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First of all I'd like to say that I really appreciate the way how people interact with one another here and maybe now this is my opportunity to solve some mysteries about some dreams they occurred in the past.
The first dream is the oldest and happened when I was something between 5 and 8 years old:
Before this dream, I had nightmares on a regular basis about something that hides in the dark. Mostly this dreams were about the stairs down to our basement because down there it was always dark and eerie. The subject was always a voice that seems to be hunting me out of this dark trying to catch me. But in this particular dream, I was standing on the stairs and looking into the dark where I could feel the presence of something what terribly scared me. But instead of running away or try to hide, I decided to go down and take a look on what this “thing” may be. As I was stepping into the dark, the darkness disappeared and just around the corner there was a little comic figure (I think it was a crocodile or something like that) what made these creepy sounds while jumping around and trying to look scary. I was rather surprised and then I felt sorry for this creature because he had to hide in the dark while he was doing such stupid things.
Henceforth, till this day I never had a nightmare again, or, better say, I never felt any fear in my dreams again (except three or four dreams in the past ten years but this is another story).
I was thinking about this quite often and for me, its seems that I had done something to beat the fear, but I don't know what, because I have no idea what forced me to go down the stairs. The decision to step into the darkness was not made by a conscious one. Afterwards it looked like, that something different made this decision and then I simply act it out. The fact that this dream was one of a very young child, makes it so difficult to lookup because I don't know in which way I was thinking at this time.
The second dream is one that always repeat in different styles over the past 15 years:
The main aspect was, that I had something in my mouth that I cant get out. Mostly it was bubblegum and every time I tried to get this big lump out of my mouth, I took it with my whole hand because it was so big and pulled it out, but the more I pried the more stays in my mouth. There was no end and every time I failed to get rid of the gum. Sometimes it was no bubblegum but dirt, sand, broken teeth and even crap. No matter how much I took out, there was always enough left to fill my mouth.
I am not familiar with dream symbols and if anybody has an idea what this could mean or to what this could point, feel free to give a hint because this dream seems to contain a serious message and I am not able to solve this by just thinking about it and a search on the internet about such symbols didn't work well.
The last dream is a repeater too, but a nice one and appears approximately in the same timespan as the last one:
This is not really a dream, but more a special 'emergence' (I don't know how to describe it better) within different dreams. It begun with the feeling that someone different is within my dreams, but does not interact with the dream-stories itself. Over the time this presence got more and more concrete to the point where I could see it and recognised this presence as a female one, but still this something was quite blurry. Then it becomes more precisely and I could see a person, but not the face. Someday more information about this person comes up, how she looks like, the hair, how old she is, what she like and dislike, what she does and so forth (but not through a talk, it was more like a instant knowing). The 'meetings' were always seemingly accidental and short without an reference to the actual dream. It looked like, that this person plays a little minor role within the dreams, like a spectator who just stands by the side. Sometimes we just going past another and the dream-story continues. One time I was trying to speak to this person, ask who she is, but she was running away and send some guardian to hold me back. The reason why I can remember even if it was only a very short segment of the dream is, that this person send out a special 'taste' and even if she looks different, this 'taste' was from the very beginning always the same. To get an impression how often this happend I count the dreams for three month at the beginning of 2009 and after 3 month I count 8 dreams with this woman. So there were a lot of dreams in the past years in which this presence appeared. In the last few month there was nothing. It seems that it has stopped suddenly, but this had happend in the past too and then the presence just came back.
This one for me is the biggest mystery and I can give to myself many explanations, from the simple manifestation of the wish to find the woman of my dreams to the recovering of my female side, up to the possibility that this person is a real one which exists somewhere out there. What could it be and what can I do to figure out what's the real meaning?
OK, if somebody could be a mirror or know something about dream symbols, I'll appreciate every suggestion.
Bye
The first dream is the oldest and happened when I was something between 5 and 8 years old:
Before this dream, I had nightmares on a regular basis about something that hides in the dark. Mostly this dreams were about the stairs down to our basement because down there it was always dark and eerie. The subject was always a voice that seems to be hunting me out of this dark trying to catch me. But in this particular dream, I was standing on the stairs and looking into the dark where I could feel the presence of something what terribly scared me. But instead of running away or try to hide, I decided to go down and take a look on what this “thing” may be. As I was stepping into the dark, the darkness disappeared and just around the corner there was a little comic figure (I think it was a crocodile or something like that) what made these creepy sounds while jumping around and trying to look scary. I was rather surprised and then I felt sorry for this creature because he had to hide in the dark while he was doing such stupid things.
Henceforth, till this day I never had a nightmare again, or, better say, I never felt any fear in my dreams again (except three or four dreams in the past ten years but this is another story).
I was thinking about this quite often and for me, its seems that I had done something to beat the fear, but I don't know what, because I have no idea what forced me to go down the stairs. The decision to step into the darkness was not made by a conscious one. Afterwards it looked like, that something different made this decision and then I simply act it out. The fact that this dream was one of a very young child, makes it so difficult to lookup because I don't know in which way I was thinking at this time.
The second dream is one that always repeat in different styles over the past 15 years:
The main aspect was, that I had something in my mouth that I cant get out. Mostly it was bubblegum and every time I tried to get this big lump out of my mouth, I took it with my whole hand because it was so big and pulled it out, but the more I pried the more stays in my mouth. There was no end and every time I failed to get rid of the gum. Sometimes it was no bubblegum but dirt, sand, broken teeth and even crap. No matter how much I took out, there was always enough left to fill my mouth.
I am not familiar with dream symbols and if anybody has an idea what this could mean or to what this could point, feel free to give a hint because this dream seems to contain a serious message and I am not able to solve this by just thinking about it and a search on the internet about such symbols didn't work well.
The last dream is a repeater too, but a nice one and appears approximately in the same timespan as the last one:
This is not really a dream, but more a special 'emergence' (I don't know how to describe it better) within different dreams. It begun with the feeling that someone different is within my dreams, but does not interact with the dream-stories itself. Over the time this presence got more and more concrete to the point where I could see it and recognised this presence as a female one, but still this something was quite blurry. Then it becomes more precisely and I could see a person, but not the face. Someday more information about this person comes up, how she looks like, the hair, how old she is, what she like and dislike, what she does and so forth (but not through a talk, it was more like a instant knowing). The 'meetings' were always seemingly accidental and short without an reference to the actual dream. It looked like, that this person plays a little minor role within the dreams, like a spectator who just stands by the side. Sometimes we just going past another and the dream-story continues. One time I was trying to speak to this person, ask who she is, but she was running away and send some guardian to hold me back. The reason why I can remember even if it was only a very short segment of the dream is, that this person send out a special 'taste' and even if she looks different, this 'taste' was from the very beginning always the same. To get an impression how often this happend I count the dreams for three month at the beginning of 2009 and after 3 month I count 8 dreams with this woman. So there were a lot of dreams in the past years in which this presence appeared. In the last few month there was nothing. It seems that it has stopped suddenly, but this had happend in the past too and then the presence just came back.
This one for me is the biggest mystery and I can give to myself many explanations, from the simple manifestation of the wish to find the woman of my dreams to the recovering of my female side, up to the possibility that this person is a real one which exists somewhere out there. What could it be and what can I do to figure out what's the real meaning?
OK, if somebody could be a mirror or know something about dream symbols, I'll appreciate every suggestion.
Bye
