Timey
Jedi Master
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. (its my first day) please delete first post.
Hello. I am not entirely sure where to start so I'll just give you the whole story; if this is inappropriate for this forum please feel free to move it.
I am not going to beat around the bush, this was intended to be a private message to Laura but, as I suspected, her profile is private.
When I was young, around 4-6, perhaps younger, I witnessed, or have the memory of witnessing, what I now understand/believe to be a "Service to Self" craft (a "flying saucer") out of my parents car while travelling home from the airport while living in Australia. I can remember been struck with one of the deepest fears I have experienced in my life so far ( I remember very clearly winding the window up thinking it would somehow protect me :P). I developed a fear of "aliens", not helped in the least by all the movies and shows on television; I would not sleep properly out of fear of "aliens" coming to get me, despite my parents assurances that they did not exist and they were only in the next room; somehow I knew it didn't matter. I had weird waking dreams; waking up and looking under my covers to see myself covered in Ants, finding a beehive under my pillow, seeing that thing out of the film Evolution (the bit where he flicks the match into the petri dish) engulfing my mattress. etc.
Anything to do with aliens terrified me, and would do until I was round 12.
Fast forward many years. I'm living in the UK and I began researching the UFO phenomena. I began following a so called "message from the agency", I was looking out my window to the night sky pondering if, perhaps, it was all baloney when, out of nowhere, I see a very bright blue/white flash of light on the horizon. Yeah
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I continue my research in my free time and learn of the facts behind "New World Order"; I learn of disinformation, misinformation and all that shiz. I get deeper and deeper when, one night, the same light appears in the same place, accept, this time, it wasn't a single flash, it is an orb of light. This orb is "skipping" (the only way I can describe it) along the horizon; it "skips", disappears, reappears a few feet away from where it disappeared, and repeats this about 4 times until it does one final "skip" and disappears entirely. I was stunned. By this point I had began telling all of my friends about the UFO phenomena, the cover-up and,and, to my closer ones, the New World Order.
Needless to say, my research continued with haste and it eventually led me to the Cassiopeia material, which really spoke to me. I understood that the "good guys" couldn't just land in broad day light as it interfered with free-will and all that jazz (sorry, preaching to the congregation ;D) but I read the line that went something along the lines of " we appear to those who ask". I felt a very powerful feeling from within and literally projected a thought out my window to the sky (it felt almost like a prayer) which went along the lines of " I know you exist. You are not interfering my free will. Please appear tonight ". 2 hours later, as it got dark, a bright orb of yellow/golden light hovered very low over my street, past my house, and down towards the lane near my house where upon it sort of "collapsed" in on itself into nothingness.
What do you guys make of all this? I think I told everything in the right order. Have you had similar experiences?
(p.s sorry about the wall of text)
. (its my first day) please delete first post. Hello. I am not entirely sure where to start so I'll just give you the whole story; if this is inappropriate for this forum please feel free to move it.
I am not going to beat around the bush, this was intended to be a private message to Laura but, as I suspected, her profile is private.
When I was young, around 4-6, perhaps younger, I witnessed, or have the memory of witnessing, what I now understand/believe to be a "Service to Self" craft (a "flying saucer") out of my parents car while travelling home from the airport while living in Australia. I can remember been struck with one of the deepest fears I have experienced in my life so far ( I remember very clearly winding the window up thinking it would somehow protect me :P). I developed a fear of "aliens", not helped in the least by all the movies and shows on television; I would not sleep properly out of fear of "aliens" coming to get me, despite my parents assurances that they did not exist and they were only in the next room; somehow I knew it didn't matter. I had weird waking dreams; waking up and looking under my covers to see myself covered in Ants, finding a beehive under my pillow, seeing that thing out of the film Evolution (the bit where he flicks the match into the petri dish) engulfing my mattress. etc.
Anything to do with aliens terrified me, and would do until I was round 12.
Fast forward many years. I'm living in the UK and I began researching the UFO phenomena. I began following a so called "message from the agency", I was looking out my window to the night sky pondering if, perhaps, it was all baloney when, out of nowhere, I see a very bright blue/white flash of light on the horizon. Yeah
. I continue my research in my free time and learn of the facts behind "New World Order"; I learn of disinformation, misinformation and all that shiz. I get deeper and deeper when, one night, the same light appears in the same place, accept, this time, it wasn't a single flash, it is an orb of light. This orb is "skipping" (the only way I can describe it) along the horizon; it "skips", disappears, reappears a few feet away from where it disappeared, and repeats this about 4 times until it does one final "skip" and disappears entirely. I was stunned. By this point I had began telling all of my friends about the UFO phenomena, the cover-up and,and, to my closer ones, the New World Order.
Needless to say, my research continued with haste and it eventually led me to the Cassiopeia material, which really spoke to me. I understood that the "good guys" couldn't just land in broad day light as it interfered with free-will and all that jazz (sorry, preaching to the congregation ;D) but I read the line that went something along the lines of " we appear to those who ask". I felt a very powerful feeling from within and literally projected a thought out my window to the sky (it felt almost like a prayer) which went along the lines of " I know you exist. You are not interfering my free will. Please appear tonight ". 2 hours later, as it got dark, a bright orb of yellow/golden light hovered very low over my street, past my house, and down towards the lane near my house where upon it sort of "collapsed" in on itself into nothingness.
What do you guys make of all this? I think I told everything in the right order. Have you had similar experiences?
(p.s sorry about the wall of text)
