Scott" is a pseudonym used by request of "Frank Scott."
For details of the dynamics of the early Cassiopaean Group, the reader
may wish to read Thomas French's article, published
in the St. Petersburg Times, February, 2000.)
letter from "Alvin Wiley" (a pseudonym):
Laura and Ark:
was misled by "Maynerd Most". Although he is a brilliant
scholar, he has misrepresented his past and his own contribution
to the book we co-wrote 'A Monument to the End of Time'.
off - I was under the impression that the event at Zaca Lake was
sponsered by you guys and Maynerd. Via Mr. Most I thought that you
had cut out on him leaving Zaca Lake with a completely open weekend
in the late summer and screwing Zaca Lake Charity out of $8000.
I now realize I was wrong on this and I completely apologize for
my out-of line remarks concerning you in that instant.
Most has claimed that he 'recieved' the Hendaye information in August
1996 while on vacation with Dan Winter. This is a complete fabrication.
I had been working on the Hendaye puzzle since 1986. I had uncovered
all of the important facts concerning the monument years before
I met Maynerd which was in September 1996. I did not convey any
of my findings or tell him about the Cross at Hendaye until November
1997. I have witnesses to this event. He is out and out lying about
'recieving' the info in August 1996.
secret of Hendaye was not channeled or 'recieved'. It was the result
of years of thankless research, most of it alone and unaided. It
cost me my first marraige and Maynerd Most owes me thousands of
dollars, of my own money, that I lent him to help with the research
near the end of the writing of the book.
can imagine my outrage when I hear that all of those years of research
and hard work were actually accomplished from Maynerd having a channeled
session with the Enochian angels in the desert somewhere. Nope,
I am sorry, it was just plain hard work and dedication that did
it. No mystical revelations, no chance encounters with ghostly beings
and no channeled messages from the Ophainim.
he did contribute to the book, which is why I let him share credit,
the major and important findings on Hendaye were accomplished long
before November 1997.
The mystery of Fulcanelli's identity, Canseliet's strange trip to
the Pyrenees, the missing Hendaye chapter from the first printing
of Cathedrals, the Family in France and how they understood the
secret of time, the relationship of Hendaye to the Rennes Le Chateau
mystery, the galactic alignment and the secret of the cross, the
complete Peru part of the mystery and much more. One may disagree
or agree with my findings but they are what makes up the book.
heart is saddened that Maynerd Most continues to misrepresent himself
so I have, reluctantly, asked him to cease publishing the book as
he has damaged the credibility of the research.
is up to him to set his career, and life, back in order. To do this
he must apologize to everyone publicly for his misrepresentations.
to all for their time in this matter. I hope I have helped to straighten
out this ugly mess.
Alvin Wiley (a pseudonym)
January 8, 2002,
Apparently, as a result of the posting of the above letter at the request
of Alvin Wiley, Maynerd Most (a pseudonym) wrote a message to a public
message board in which he announced that if "Laura and Ark had just taken
all mention of me down from the site, as I requested repeatedly, I would
have been quite willing to let the whole thing drop."
did refuse to be manipulated, intimidated, and threatened. Since Mr. Most
case was one of the first full investigations conducted by Perseus Foundation,
which states on the Mission Page:
immediate and practical goal is to investigate claims of the many Purveyors
of Knowledge & Wisdom and "inside info" who flood the worldwide web.
We believe that, just as Perseus cut off the head of Medusa, if there
are any Medusas out there in cyberspace, we intend to find them out,
cutting off their power to deceive and to disinform. We intend to investigate
their attempts toward reality control by irresponsible rumors or the
terror tactics of millenial doom.
does truth set us free, lies manipulate our emotions and perpetuate
illusions. We’ll use every ethical means available to investigate the
credentials and claims of the many individuals promoters selling books,
tapes, teachings, seminars and other wares. We intend to gather information
to reveal the identities and the methods of those who promote rumors
allowed him to intimidate the Foundation into giving in to terror tactics
would have effectively destroyed any credibility that we mean business,
and that we follow through on what we have set as a goal. In essence,
his personal attacks against us, rather than addressing the Foundation
that produced the report, researched and put together by a team, amount
to a concerted effort against Freedom of the Press.
seems to be unable to comprehend the difference between lies and truth.
