dannybananny
Jedi Council Member
Yesterday evening I was doing Pipe breathing, EE and meditation and then I had like a notion I don't know myself while doing it. Then I had a dream(I didn't remember all of it and don't really know how to describe it but I'll do my best), to say it correctly I had many dreams not only one but this is something that had effect on me. I saw tv screens like in the tv studio and every one was running with some program, then like i saw light behind it or after it and realization that all of the screens are lessons and that all was perfect(no need to do anything just let it flow in natural way), like there is not right and wrong, something just like being, I kind a felt being part of that light, (there was peace) and that I don't know myself, that struck me (I know that i don't know myself but this like a gave me a glimpse of what maybe I'am). I knew that i'am not what I think, feel, do, wish but i realized that I'am not really that, don't know how to describe it. In the morning it made me think that I really don't know myself and how my life is being run by lower emotional center(fear, anger), and lower thinking center(all kinds of thoughts, negative and "normal"), I don't identify with them but like I know that i should get rid of them all now. This dream maybe sounds funny and nothing knew but there was something different, something deeper in it, like i had a look into something wonderful, i don't know if it's from meditation or is it only simple dream but here was something, that's I'am sure of.
Just wanted to share it with you guys and thank you for all that knowledge you gave! :)
Just wanted to share it with you guys and thank you for all that knowledge you gave! :)