Dream about Fellowship School

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Last night I had a strange/interesting dream I’d like to share with you all.

I dreamt…

I want to say it was an ‘alternate universe’. Because I was me- I looked like me, same age, etc.. and same with my spouse.

So in the dream, I remember that I wanted to apply to a school which was ran by Laura & Ark. But the school was also part of a religion and it was called something like The Fellowship of Paleo Christianity & Sciences(FoPC&S). There was no such thing as QFS; it was all under the same banner sort to speak. The school’s main branch was in New York, USA.

In the dream, I recall that I was a huge follower of the C’s transmission and Laura, but in that ‘world’ I had not met Laura or Ark, or any of the QFS. I was just one of the MANY people trying to in-roll in their school. Their school was a university and it was a long process of getting into it, and one part was that you had to fill out an application and apply in person.

So having decided to want to join the school, I left my house and went to the train station and got on the train to NY. It was my first time on the ‘bullet train’ and it was very exciting for me to go on it.

I’m going to give a bit of description about the trains and the train system.

Yes- Instead of planes I took the bullet train to NY from Vancouver, Canada. These trains were VERY fast. The travel time to NY from Vancouver was at the most 45 min-

The trains were VERY large and roomy. And every train had a food ‘cart’ with a lounge so you could get food on there if you wanted to. The trains barely made any sound even though they seemed to run on tracks- but not on top of tracks—just hovering on top of tracks is more accurate.

Anyway, when I got to NY, I got off the train and headed to the FoPC&S building in the middle of New York City. – Mind you, I’ve never actually been to NY in real life so this was very strange. However, I’ve seen many movies of NY so I know what the famous streets look like. Well in my dream, NY wasn’t so much a business center- like to do with stocks and stuff like that. For example, there was no such thing as a "Rockefeller center", it was more of a Educational city, sort to speak. There were many schools in NY including FoPC&S. But FoPC&S was the only school that combined religion & sciences. There were many lecture halls and hotels, but it was not the NY I’m used to from the movies. It was also import/export oriented because there were several huge/famous docks/ports there with hundreds of ships coming from all over the world, either bringing in goods or hauling them from NY to other countries. Also, NY main city wasn’t as lit-up as it is in this world with advertisements etc. it was a ‘normal’ city.

So I began to make my way to the school, I passed a famous dock and visited it, but I realized it was becoming late so I headed for the school. Once I got there, it was a giant building. I went in, and asked for an application from the receptionist. I filled it out and handed it in, and left.

After leaving, I began heading back to the train station when I saw a sign for a lecture being given by a famous writer (I don’t know who it was in real life) but apparently I found him interesting in my dream so I decided to go and sit in on the lecture. He lectured on topics of spirituality, oneness, and basically very new-agey stuff that made me laugh out loud.

After leaving the lecture, I headed to the train station… I got lost a couple of times trying to find the right train as there were several different stations in different parts of town. After finally finding the right train station, and finally getting on the right train I began to write a summary of my experience in that lecture hall I visited and how I found that guys views very tasteless and dull, , since I felt he didn’t touch on important subjects at all. Things I really wanted to know and learn about. That I had already learned through the provided info online by Laura & Ark. I wrote a very large essay and before going home, mailed it to the school.

By the time I got home, it was very late and once I arrived, my spouse told me that I have a message from the school. I immediately listened to it and it said that I had not been accepted to the school, but to keep reading and working, so that I may be considered one day. I was very sad and began to cry.

Than—in the dream several days passed—and my spouse told me that I had received a letter from the school. Even though I was very curious as to what it said, I didn’t open it because I was afraid of more rejection/bad news. I held off on opening it for several weeks—dream time fast forwarded to a few weeks—and I remember I was looking at the letter and my curiosity couldn’t handle not knowing what it said anymore so I opened it.

It was a letter from Laura herself saying that she has received my letter of my opinions on that gentleman’s lecture and she found them intuitive and accurate. Therefore, she wanted to offer me a scholarship to the school and apologized for the hasty dismissal of my first application.