The Perseus Foundation Report was researched thoroughly, and if he is
accusing it of being false, then he is accusing a lot of people of being
liars who clearly have no reason to lie. His quadruple-morphed story after
the Truth was exposed did nothing to address the fact that his original
bio and credentials were ALL LIES.
He has repeatedly
accused us of "libel, slander, defamation of character, cyberstalking,"
etc, in the true manner of the psychopath who always accuses their target
of what they themselves are doing. He began to accuse us of "blackmailing"
his former co-author, Alvin Wiley which follows the psychological profile
exactly and we should have known that he was effectively announcing
his next maneuver.
As the latest
attempt to stifle truth, Mr. Most then declared, that he was going to
"publicly address the Cassiopaean Cult issue and tell the real, unedited
version of the story." He then announced that he was going into the
business of distributing our copyrighted work free to anyone who wanted
it. This was accompanied by nonsensical lies that only "he"
understood how to interpret it, and the further claim that we were deceptively
"altering" the text and had been "from the beginning."
Well, since he is not in possession of either the tapes, or the notes,
we wondered on what "facts" he based such claims.
other "follow up" posts, but I won't bore the reader with the
endless prevarications and nonsense. The bottom line was this: Mr. Most
published the complete unedited transcripts without any care or concern
for any of the private individuals who had attended sessions, many of
whom had specifically requested that, at any point in time when the material
was published, their names and identities should be disguised.
As we noted
on our own page where the transcripts are available, it was the work of
removing names and sensitive items that proper respect and regard for
other human beings mandated, that held up the publication, along with
the necessity of going back and checking the transcribed material with
the notes and tapes to ensure its accuracy. It was and is an enormous
job. In some cases, we have done global file replacement, which has resulted
in areas of file distortion, but in no case is this an intentional obfuscation.
Little by little, we have been working to correct the errors in the transcripts,
and this takes time.
So, the point
was not the distribution of the material, which we give away free here
on the site ourselves, the point was concern for the privacy of people
who had entrusted their privacy into our care, as well as our legal right
to ensure that the transcripts are accurate, or to make sure that appropriate
notes or comments are appended when we are not sure.
it was futile to appeal to Mr. Most to have concern for other people's
privacy, we directly addressed the owners of the server via email and
in response to our request to the server that the transcripts be removed,
Mr. Most sent the following email which included a startling email from
Thu, 10 Jan 2002 13:06:34 -0500
Subject: FW: Permission Granted!
From: Maynerd Most <...@ac.net>
you want the entire sordid saga published, you might think of taking
my name down.
Date: Mon, 7 Jan 2002 04:15:49 EST
Subject: Permission Granted!
now make the following statement on your behalf:
is "Frank Grant Scott". I give full and
complete permission to Maynerd Most to publish in full or in part the
Cassiopaean transcripts in the way that he chooses and for whatever
purposes that he deems appropriate.
in all of the sessions that took place between July, 1994 and November,
2000. My participation in the channeling sessions was to an extent
as great as or greater than that of any and all other participants.
the fact that Frank's claim that his participation in the experimental
sessions was "to an extent as great as or greater than that of any
and all other participants," is an outright lie, (and there were,
in fact, sessions in which he did NOT participate), the legal fact is
that the transcripts have been copyrighted by me from the day that I transcribed
and printed out the first copy back in 1994. That is the LEGAL fact.
Any and all
witnesses (of which there are MANY), as well as the hard evidence, shows
that Frank's "permission to publish" is as valid as permission from Garfield
the Cat. He does not, and NEVER DID, have any copyright "rights." All
of the experiments were conducted in MY house, on MY equipment, recorded
by me personally, MY voice; I OWN the tapes, I transcribed nearly every
word, I burned the CD that Mr. Most has, that he was no longer entitled
to have once we had terminated our relationship and requested return of
same. We published the material.
