Can STO be converted into STS

[entheologist]

A few years ago I had innate inner happiness and didn't need anything external to be happy and content, and I was full of energy, and could feel lots of compassion in my heart. 3 months ago something happened where I felt like I was drained of all life force, and since then the inner happiness isnt there like it was, and I notice I've become needy, and get the sense that I might be like an energy vampire.

So if one can leap from STO to STS, is it possible to make a similar leap back from STS to STO?

 

[Pierre]

So if one can leap from STO to STS, is it possible to make a similar leap back from STS to STO?

It seems possible according to session excerpt:

Q: (J) Go back to what they said before: "Free will could not be abridged if you had not obliged." (T) We, as the human race, used our free will to switch from STO to STS.

(L) So, at some level we have chosen the mess we are in and that is the Super Ancient Legend of the Fallen Angel, Lucifer. That is us. We fell by falling into that door, so to speak, going after the pot of gold, and when we fell through the door, the serpent bit us!

A: But this is a repeating syndrome.

Q: (L) Is it a repeating syndrome just for the human race or is it a repeating syndrome throughout all of creation?

A: It is the latter.

 

[Phill4]

hi entheologist,
I believe those are two separate questions,

One's inner happiness isn't equal to one's orientation, for example, some people are fairily happy abusing others, and some others are happy and lead a good life while in ignorance, there are also people who are happy doing good and giving all of themselves to anyone without considering that they may be preventing the other person from learning their lesson such as overprotective parents and so on.

The question is what is the root of this happiness and elaborate what event took place that shifted your state of positive drive and look at life to this energy needy vampire that you describe.

I find it curious that you describe that you were drained first and now you need to drain on. Like a vampire turning another into a vampire.



As for the question of STS to STO and STO to STS switch of frequency, the C's there is sort of an example in what the C's explained when the question of the pre-agamic state was brought up, and how WE (all humanity) gave up this state and accepted the deal with STS forces to become humans. So yes we can change orientation.

It loosely relates to your question, it relates in the sense that you might have been exposed to someone whose interaction with might have trigger or made conscious the need to serve yourself in the form of "feeding off energy" thus moving you farther into the STS spectrum, but again one can always change orientation it's a matter of choice.

What is important is to work on these aspects and get to know yourself, the hows and whys and so one.
Knowledge protects ignorance endangers.

Just some thoughts

 

[duyunne]

'a repeating syndrome throughout all of creation' <- aptly put

I find I can get cranky when I'm faced with any assortment of daily dilemmas.

They can set me into a negative loop of bad energy I can easily wallow in all day.

What works for me, is to try to identify why I'm in such a foul way, and create a process of consideration to see or feel the opposing, lighter side of the situation, and do what I can to promote that feeling.

3 months ago something happened where I felt like I was drained of all life force, and since then the inner happiness isnt there like it was, and I notice I've become needy, and get the sense that I might be like an energy vampire.

What has you feeling this way? Can you identify the cause?

I ask, not necessarily for you to share here, but so you can analyze the event 3 months ago that changed you, and identify what it was in you that changed.

This could help you to create a process that allows you to take back the control you once had before the event 3 months ago.

 

[bjorb]

[quote author= entheologist]So if one can leap from STO to STS, is it possible to make a similar leap back from STS to STO?[/quote]

Never happens in leaps, STS can gradually become more STO.

And STO can fall to STS. All those who fall must learn the hard way back to STO, like humanity.


[quote author= entheologist]A few years ago I had innate inner happiness and didn't need anything external to be happy and content[/quote]

Through realizations we can experience moments that are a foretaste of the Joy of a clear conscious. But that doesn't mean we leaped to STO, just that we learned something important about ourselves.

I think that what you experienced felt blissful without exactly knowing why. If that is the case. I think you ought to try and traceback why that was.

Maybe it was nothing more than a self-induced 'xtc' feeling. And maybe you had a realization you did only partly understand. What do you precisely mean with? 'didn't need anything external to be happy' ?

 

[Deleted member 11729]

A few years ago I had innate inner happiness and didn't need anything external to be happy and content, and I was full of energy, and could feel lots of compassion in my heart. 3 months ago something happened where I felt like I was drained of all life force, and since then the inner happiness isnt there like it was, and I notice I've become needy, and get the sense that I might be like an energy vampire.

So if one can leap from STO to STS, is it possible to make a similar leap back from STS to STO?

