Hi,
I'd like to a network about a dream I had last night that was really vivid and lifelike. I was in the big city full of concrete when dugdeep started talking to me. The exact's are kind of blurry but I end up in a forest area because during the course of the conversation it was said that this is where I would find g-d but there was also something about controlling nature.
Anyways, I end up at one end of a flowing river and decide since I'm going to be living here I should learn to catch fish so I build a net. I wade through the water with it so that it could emcompass the entire width of the river but as I start getting closer to the other side the water gets much deeper and the river more powerful. I'm several feet away from the other side but turn to shout out to dugdeep and manitoban that the water's too deep and that I might not make it so they signal me to come back.
Once back I set up the net along the shoreline hoping that it might catch at least some fish. But it end's up snaring a whole bunch of octopus. We are looking at them and I let a few go but dugdeep contemplates how we are going to eat octopus instead of fish. I'm totally weirded out by the octopus and was really hoping for fish and then I woke up.
Not sure the significance of this dream but was it ever real. When I woke up the first thing that came to mind was the conversation that I can barely remember and about controlling nature. Why would I want to control nature, or maybe it has something to do with my nature? And the river representing flowing emotion's and the aquatic life, particularly the octopus and maybe getting tangled up. The last week or two I haven't really felt present in myself and lost in thoughts and mechanical behaviour...
Any feedback or insights would be appreciated.
Edit - one other thing I just thought in relation to the octopus. When I used to traverse Rense and Propaganda Matrix the aspect of Jews trying to control the world would be talked about with pictures of an octopus spreading its tentacles over the planet from Israel. I'm one of the few Jewish members here and I've been reading Protocols of Zion and it's been disturbing to come across some of the religious and talmudic texts quoted and how they view the world with this disdain for all other people and believing themselves as a superior race fit to control and dominate the planet. A lot of it seems 4D STS inspired stuff. The copy that I have even talks about how there are certain natural tendencies that predispose Jews to this type of thinking and behaviour. And that really bother's me because I'm predisposed to that as well. And so I'm wondering if the whole wading through the river could be me going against the 'grain' of my people but I'm still tangled in these damn genetic predispositions?
I'd like to a network about a dream I had last night that was really vivid and lifelike. I was in the big city full of concrete when dugdeep started talking to me. The exact's are kind of blurry but I end up in a forest area because during the course of the conversation it was said that this is where I would find g-d but there was also something about controlling nature.
Anyways, I end up at one end of a flowing river and decide since I'm going to be living here I should learn to catch fish so I build a net. I wade through the water with it so that it could emcompass the entire width of the river but as I start getting closer to the other side the water gets much deeper and the river more powerful. I'm several feet away from the other side but turn to shout out to dugdeep and manitoban that the water's too deep and that I might not make it so they signal me to come back.
Once back I set up the net along the shoreline hoping that it might catch at least some fish. But it end's up snaring a whole bunch of octopus. We are looking at them and I let a few go but dugdeep contemplates how we are going to eat octopus instead of fish. I'm totally weirded out by the octopus and was really hoping for fish and then I woke up.
Not sure the significance of this dream but was it ever real. When I woke up the first thing that came to mind was the conversation that I can barely remember and about controlling nature. Why would I want to control nature, or maybe it has something to do with my nature? And the river representing flowing emotion's and the aquatic life, particularly the octopus and maybe getting tangled up. The last week or two I haven't really felt present in myself and lost in thoughts and mechanical behaviour...
Any feedback or insights would be appreciated.
Edit - one other thing I just thought in relation to the octopus. When I used to traverse Rense and Propaganda Matrix the aspect of Jews trying to control the world would be talked about with pictures of an octopus spreading its tentacles over the planet from Israel. I'm one of the few Jewish members here and I've been reading Protocols of Zion and it's been disturbing to come across some of the religious and talmudic texts quoted and how they view the world with this disdain for all other people and believing themselves as a superior race fit to control and dominate the planet. A lot of it seems 4D STS inspired stuff. The copy that I have even talks about how there are certain natural tendencies that predispose Jews to this type of thinking and behaviour. And that really bother's me because I'm predisposed to that as well. And so I'm wondering if the whole wading through the river could be me going against the 'grain' of my people but I'm still tangled in these damn genetic predispositions?