I held the letter to my heart and tears began to fall down my cheeks from happiness. I screamed, “I GOT IN!!” And cried more… my spouse hugged me and said he was proud of me and never doubted that I would.

I woke up~
 
Hi Deedlet,

I know it is only a dream but does it reflects how you feel right now?
Are you suffering for fear of being rejected by Laura to get in the school?
 
Ana said:
Hi Deedlet,

I know it is only a dream but does it reflects how you feel right now?
Are you suffering for fear of being rejected by Laura to get in the school?

Not at all. At least as far as I can tell it is just a dream, if it is as you say, it may be a subconscious thing.

In the dream, after receiving the letter I recall feeling silly for not having opened it earlier. Because I felt like it would be something 'negative'. I think it just showed how feeling something 'negative' at the moment doesn't necessarily mean that everything following that event will be negative. And that you should live your life and be sincere and if you are that.. the universe will get you where you need to be.
 
Well you know this, but the whole of creation is a school. What did you expect to learn there?
The thing is. At first you where declined. But later on you where still accepted. You already had the knowledge what was necessary.

If there is a message, well to give my input:

Maybe you are blocking yourself by relying on others. Since you already had what was necessary. That maybe you couldn’t see it. You had to need to have this confirmation of it, that letter.


Interesting dream BTW:

[*] The bullet train. Well there isn’t any yet in the USA or Canada but it points out to the future.

[*] The lack of advertisements in New York. Well that points out to a chance in the system in general.

[*] No Rockefeller center, Well some shift happened. But to what direction?

[*] NY a educational city? All kinds of different schools? The man on the street, Going all ‘New-Age’ on everybody. Has all kinds of ‘spirituality’ been unleashed into the world?

[*] Well a shift had happened. But (FoPC&S) as you saw it. Has plenty of ‘competition’ Maybe meant as damage control?

- and maybe I am thinking to much :nuts:
 
Hi Deedlet. I'm no interpreter of dreams or anything, but I noticed the progress of emotions as you mentioned them:


desire, laughter, hopefulness, sadness, crying, leery (trepidation), rejecting, mucho curiosity, gratitude, tears of happiness.

I don't know what's going on in your personal life at the moment, but considering our life context in terms of events unfolding with the Fellowship, do you think you could be simply processing all the various emotions you may be experiencing in relation to all that's going on?
 
bjorn said:
- and maybe I am thinking to much :nuts:

Well I thought of those things too, and that's why I thought it may just be an 'alternate reality' dream :P


Buddy said:
I don't know what's going on in your personal life at the moment, but considering our life context in terms of events unfolding with the Fellowship, do you think you could be simply processing all the various emotions you may be experiencing in relation to all that's going on?

That could very well be. I know I went through a down and up faze when I first heard about the Fellowship, but recently I've been nothing but excited about it. But it sure could be that I'm just manifesting all my emotions through my dream.

Thanks for your input Buddy :)
 
Oh - i loved the dream - it really did sound like some alternate reality. Imagine a school of Laura and Ark's in New York - of all places :huh:

I liked the idea of the bullet trains...sure wish we had them now!!!

Interesting too the fear of not being accepted to the school. Wonder how many of us have similar questions of our progress or abilities.

Thank you for sharing it!
 
bjorn said:
Well you know this, but the whole of creation is a school. What did you expect to learn there?
The thing is. At first you where declined. But later on you where still accepted. You already had the knowledge what was necessary.

If there is a message, well to give my input:

Maybe you are blocking yourself by relying on others. Since you already had what was necessary. That maybe you couldn’t see it. You had to need to have this confirmation of it, that letter.


Interesting dream BTW:

[*] The bullet train. Well there isn’t any yet in the USA or Canada but it points out to the future.

[*] The lack of advertisements in New York. Well that points out to a chance in the system in general.

[*] No Rockefeller center, Well some shift happened. But to what direction?