Mr. Scott's presence at the sessions was the ONLY thing he EVER contributed,
and there were a lot of other people present at different times. Being
a guest in our house does not constitute owning what we produce there!!!!
By Frank's standards, Terry and Jan Rodemerk would also have the right
to grant permission to publish. In fact, they would have a far greater
right to do so, since they did a whole heck of a lot more work than Frank
ever dreamed of. In point of fact, dealing with Frank throughout the entire
period of time, was problematic at best as those who have read Amazing
Grace already know.
is a more serious matter, as it turns out, is the fact that Mr. Most has,
by writing the above email, committed a Federal Crime. He has attempted
to blackmail us, to extort and coerce us. Blackmail consists of two elements:
or coercion by threats especially of public exposure or criminal prosecution
b) the payment that is extorted.
from a real court case: SS threatened to expose MD on the Travis Carroll
& Justin Show. This exposure would have harmed Dubose's career and most
likely his future emloyeement. In return for silence, SS was trying
to coerce MD into turning down one offer WITH THE EXPECTATION that JS
would accept another, thereby giving SS greater job security.
coercion, threat of exposure and expected payment. Mr. Most says "Unless
you want the entire sordid saga published, you might think of taking my
name down." He is threatening public exposure, and he expects
a return - payment in the form of us removing our articles about his fake
bio and phoney credentials, and psychological terrorism. Why is what Mr.
Most done a Federal Crime?
3 statutory crimes under United States Federal Law relating to harassment.
They are: a) 18 USC § 875. Crimes-Extortion and Threats-Interstate
Communications; b) 18 USC § 2261A. Crimes-Domestic Violence and
Stalking-Interstate Stalking; and c) 47 USC § 223. Obscene or Harassing
Telephone Calls in the District of Columbia or in Interstate or Foreign
Communications. Central to all Federal crimes of harassment is the fact
that the crime must be committed in "interstate commerce". Basically
if the harassment, threats or stalking are being conducted via the internet,
they fall into the category of "interstate commerce", because the internet
has been recognized as an instrument of interstate commerce. What this
also means is that internet related crimes of all descriptions are going
to fall under the jurisdiction of the FBI.
Mr. Most was clearly attempting to blackmail us, and we knew it, we were
only concerned about the innocent people who wished to have their identities
and personal information removed. What was more, the remark about the
"entire sordid saga" didn't make a lot of sense so we dismissed
As it happens,
the Universe was on the alert. Later that day, another email came from
Date sent: Thu, 10 Jan 2002 22:24:15 EST
Subject: Re: VB again
and I] exchanged a couple of very bitter emails. I told him he was a
sociopath and that I couldn't sue his book company because it does not
[legally] exist. This is his reaction. I will not be emailing him anymore
so maybe it will go away.
way he says that he has 'proof' that you attempted to murder someone.
well. It all became chillingly clear. I instantly understood that it
was, indeed true, that Frank had written the above letter (which I had
initially doubted because I was quite certain that Frank knew enough about
the law to not do something that stupid), and why.
who have read Amazing Grace will surely recall the chapter
where I describe "Frank's" long years of embezzling funds from
his former employer which, at the end, caused his father's death, and
the part I played in that debacle. For those of you who have not read
it, you may wish to have a look at the chapter That's Hollywood!
subsequent to that explain how I reconciled myself to the event, how I
"explained it away," and essentially put full confidence in
Frank that he had learned a significant lesson, and that he needed to
be trusted in order to be trustworthy. After all, that is what we are
taught, isn't it? So, I trusted him. And I confided in him a number of
things, including the story I am about to tell.
