aunty) over the years and I miss them deeply, and after she said that: I wanted to know more abouth them, and perhaps even to talk to them, so I arrange a session with her to find out how they are.
What happened is she forested me to talk :how I felt when I my father passed away when I was only 13, and what happened after that.
I didn't realised that I compressed a lot of grief, and she brought it out - I wasn't just crying, but I was hysterical, and destroyed. From that time I can't grow were I'm planted.
Even working with Heather on SRT I feel relief only for short time and I start to feel shaking, "drained" and want to jump out of my body.I know that that reiki psychic ( psychopath ) is somehow conected to me, but we tried many times to get rid of him - and don't know how .
Can I ask to tell me what to do ?
I want to work on myself, but feel stopped, and "stuck"
Session Date: August 16th 2014
[Short break! Poncho and Rusty say hi... "AAAAW!"]
(L) Okay, do you want to ask any more about that topic? Well, I have a question to follow up. Say a person has issues that they're really having trouble with, and really having trouble identifying the delimitation of those issues, is it possible to do these "viewings" amongst each other, or with each other, like on the forum?
A: Yes, if a particularly sensitive individual will volunteer to devote about half an hour doing what is more or less "remote viewing". It is not necessary for them to attempt any kind of release, just reconnaissance.
Q: (L) Do we have people sensitive enough?
A: Most members fit the bill. This is a service that can be done for one another. Warning! : Only to be resorted to if the individual is unable to make progress or get past a blockage.
Thanks.
Wodnik
I have been struggling for over 2 years now, and for the llast year and half have been workin with Heather doing SRT, but I can't free myself from "spirit attachment " ( to the point that I feel I want to jump out of my body. That's how intense this is ).
Wow did I allow myself to come to this point.
I met a Reiki and also a psychic man, who got introduced to me through a person I knew for a very long time, and he was a current boyfriend of that friend daughter, so I though he obviously is someone trustworthy.
Anyway I won't go into too many details, but over period of 7 years knowing him,he completely brainwash me, to the point that I couldn't think clearly, and became completely dependent on him mentally.
I do remember when I met him first time, he energetically, and mentally looked into my soul ( without my promission ). As a psychic he told me things which I didn't ask to knowing, but i know now, that I couldn't think logically through entire time I knew him. He was giving me advises, and even deep down I knew that they aren't right, I did was he told me, psychopate .
I became a bit depress due to dession I've made listening his advises, and wanted to get back on my feet again, and I got introduced to Theta healing, thinking that it might help me to clear out unwanted programs.
I am very sensitive when comes to energy, and for more then half of my life I could see colours, doing healing over long distant ( just for family ), but it was more natural for me to heal others then myself.
After 2 years of thinking that I'm working on myself, I felt that I'm "stuck",and just couldn't physically and mentally move forward.
And this is another important element to the puzzle. During Theta healing event I met a psychic women, who got me on a "hook" by saying that my whole family is around me ( I lost my parents, twin brother,cousin, and aunty) over the years and I miss them deeply, and after she said that: I wanted to know more abouth them, and perhaps even to talk to them, so I arrange a session with her to find out how they are.
What happened is she forested me to talk :how I felt when I my father passed away when I was only 13, and what happened after that.
I didn't realised that I compressed a lot of grief, and she brought it out - I wasn't just crying, but I was hysterical, and destroyed. From that time I can't grow were I'm planted.
Even working with Heather on SRT I feel relief only for short time and I start to feel shaking, "drained" and want to jump out of my body.I know that that reiki psychic ( psychopath ) is somehow conected to me, but we tried many times to get rid of him - and don't know how .
Can I ask to tell me what to do ?
I want to work on myself, but feel stopped, and "stuck"
Session Date: August 16th 2014
[Short break! Poncho and Rusty say hi... "AAAAW!"]
(L) Okay, do you want to ask any more about that topic? Well, I have a question to follow up. Say a person has issues that they're really having trouble with, and really having trouble identifying the delimitation of those issues, is it possible to do these "viewings" amongst each other, or with each other, like on the forum?
A: Yes, if a particularly sensitive individual will volunteer to devote about half an hour doing what is more or less "remote viewing". It is not necessary for them to attempt any kind of release, just reconnaissance.
Q: (L) Do we have people sensitive enough?
A: Most members fit the bill. This is a service that can be done for one another. Warning! : Only to be resorted to if the individual is unable to make progress or get past a blockage.
Thanks.
Wodnik