[*] NY a educational city? All kinds of different schools? The man on the street, Going all ‘New-Age’ on everybody. Has all kinds of ‘spirituality’ been unleashed into the world?

[*] Well a shift had happened. But (FoPC&S) as you saw it. Has plenty of ‘competition’ Maybe meant as damage control?

- and maybe I am thinking to much :nuts:

I think you are not because there is no limit friend !!!
 
aleana said:
Oh - i loved the dream - it really did sound like some alternate reality. Imagine a school of Laura and Ark's in New York - of all places :huh:

I liked the idea of the bullet trains...sure wish we had them now!!!

Interesting too the fear of not being accepted to the school. Wonder how many of us have similar questions of our progress or abilities.

Thank you for sharing it!
I don't have that problem, the problem is that at this time I can't pay to be in to the school, and my parents... well I don't think that they want to help me because my father thinks that this thing about the cassiopeans and all that it's just another story like star wars, or that is just for people that are ignorants, and my mother doesn't say that but she thinks that I'm young and immature to see that I'm in the wrong path and with the time I will se that only Jezz can save me. So... I can't at this moment, and that kicks my face really good !!!!
 
cubbex said:
I don't have that problem, the problem is that at this time I can't pay to be in to the school, and my parents... well I don't think that they want to help me because my father thinks that this thing about the cassiopeans and all that it's just another story like star wars, or that is just for people that are ignorants, and my mother doesn't say that but she thinks that I'm young and immature to see that I'm in the wrong path and with the time I will se that only Jezz can save me. So... I can't at this moment, and that kicks my face really good !!!!

Hi cubbex, no money is required to join the Fellowship of the Cosmic Mind. However, one must be an adult. How old are you?

At the very least, it appears that you are not creating or using a strategic enclosure if your parents think these things. Have you read the Wave Series yet?
 
[quote author=anart] Have you read the Wave Series yet? [/quote]

:lol: no, is there something about strategic enclosure???????????

:scared: because I don't know what it is

and I am 17 years old
 
cubbex said:
[quote author=anart] Have you read the Wave Series yet?

:lol: no, is there something about strategic enclosure???????????

:scared: because I don't know what it is

and I am 17 years old
[/quote]

You can read about strategic enclosure here - http://www.cassiopedia.org/glossary/Strategic_enclosure

I do not think it would be a good idea for you to join the Fellowship at your age, if you are 17. And the fact that you are talking about what you are reading here and what you think of it to your parents shows that you really need to learn about strategic enclosure and consideration. It seems that at this point you do not have a full understanding of our group and what we are doing, so it is not surprising your parents have a distorted view as well. My advice to you would be to slow down, be patient, start doing the breathing, and stop making your parents worry about you.
 
Heimdallr said:
cubbex said:
[quote author=anart] Have you read the Wave Series yet?

:lol: no, is there something about strategic enclosure???????????

:scared: because I don't know what it is
and I am 17 years old

You can read about strategic enclosure here - http://www.cassiopedia.org/glossary/Strategic_enclosure

I do not think it would be a good idea for you to join the Fellowship at your age, if you are 17. And the fact that you are talking about what you are reading here and what you think of it to your parents shows that you really need to learn about strategic enclosure and consideration. It seems that at this point you do not have a full understanding of our group and what we are doing, so it is not surprising your parents have a distorted view as well. My advice to you would be to slow down, be patient, start doing the breathing, and stop making your parents worry about you.
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It seems but, well I just have to say that I'm not here for fun, and I'm here to learn what I can because, I just have the forum and the Cassiopeia web page to learn, and I now that I can't at this moment join the group, but if I don't have the full I have at least the necessary understanding of the group. Without the forum, the web page, you and the others I could be completely alone!!!
I know the responsibilities, that’s why if I am going to be in to the group I want to be a student so… I don’t know why you say that it seems that I don’t have the full understanding of the group, if it is because my age well…

:/
 
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