Chaos or imagination?

Kmicic

Jedi Master
Hello everyone, recently I have thoughts that maybe we shouldn't try to focus on what's going on right now. I tried to follow things in USA, and because of covid I had lazy time in my work. I could add to this standard troubles in home and in my wife work and in conclusion I wasn't working efficiently, made some mistakes and now I must work hard to repair it. I thinked that maybe change is coming soon but now I see that doesn't matter. I couldn't change anything right now. I couldn't prepare for it in material way, and as I see it the hard times are coming like in previous history events. Now it's not a time for not focusing on our day after day reality. But maybe it's just a words of a man who only wanted to had calm life in some small house with my wife :-) Maybe it could open some discussions :-)
 
Hello Persephone, that's true, I agree with you I think that my problem is that when I spent more time here I started to believe that something big is nearby and in a moment we will be in new society reality or something like that. I started to waiting for it and searching for it and my normal life and work was less important because I thinked that I must prepare for something and now I must work hard to repair it because some how we need to get to that golden future times and we don't know for sure when it occurs and goes long we would need to go to work, life in psyop society and other things like that :-) Maybe someone also started to doing less in their normal live and it's like a warning from me and a point for discussion :-)
 
life in psyop society and other things like that...Maybe someone also started to doing less in their normal live and it's like a warning from me

Life in an engineered chaotic reality, let alone a society that includes 'psyops' is not one where I think you can do less or nothing and expect to be equally successful. The golden future you refer to might not even occur in our lifetimes, but everything you do right here and now including work on yourself counts.

If anything, 2020 was a temptation for some to fall over and sit back and do nothing, while it was an opportunity for others to get off their backsides and work on themselves, or ideally apply previously theoretical practises. Fortunately or not it seems like 2021 will still provide those options.
 
Thanks MikeJoseph82, I honestly don't know how I should imagine it all. For as long as I can remember, there has always been some boulder on my way to move. I don't mean that I had it hard or lightly, because I can't judge it, but I had the impression that eventually I would manage and be able to rest a little longer. I saw the imperfection of this world but I found a certain path in what this world was and somehow in small steps there was a hope that it would be better - I'm not saying that it is not in me now, but being aware of all the prophecies, signs, etc. and seeing it what ruin the world is falling into, in a sense, I can't wait for a better tomorrow. I don't know exactly what to do with myself and paradoxically maybe I would fit in better if I knew less. Or the other way, if I knew when this D-day would be :-) I feel like nothing will change until I go through a few more trials in my life. And I guess that's it. We all wait more or less for what will come, but it probably won't come until we live our lives fully and take the proverbial bull by the horns. I also have another hunch that tells me that the difficulties I will go through are only to go through them and that I will not harvest the fruits that I expect. This does not mean that the future will be bad, I just don't understand why I feel that I have to experience some unpleasant things in life in order to learn them tangibly although at the same time I feel that if I had my original strength these things would not be a problem but maybe it has to be that way too. I think that in all of this I lacked the acceptance of what is and the understanding how irrelevant to me things for the spiritual side may actually be very necessary for the development of this spiritual side. I hope that someone will find those selfish thoughts useful, as for me this statement was a necessary order of thought and thank you for being able to post it :-) In advance, sorry for my english skill in sharing my thoughts. It's very hard for me when I'm tired. :-)
 
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