Mr. Most thinks that he has discovered a "major skeleton" in
the closet, it just so happens that this event is something that Tom French
duly investigated and decided not to write about since it was essentially,
not significant to the story. Some may think that he should have, because
the fact that women are sexually assaulted with alarming regularity gets
far too little attention as it is. But he was correct in his decision,
in my opinion, because to tell it would have taken up space in a story
that was, essentially, focused on different issues.
when Tom interviewed me, even though I was very reluctant to talk about
something so distressing, I did tell him everything. As every other woman
who has ever been through a similar experience will agree, it was so unpleasant
that I have spent over 30 years trying to forget it. And Tom agreed with
us that it ought to just be left in the past. Because, in the end, it
was proven to be a very similar event to what Mr. Most is attempting to
do now: coercion, blackmail and extortion. As one reader has noted: "Anyone
who would attempt to blackmail you with this incident falls into the same
category as the person who committed the initial assault. Such people
view others as prey. They assess all those that they wish to prey upon
as vulnerable and methodically proceed to search for a weak point and
then attack." And sometimes they take years to do it, as is proven
in the case of "Frank Scott".
When I received
the email from the person who remarked that Maynerd Most "says that
he has 'proof' that you attempted to murder someone," along with
Mr. Most attempt to blackmail us by saying he was going to tell "the
entire sordid saga," what I realized was the utter and absolute perfidy
of Frank behind it - that he was, effectively, party to yet another criminal
act that is almost the same as the embezzling he did from his former employer
- because ONLY Frank could have been the one to share this information
with Maynerd Most. What is more, Frank is being touted as the "C's
authority," who is claiming in a libelous way that we have been "altering
the texts" of the transcripts from the beginning. We find this to
be more than odd, since one of the early things we noted about Frank was
the fact that he never seemed to be aware of what the Cassiopaeans said,
and would discourse for hours about issues in which everything he said
was in complete contradiction to their messages. At one point, I provided
him with a printed copy of the text so he could read it, but it became
apparent that he was either not reading it, or that he could not comprehend
it, because he continued to pronounce "knowingly" on many subjects
from a totally opposite viewpoint. It was clear that the communications
from the Cassiopaeans was NOT coming from Frank.
to be "the channel," and the "only" channel, and repeatedly
wanted us to convert the experiment from using the board to direct trance
channeling with HIM as the only source. On the several occasions we tried
it, we found that the "personality" and "feeling"
of the contact was so distinctly different - and in fact, repellant -
that we realized that this suggestion was the maneuver of the STS forces
to take over the work completely. (Here is a sample
of Frank's "direct channeling on his own.")
as it was with his former employer, Frank did as little work as possible,
and thought that he was entitled to a whole lot more than he actually
earned, and just decided to write himself a weekly check. Well, Frank
is trying to write himself another check on somebody else's account.
the evidential fact that he has now chosen a path of deliberate disregard
for the legal rights of others, his participation in an attempt to blackmail,
extort, and coerce us, any further statements from "Frank Scott" must
be considered to be emanating from the same source as Maynerd
Most . Maynerd Most has demonstrated total disregard for the truth,
for the Free Will rights of others, and he has clearly established that
he believes that the readers are too lazy to check things for themselves.
He has also made it evident that his philosophy is the bigger the lie,
and the more often it is repeated, the greater the likelihood that the
public will believe it. In short: they have nothing but contempt for other
may expect that "Frank Scott" will become the "authority of dirt"
to back Maynerd Most up. He will be promoted as the "witness who
knows the truth." Caveat Lector, is all we can advise.
realization, and putting it together with all the odd remarks the C's
had made about Frank through the years, we realized that there were many
mysterious pieces of the puzzle finally coming together. We decided to
have an unscheduled session and find out exactly what was going on. And
then, even though there are a dozen other tapes that still need to be
transcribed and posted, I decided that I had better put everything else
aside, transcribe this one, and post it.
the Cassiopaeans told us last night, it now all begins to make sense -
it's sick - but it makes sense. I never could quite put together WHY
the C's would slip through those cryptic remarks about Frank, and why
they would refuse to answer certain questions when it was ONLY me and
Frank at the board. It appeared to be that there was a lot of information
that could NOT be given with Frank present, and while I created many theories
about this, it never, ever occurred to me that it was because I was being
protected from Frank!
speculation aside, read what C's said about it last night:
Q: And who do we have with us this evening?
Q: And where do you transmit through?
Q: As you know, we have become aware this evening of Frank's extraordinary
conversion to the dark side. Is that an accurate way of perceiving
A: Close enough.
