Good, but i don't "feel l like im drowning, sinking like a stone" suprisingly given the situation on the global stage. "I" used to feel like this, and in my dreams, i would be falling eternally in an endless dark void. But now on the contrary, i feel as if i am swimming to the surface, to take a breath of real life and existence. To truly begin my life, for i have already "died", and must "die" many more times before reaching the surface, and breathing my "first" breath.