Two, or three, nights ago, I was laying in bed trying to fall asleep. I wasn't having much success because I was thinking about the Cassiopaeans and many of the other things I had been reading and, of course, how to solve my latest design problem. One of my thoughts that I was deeply trying to think through concerned the Lizzies when I fell into a semi-dream (not deep into my normal dreaming, but just in between wakefulness and dreaming); I felt as if I was being grasped by the arms and shaken violently. What startled me awake was hearing someone screaming in the dream, which turned out to be me. It was exceptionally weird and irritating, mainly cause I thought I was close to reaching a connection. I was not, however, going to be deterred from my thinking about the Lizzies and this connection, so continuing this thought, I slipped into another semi-dream where a small reptile jumped and attacked me. Which, again, woke me up.
I have been thinking about these little mini-dreams off and on since, and felt that maybe writing it down and getting someone else's opinion, especially since most people here have been far into the Cassiopaean Experiment than I have. I will add to the above dream, that the next day I felt like crap. I felt depressed and my roommate kept on me cause I was sighing way more than usual (she says that I sigh, on a normal basis, far more than anyone she's ever known). I decided to go back to bed and try to sleep it off; when I got up an hour or so later, I felt tremendously better.
Weird and slightly irritating!
Thank you!!
Sarrestia
I have been thinking about these little mini-dreams off and on since, and felt that maybe writing it down and getting someone else's opinion, especially since most people here have been far into the Cassiopaean Experiment than I have. I will add to the above dream, that the next day I felt like crap. I felt depressed and my roommate kept on me cause I was sighing way more than usual (she says that I sigh, on a normal basis, far more than anyone she's ever known). I decided to go back to bed and try to sleep it off; when I got up an hour or so later, I felt tremendously better.
Weird and slightly irritating!
Thank you!!
Sarrestia