Q: Quite a few years ago, there were several remarks made on two or
three occasions regarding Frank's battle with the Dark Forces, and the
issue of whether or not he would be able to resist their domination.
Was it always known that he would fail?
A: He is not a failure.
Q: What do you mean?
A: From the perspective of STS he is a success.
Q: Why was it that we were able to channel STO material, with Frank
being so borderline regarding this ultimate choice between STS and STO?
A: He was programmed for the specific purpose of "downloading"
from you secrets coded into you before birth of your present body.
He failed because you were incorruptible. He is now charged with the
mission, in concert with Maynerd Most, of destroying your ability to
accomplish your mission.
Q: Well, that means that there is a strong possibility that the material
that came through while Frank was a participant was very likely corrupted.
Is that why you gave the figure of 72 percent purity of the material
regarding those sessions?
Q: So, are you saying that Frank's presence produced that 30 percent
Q: What was the form that most of that corruption took? Can we identify
A: Predictions and terror tactics.
Q: What is the advisable course of action to take at this point in
time? Shall I stop what I am doing and take time to deal with the issues
that have come up as a result of this action by Frank and Maynerd?
A: Good idea to deal with it A.S.A.P.
Q: Should we also pursue legal action?
A: Yes, in terms of copyright.
Q: What about the stalking, harassment, defamation, blackmail?
A: It will be handled at the proper time by you, and you will know
when to do it.
Q: (A) Why isn't ignoring them completely not the answer?
A: Because they are not affected by being ignored. And your reality
is such that lies and liars have prevailed in violating Free Will for
millennia. They do this most effectively by programs that are designed
to perpetuate it, such as "Turn the other cheek," and "If
you ignore it, it will go away." Give what is asked for by a lie:
Q: So, it comes back to balance. In the face of a lie, balance is
only restored by Truth. Well, now, let me ask this: did Terry contribute
positive energy at the board?
A: Most of the time.
Q: Was that the reason that you encouraged Terry and Jan to be present?
To counterbalance Frank's negative energy?
A: Yes. Frank would have killed you with his STS draining rather soon
Q: Is that why I (and everyone else) always felt so tired after some
sessions and he always felt so energized?
Q: He was literally sucking my energy out of me?
Q: Is that why I had so many health problems during that period of
Q: Well, yes, the evidence was all there. The problem was, not being
able to interpret it. Of course, one believes the lies, and Frank was
very good at it. He was a consummate liar. And I already had the evidence
of what a capable deceiver he was from observing his interactions with
NE and other people, including his embezzlement of funds. But I chose
to ignore it because I thought I could help him. I thought that our
mutual interest in this project would help him as much as it would help
me. And you are saying that the whole thing was set up, with all the
synchronicities at the beginning, just for the purpose of getting me
involved in this channeling experiment, to make the channeling experiment
72 percent positive, so that I would be encouraged to continue it, so
that Frank could, more or less, vacuum out of me, from some level of
consciousness, other information, and kill me. Is that what we are
getting at here?
A: Pretty much.
Q: That's depressing. Why do all these people hate Ark so much?
A: Because Ark won't allow them to regard you as an object to use for
their own nefarious purposes.
Q: In other words, it looks like Frank dropped out just as the time
that Maynerd moved in. Maynerd was the new "agent." He spent
his time getting close so that he could come and attempt to extract
the same information that Frank had failed to get, only the new plan
was to try to use hypnosis. Is that what the plan was?
Q: Who is pulling the strings behind this whole thing?
A: It is better not to know specifics. But a clue: STS Consortium.
Q: I would really like to have some knowledge that would protect in
this situation. I would like to know what actions to take, some inside
information, something that would help us. Here we are, these guys
keep us just constantly upset. Is this the way it is going to continue
to be from here on out?
A: Not to worry, reinforcements are on the way.
Q: I sure wish they would show up now! We could use the cavalry.
