Conscience, free will and evil

[Michal]

Hi,
I was wondering today about psychopats and evil.

I asked myself: is that possible that anyone can be psychopat? Even those who have higher centers?

I tend to think that yes due to free will. That being a killer or any other evil man is the matter of decision...??? Conscience may be switched off I guess.

I have predator's mind, and there is something what I am thinking about like that seesion with C's when one woman was describing her experience as mantis eating children. I know it that I am not far from that reptiles mind.

If the ones with higher centers developed could not be evil than I guess free will would be violated.

Well it is theoretical thinking but maybe You also thought about it?

I have conscience. I feel sorry for myself ( :) ) I can feel pain of others. I am not very empathetic but anyway can do. And this little conscience does not give me immunity for not being evil.

I think that if I choose I can do anything. I think that anyone can do. I think that anyone may change in whatever direction he / she wants.

It is scary for me to have that consciousness because it is ugly thing to have even possibility of being really evil. What to do with that?
The easiest way is probably to repress that area and place my consciousness in nice things of normal life. I just guess that more appropriate would be to observe self. Anyway being aware of myself being evil gives me some feeling of guilt, shame, rejection from society and fear that evil deeds may be enjoyable (generally for example "using people"). It is like having two worlds in one "me". Like standing on the boarder line between light and dark.

I was also thinking recently about this session 22 July 2012 and what was said by C's about doing things that "it" do not like. Being aware of being / standing in the ugly things which are part of me this is what I do not like. I like to think about myself as clever, knowledgeable, strong, brave and good man who is doing a lot for other people. ... I do not like that ugly stinking part of myself. ...
Thanks.

 

[Deleted member 4320]

is that possible that anyone can be psychopat? Even those who have higher centers?

No. This is contrary. Psychopath is psychopath, they don't have higher centers, they are Organic Portal and they are born this way. Normal man, with higher centers, may behave like a psychopath, but can Work on Self and make efforts to connect with higher centers. Psychopaths don't. They are born and die as psychopaths. They are like a machines without the possibility for development of the soul.

I tend to think that yes due to free will. That being a killer or any other evil man is the matter of decision...??? Conscience may be switched off I guess.

If the ones with higher centers developed could not be evil than I guess free will would be violated.

It is possible for consciously develop in the direction of entropy, but obtainment Master of Oneself is not the same as you can develop on the patch of Service to Others, namely closing your emotional center into anger, dominance, greed, etc., without access to your creative Higher Self. In other words, individual on this patch is merely Organic Portal at higher speeds, so to speak.

It is scary for me to have that consciousness because it is ugly thing to have even possibility of being really evil. What to do with that?
The easiest way is probably to repress that area and place my consciousness in nice things of normal life. I just guess that more appropriate would be to observe self. Anyway being aware of myself being evil gives me some feeling of guilt, shame, rejection from society and fear that evil deeds may be enjoyable (generally for example "using people"). It is like having two worlds in one "me". Like standing on the boarder line between light and dark.

I was also thinking recently about this session 22 July 2012 and what was said by C's about doing things that "it" do not like. Being aware of being / standing in the ugly things which are part of me this is what I do not like. I like to think about myself as clever, knowledgeable, strong, brave and good man who is doing a lot for other people. ... I do not like that ugly stinking part of myself.

You can take care of your diet. You can do EE. There is a lot of valuable knowledge and help from others here on the Forum, wich you can use to Work on Self. And then help others by share them the knowledge. The doors to development are open to you, but it is up to you whether you will be go. You must to decide whether you want to see things as they are, or you want to remain into illusions.