Hello entheologist, changes you are talking about, as far as how I understood, can't really be any sing of STS or STO sort of behaviour ... you can be STO oriented and be in depts of your hart the most saddest person on earth, as actually the state of earth and humans right now, if you can see far form the picture presented, is so overwhelmingly sad ... same as you can be on outside the happiest and most positive and helping person, but in depts of your heart you can be just manipulative STS who is doing all that just to gain respect, love and compassion for yourself ... so I am not sure that this is a good question to ask, if you want to find out what is going on with you ... maybe few suggestions:

I don't know much about attachments etc .. but maybe you can do research onto that topic? - https://thecasswiki.net/index.php?title=Spirit_attachment

Considering that most of the people are composed of little "i" - https://thecasswiki.net/index.php?title=Little_%27I%27s

and if we think about concept of predator's mind - https://thecasswiki.net/index.php?title=Predator%27s_mind

and taking into consideration that we are all here right now in the "form" of 3D STS - https://thecasswiki.net/index.php?title=Service_to_others_and_service_to_self&stable=1

how I understood all that, in our case it is not possible to float between STS and STO before we reach STO, and that is something mention more by Ra materials, if I remember right, and the phenomena of that kind of beings is called - Wanderers - https://thecasswiki.net/index.php?title=Wanderer

"Wanderer" is the Ra term for a soul of fourth through sixth density who decides to incarnate in third density for a specific mission.

SO in the case of Wanderer, it is possible to get influenced by strong 4DSTS forces, that probably would like to take advantage of that kind of beings, as they probably have far more "energetic" strength than "normal" 3D STS humanoids, who are doing their work in order to become 4D STO candidates in their human bodies, as we are right now.

 

[Alada]

how I understood all that, in our case it is not possible to float between STS and STO before we reach STO

That's what came to mind for me too and the Cs have stated as much before, that as we are, in this STS realm, we are all STS and can't be otherwise unless we graduate to an STO realm. So in that context maybe the question is more on in terms of shifts in potential alignment, I don't know.

Without more data it's probably silly to speculate too much, which can feed too much imagination. Often something as simple as a change in diet or the way we live makes a big difference to the way we think and feel. Without more precise background data answers can be too general or not relevant at all I think.

 

[Deleted member 11729]

how I understood all that, in our case it is not possible to float between STS and STO before we reach STO

That's what came to mind for me too and the Cs have stated as much before, that as we are, in this STS realm, we are all STS and can't be otherwise unless we graduate to an STO realm. So in that context maybe the question is more on in terms of shifts in potential alignment, I don't know.

Without more data it's probably silly to speculate too much, which can feed too much imagination. Often something as simple as a change in diet or the way we live makes a big difference to the way we think and feel. Without more precise background data answers can be too general or not relevant at all I think.

You are right Alada ... yep ... so any research involved, it is always good to keep in mind not to develop inner talks and silly narratives ... thank you for correcting

 

[theos]

A few years ago I had innate inner happiness and didn't need anything external to be happy and content, and I was full of energy, and could feel lots of compassion in my heart. 3 months ago something happened where I felt like I was drained of all life force, and since then the inner happiness isnt there like it was, and I notice I've become needy, and get the sense that I might be like an energy vampire.

So if one can leap from STO to STS, is it possible to make a similar leap back from STS to STO?

Without more data it's probably silly to speculate too much, which can feed too much imagination. Often something as simple as a change in diet or the way we live makes a big difference to the way we think and feel. Without more precise background data answers can be too general or not relevant at all I think.

I agree. We need more background on what is going on with you. Are you just feeling bad? Depressed? Having difficult relations with other people? It would help if we knew what you meant by leaping from STO to STS, cause we are all STS here on this planet. Are you saying that because you're feeling like an energy vampire that you feel you've lept from STO to STS?

 

[electrosonic]

Maybe we could think of it like this ...

As this is an STS polarised environment that we live in, the sheer act of aligning ourselves to STO brings with it an almost immediate backlash from the natural order of this world, and this force will constantly attempt to act upon an individual the whole time that an individual attempts to polarise themselves against the natural flow of the environment they are occupying.

However, while your core consciousness may have chosen to align itself with the STO vibration at a level that is far deeper than your conscious mind, you must take into account the fact that your thoughts and actions will constantly sway over the border lines between STO & STS all the time; thought to thought, action to action, and this doesn't necessarily mean that you have swapped sides. Its merely an indication of the ongoing battle that we all face moment to moment ....

Think of it like this - This is their world! This is an STS world which we have agreed to incarnate into - and now we are swapping sides (or at least showing our true allegiance) - so the enemy will try to purge us, in the same way your body would attempt to purge a splinter of wood which found its way under the skin. So feelings of depression, negativity, etc are not necessarily an indication of change of orientation, more than likely they are a result of the forces you are being put under on a daily basis.

That being said, even though almost anything can be a symptom of attack - at the level we are at, many things within our lives can cause us to go through stages of feeling down and disheartened. Whether its work, relationships, family; such is life, and this is normal and something each and every one of us will go through in many different forms.

So remember - we are the splinters that this world is trying to purge - we are the Salmon attempting to swim up river against the flow. Things will always be a little difficult for us in life because we are working against the grain. But would you want it any other way?

 

[Nico]

Hi entheologist,

here the Ra answer for this question :

Questioner: I assume that an entity on either path can decide to change paths at any time and possibly retrace steps, the path changing being more difficult the farther along the path the change is made. Is this correct?
Ra: I am Ra. This is incorrect. The further an entity has, what you would call, polarized, the more easily this entity may change polarity, for the more power and awareness the entity will have.
Those truly helpless are those who have not consciously chosen but who repeat patterns without knowledge of the repetition or the meaning of the pattern.