I mean, here we are, the wagon train is drawn up in a circle, we are
surrounded by Outlaws, we are down to our last few silver bullets; you
keep telling us that we aren't supposed to worry, that reinforcements
are on the way, and so forth, and we just keep hanging in there, working,
working, working, and I don't see anything materializing here. I think
we ought to just sell the house and retire.
A: Not yet!
Q: (A) I want to ask about my theory about why walking is so important
- that when one thinks while walking, one is able to evade mind control
signals which are directed or reinforced when one remains static. Is
there anything to this?
Q: (L) I want to know what caused my ear infection?
Q: Should I continue to keep Frank informed in an effort encourage
him to see the hole he is about to fall into? I can't help but feel
sorry for him.
A: He is going to fall in the hole anyway. So, why prolong the agony?
Q: What hole do you mean?
A: Suicidal thoughts; since he does not have the STO motivation to
help others without an agenda, which gives staying power to those of
the STO persuasion to survive great troubles.
Q: Well, then it seems to me that he ought to avoid getting into such
A: He can't.
Q: What kind of drives?
A: Programmed in by parental abuse and neglect.
Q: Well, if you could say anything to Frank just now, would you want
Q: But ought I not to feel grateful to Frank for his participation,
helping me groove the channel?
A: That was not his agenda.
Q: (A) We would like to know if it is recommended that we transcribe
and publish the "mirror session" with Maynerd Most, as part
of the Truth that needs to be made known?
A: Yes! All Truth is beneficial and promotes balance in a world dominated
and run on lies
Q: (L) Yes, but when you start telling the truth in a world dominated
and run by lies, the liars go absolutely crazy in trying to destroy
you! That is the plain hard fact that we have been facing. It is unbelievable
to strip away the lies; layer after layer of lies, the liars themselves,
impossible to conceive how they can lie the way they do; I am just utterly
astonished by it.
A: Yes. It is part of your mission.
Q: (A) Well, I am wondering if the way I am managing these attacks
is the proper STO approach? For example, I have blocked his access
to the website. I have removed his entries to the guestbook. I have
removed him from the egroup. I am just simply making his mission of
spreading lies difficult. But I am not completely sure if this is an
A: It is.
Q: (L) Well, I think he has the perfect right to tell all the lies
he wants in the places where lies are wanted and asked for. He does
not have the right to trespass on our space and tell lies because we
do not ask for lies, we don't want lies, and it violates our Free Will
to try to discover truth in our space. He has the Matrioshka list
that obviously wants to hear his lies. They make no effort to discern
truth in any way, and they certainly got very upset when Ark posted
truth on their list, which only gave them a small sample of how it feels
to have your free will violated. He can tell all the lies he wants
where they are wanted. Any other suggestions?
A: Just persist and be patient.
Q: Is there anything we can do to accelerate the receiving of assistance?
A: It is on the way.
Q: [Laughter.] I know that time does not exist on 6th density. However,
all these months dealing with these lunatics seems like six years, or
six thousand years. Well, I'm just whining.
A: Either way it will come. "Miles to go before you sleep."
Keep on going. Destination will be reached.
Q: (L) Anything else we ought to know that we haven't asked?
A: Not for now. Goodnight.
I am going to reproduce here an account of the incident that Maynerd Most
and "Frank Scott" are attempting to use as blackmail. This account is
the one that I wrote for Ark when we first met. Just as I told it to
Tom French who was entitled to know everything about me, I also told it
to Ark from the very beginning. Unfortunately, at some point, I also
told "Frank Scott."
he began to investigate the matter, Tom French told me that the public
records on the event are so OLD that they don't even tell the disposition
of the case. Tom French had to search out the attorney based on my information,
to interview him and the private investigator in order to get all the
order to provide the "bona fides" behind the story, I searched
for an email from Tom that I thought existed, but only later remembered
that, after he had talked to Joe Aloi, the investigator, and Brian Hayes,
the attorney, that he had called me to tell me how glad he was that everything
was exactly as I had said it was, even adding that these two gentlemen
who were truly STO angels in my life, had sent their best wishes to me
and were very happy to know that I was okay.
not having anything in writing, and knowing how difficult and costly such
record searches can be, I decided this morning to just call Brian Hayes
and talk to him about the situation. In any event, Brian and Joe are very
happy to provide letters about the case, and they will be arriving via
snail mail and I will scan and post them as soon as they arrive.
