LIV said:
it feels good to know i'm not alone in this feeling... but i rarely meditate... i'm actually scared to because the few times i've tried, my mind got the best of me and it felt like i was seeing things and feeling people watching me lol. so i only do it if im really really compelled to.
There are many types of meditation, which can have different effects. The type offered in the
EE program is a meditation with seed (prayer of the soul), so it occupies your mind and thoughts instead of leaving an empty void, where a lot of unusual things can manifest. Laura even mentioned once that meditation without seed or on emptiness can sometimes result in acquiring spirit attachments unless you're sufficiently grounded. The breathing parts of the EE program help create a visceral sense of groundedness so you're less likely to have your mind swept away.
My diet is a lot better since i removed my gallbladder. I've been feening for cumcumbers so I eat a lot of those. I've been trying to really reduce my red meat intake and only eat chicken and fish with lots of vegetables and fruits. I don't eat sides like rice, potatoes, etc. just meat and vegetables.
Sorry to hear you had your gallbladder removed. I personally wouldn't decrease red meat, since it is packed with minerals, vitamins, proteins, as well as essential saturated fats (you can take ox bile supplements to help you process the excessive fat). Fruits on the other hand, I would avoid because they contain fructose, which increases insulin resistance and weight gain. The forum has experimented a lot with diet and has found the paleo-ketogenic diet to be the most healthy and beneficial. A ketogenic diet is very low in carbohydrates, moderate in protein, and high in animal fats, while excluding sugar, sweet fruits, artificial sweeteners, dairy, grains, lentils, and most starchy veggies.
For more information I'd recommend you check out the
Ketogenic Diet Thread, which is long but shares a lot of valuable information. Some members lack gall bladders as well, and they manage to the keto diet relatively easily while they take ox bile supplements and pace their fat intake throughout the day. Hope you find this information useful. :)