Black shadow

In my early childhood i used to had dreams/appearances of black shadow entities above the windows or behind the curtains in room where i used to sleep, very often. It was very disturbing at that time.
At the first case, as my mother told me, i was 2 years old when i woke her up with terrifying scream. I can't remember this scene, but she said i told her back then it was ''kasac''(as i called it), black shadow who looked like Iris(grandfathers doberman who died by car hit).
I'm wandering about symbolic content of this, maybe it's nothing remarkably, but anyway, i was thinking about Anubis, a jackal-headed god in ancient Egyptian religion.
If anyone has any ideas...I would be grateful.
 
In my early childhood i used to had dreams/appearances of black shadow entities above the windows or behind the curtains in room where i used to sleep, very often. It was very disturbing at that time.
At the first case, as my mother told me, i was 2 years old when i woke her up with terrifying scream. I can't remember this scene, but she said i told her back then it was ''kasac''(as i called it), black shadow who looked like Iris(grandfathers doberman who died by car hit).
I'm wandering about symbolic content of this, maybe it's nothing remarkably, but anyway, i was thinking about Anubis, a jackal-headed god in ancient Egyptian religion.
If anyone has any ideas...I would be grateful.

lux12,

it is not uncommon for children to see shadows and have episodes of night-terrors.

1) the sub conscious finds ways to project a fear / fears the child may have onto the immediate environment. how was the family functioning at the time ?

2) certain electro-magnetic anomalies have been proven to produce fear / terror and affect the senses. maybe there was a electro-magnetic anomaly in your environment back then ?
such as a faulty fuse-box, electric cables carrying a high charge in the vicinity, etc'.

is this still going on ?
since it seems from your post that these episodes only took place in your childhood.. ?
 
Lux12,

I do not know if this is the same, I have seen simply balls of black energy passing by my salon or my room. I perceive them also in other places, but it has happened mostly at home, and most of the times when I am in a quite calm and relaxed state of mind. I have always thought of them as low astral negative thought forms or similar stuff, that somehow I catched a glimpse of.

Last time it was quite interesting as I was sitting on my bed reading and it crossed the salon in front of the door to dissapear do not know where. They always lead to my kid crying or getting scared, so I know he sees them also and that it is not my imagination. Cleaning the house solves the problem, till another one decides to pass by.
 
Thank you for your response, transientP.
All these episodes were current during childhood.
1) The house where we lived back then was full of negative energy, for shure, I always felt it. It was big house of capitalist family ( from fathers side), next to great-grandfathers factory.
After the Second World War they have seized a house, then it was settled with refugeees.
Also, my father was/is a soulless creature, a 4D STS servant.
Luckily, we are in another town now, at least...
2) Yes there could be very likely some electro-magnetic anomaly owing to lots of electric cabels across a large estate.
It could be very possibly a faulty fuse box, as well.
 
I do not know if this is the same, I have seen simply balls of black energy passing by my salon or my room. I perceive them also in other places, but it has happened mostly at home, and most of the times when I am in a quite calm and relaxed state of mind. I have always thought of them as low astral negative thought forms or similar stuff, that somehow I catched a glimpse of.

Last time it was quite interesting as I was sitting on my bed reading and it crossed the salon in front of the door to dissapear do not know where. They always lead to my kid crying or getting scared, so I know he sees them also and that it is not my imagination. Cleaning the house solves the problem, till another one decides to pass by.
I have noticed something similar, but that is another case.
Thank you for sharing your experience, David.
 
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