Here is Brian's letter
further ado, here is the dreadful story about how Laura Knight, at the
ripe old age of 18 years and 2 months,
in Maynerd Most words, "attempted to murder someone."
As I noted,
my mother was a bookkeeper who had contracted with several local businesses
to do their books. One of these businesses was owned by a man who was
also something of a local politician. He ran for a State office and
was elected so spent much of his time in Tallahassee, the State Capitol.
Mother ran his business for him.
sort of like a local "big wig" who had a home in the county,
and an apartment in Tallahassee. When he was in residence here, he
would come to the house and discuss the business with mother and drop
off and pick up the accounting and checks and deposits and so forth.
this time, I was spending many hours a day practicing the piano. I
would practice in one room while they would spread out papers on the
table in the other room.
mother announced that this man had expressed an interest in me and wanted
to send me to school in Tallahassee where he could oversee my care.
She thought this was wonderful and a great opportunity!
agreed that this plan would be put into action, but I had to finish
school first. So, I attended locally from September 1969 to December
1969. At that point, the plan was that I would go to Tallahassee and
finish high school there in an accelerated class, and then be enrolled
at the University. So, in January I went.
had been reserved for me in the same building this man lived in when
he was there doing his legislative duties, whatever they were. Everything
had been arranged. So, I went to school, met new people, and things
were fine for a few months - through April. The apartment building
had a nice pool, and I enjoyed studying by the pool... or, for me, at
least reading. A friend of mine came to stay with me because I was
lonely and her mother knew this man also and thought this would be fine
for her as well.
night he came to our apartment and asked me to come down so he could
talk to me privately since he had something very special to tell me
and it was a surprise.
an hour, when I was done with my homework, I walked down the outside
walkway and knocked on the door. He answered wearing a robe and smoking
a cigar and with a glass of liquor in his hand.
a long story short, it became clear that the man expected "payment"
for his help. I was so dumb that I actually thought that he was just
being a nice guy with a "fatherly" interest in me. But that
wasn't the case.
said "no," he got rough. When he got rough, I fought back.
When I fought back, he became enraged and started choking me. Since
we happened to be standing in the kitchen, and I was being pressed back
against the counter and was starting to lose consciousness, I threw
my hands back to grab the counter to keep from falling. When I did,
my hand landed on a heavy object with a handle. I grabbed it and hit
him with it. He loosened his hold momentarily, but then started squeezing
again and I hit him again, only harder this time since I had been able
to get a breath. I hit him again in the head, and it was sort of a
nightmare where he was totally enraged and I was totally determined
to hit him until he let go of me.
point, he was bleeding on me, still refusing to let go, so I hit him
again. I think I must have landed about 4 or five good ones before
he let go to try to protect his head from another, and when he did I
ran like hell. I was sure that he was after me, and I made it to my
apartment, banged wildly on the door for my friend to let me in. She
did and was utterly horrified. We were both just hysterical.
hysterical at the blood all over me and we didn't know what to do...
so she made me take off my clothes and go take a shower... then, while
I was in the shower, still shaking with the thought that the man could
force his way into the apartment, she told me that police cars and an
ambulance were in the parking lot outside. Apparently the man had gone
out to the balcony and yelled "rape" or some such nonsense,
and someone heard him and called the police. I was dressed and shaking
violently when the knock came at the door. He had made a statement
to the emergency crew that I had attacked him for no reason after coming
on to him sexually!!
told them what really happened, and they were satisfied but told me
not to go anywhere for a while until they investigated further.
the incident was closed. But, three days later, I was called out of
my English class to find a message that the police department wished
to ask me a few more questions. So, after school, I took the bus to
the police headquarters. When I walked in, expecting to answer questions,
handcuffs were immediately place on me and I was arrested for "Assault
with a Deadly Weapon With Intent to Commit Murder." The guy had
created a fantastic story in which he was the "innocent" victim
of a crazed teenager.
