Once, while I was in my high school, I had a dream about myself running away from my colleague. He was chasing me and I was running. We were jumping. I was leaving behind me some kind of green powder and he was doing the same but red one (like a smoke). I was not afraid much but I didn't want to meet him.
My colleague in reality was my class mate from high school and we were also mates from kindergarden (but quite far from being friends). He was since kindergarden a rouge. He seemed to me like a man without a fear. And strong. Other colleagues where respecting him - or at least it was my opinion. A fighter.
Red fighter was chasing me - the green one. Features which were obviously according to me missing in my life were represented in red colour and my colleague. Like my part which has those features was disconnected and trying to get closer but it was unpleasant feeling. Red and green are complimentary colours. Composed together may give white (light).
Recently (in October 2010) I had some strange health symptoms - I was feeling like close to heart attack. I felt heavy in my chest, felt some pain in my heart (small one but anyway) and while falling asleep feeling like my heart stoping for a while and me falling into a hole. (One week ago after "overdosing" of FIR sauna have similar feeling but much weaker). And then I had visualisation of that: man inside me yelling and reaching desperately hands to me for help. Man emerging from darkness, in great misery and suffering. I felt like he was dying. I didn't know what to do and I have just talked to him in good and soothing way that I will help him. I imagined myself holding him and careing for him.
In last two months I have read threads about candida and linked it to my eczema around anus. It is lasting since my 16s. Sometimes when I was scraping my skin I sensed something in my middle chest. Like the link? Anus - area of red chakra, chest - area of green chakra. ? . Hmmm
Since 3 years I am having also feeling of tension in my lower abdomen. Between my navel and pelvis bone. Yesteday it was quite stronger than within last months.
A thought came to me that "my strong man" is laying in the woods around big mushrooms and is poisoned because of them. I am thinking that maybe fungi in my colon are poisoning the curageous one - some functions in me, my brain, nervous system. He is disabled because of poison and that is that "I" am disabled because of that. I felt that this must be ended. I have to rescue him becasue we are one. When I was thinking about rescuing him and finding the way to help I felt that tension was decreased.
I also thought that maybe those fungi are some kind of plug for 4-D beings? I do not know. Withing next two weeks I am planning to check gluten-free and diary free diet. I am EE breathing once/twice per week and also using FIR sauna. I started to eliminate toxins from my life. Slowly but in progress.
My colleague in reality was my class mate from high school and we were also mates from kindergarden (but quite far from being friends). He was since kindergarden a rouge. He seemed to me like a man without a fear. And strong. Other colleagues where respecting him - or at least it was my opinion. A fighter.
Red fighter was chasing me - the green one. Features which were obviously according to me missing in my life were represented in red colour and my colleague. Like my part which has those features was disconnected and trying to get closer but it was unpleasant feeling. Red and green are complimentary colours. Composed together may give white (light).
Recently (in October 2010) I had some strange health symptoms - I was feeling like close to heart attack. I felt heavy in my chest, felt some pain in my heart (small one but anyway) and while falling asleep feeling like my heart stoping for a while and me falling into a hole. (One week ago after "overdosing" of FIR sauna have similar feeling but much weaker). And then I had visualisation of that: man inside me yelling and reaching desperately hands to me for help. Man emerging from darkness, in great misery and suffering. I felt like he was dying. I didn't know what to do and I have just talked to him in good and soothing way that I will help him. I imagined myself holding him and careing for him.
In last two months I have read threads about candida and linked it to my eczema around anus. It is lasting since my 16s. Sometimes when I was scraping my skin I sensed something in my middle chest. Like the link? Anus - area of red chakra, chest - area of green chakra. ? . Hmmm
Since 3 years I am having also feeling of tension in my lower abdomen. Between my navel and pelvis bone. Yesteday it was quite stronger than within last months.
A thought came to me that "my strong man" is laying in the woods around big mushrooms and is poisoned because of them. I am thinking that maybe fungi in my colon are poisoning the curageous one - some functions in me, my brain, nervous system. He is disabled because of poison and that is that "I" am disabled because of that. I felt that this must be ended. I have to rescue him becasue we are one. When I was thinking about rescuing him and finding the way to help I felt that tension was decreased.
I also thought that maybe those fungi are some kind of plug for 4-D beings? I do not know. Withing next two weeks I am planning to check gluten-free and diary free diet. I am EE breathing once/twice per week and also using FIR sauna. I started to eliminate toxins from my life. Slowly but in progress.