I was taken and locked in a cell.
no way to describe such a transition. None. If a person is of a nature
that they deliberately break laws, there is some idea in their mind
that this could be a result. But, for a person who has, essentially,
done nothing wrong but be stupid and naive, someone who has been betrayed
by someone she trusted, who has been viciously attacked, and then, instead
of anyone realizing that I was the VICTIM, I was put in jail on the
word of a psychopath and charged with trying to murder him! All women
who have suffered this way understand that such an event is in a class
by itself especially when the realization comes that grandfather cannot
fix it, mother cannot fix it, no one can fix it. And, when the realization
came that this was a "capital crime" and just having someone
come and pay money to get one out of jail was not possible, well...
just imagine it.
later I was taken, in handcuffs, to court and stood before a judge who
read the formal charges. I was just 18 years old, and I had to walk
down a public street, between two policmen, in chains.
asked me if I had legal counsel. I started to cry and said no. But,
a man sitting in the row of attorneys jumped to his feet and came forward
and said: "Yes she does, your honor! I am offering my services!"
He then asked me if I would accept him as my attorney and I said yes.
So that was settled. I had an attorney. His name was Brian T. Hayes.
He was assisted by a cracker jack Private Investigator, Joseph Aloi,
and both of them were literally Knights in Shining Armor.
discovered about my "benefactor" was shocking. It seems that
I had been the prey of a very sharp operator who had been trying to
gradually draw me into a very ugly operation.[Sounds a lot like the
situation with Maynerd Most, eh?] And only my instinctive refusal
to be used had saved me. Indeed, my resistance had plunged me into
a somewhat serious problem, as it has repeatedly in my life. The Powers
of Darkness don't like it when you resist their attempts to control
you or draw you into their plans. It is the same now as it was then.
as a minor government official, my "benefactor" had a little
side-line: he made home movies used for blackmail. Apparently, he had
plans for me. He wanted to use me as the "star" in movies
that would be filmed by a secret camera set up in an A/C vent. These
movies would then be used to extort money, favors, and probably even
for a special brand of "lobbying."
of the evidence of this little "business" was discovered while
the guy was in the hospital, desperately trying to lie his way out of
the mess he was in. He even tried to change his claims that I had assaulted
him for no reason, he was so desperate to avoid scrutiny. But it was
no go. Once the State decides to prosecute, it doesn't matter if someone
who formerly claimed to be a victim has now changed his mind. The State
is a juggernaut, and the trial DID take place.
bloodbath in the courtroom was actually worse than the one at the time
of the incident. The guy, like all true psychopaths, lied himself black
in the face, even when confronted with hard evidence of his intentions,
his actions, his perfidy - in his own writing - and the end result was
a resounding return of the verdict of "Not Guilty By Reason of
Self Defense." And the only reason he wasn't proscuted for his
own crimes was that he was so pitiful and swore he had learned his lesson,
and also because he still had a few people in government offices who
would go to bat for him (probably because he was blackmailing them.)
short, I was acquitted of any and all charges, exonerated, proven guiltless
of any crime except protecting my honor and reputation, a situation I
find myself in again and again.
in the present situation, we find almost the exact same situation. Maynerd
Most has reacted against my refusal to be psychologically raped as violently
as the "benefactor" of my youth. He has told the same kinds
of lies. He has tried the same maneuvers. In fact, the entire scenario
is something of a repeat.
think those guys would learn.
Forces of Darkness don't like Truth. They don't like people who resist
their control and manipulation. And they will do anything, use anybody,
tell any lie, stoop to any degradation, to try to force their control
on other people.
it seems that, by communicating a twisted version of this incident to
Maynerd Most that "Frank Scott" has firmly and definitively chosen which
side he is on.
added: At the time of the incident, the Tallahassee Democrat published
information based on the word of the attacker without ever interviewing
me or anyone else I knew. Any who wish to know the full story needs to
order a copy of the Trial transcript which was the source of Tom French's
information, obtained directly from Brian T. Hayes, Esq.
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